Hey everyone! Here's Magnus' first chapter. I put his back story in here already so it could set up the rest of the story. I'm still working on the overall plot, but I think most of it will be Magnus learning about the real side to the lifestyle and if he can do that or not. They aren't going to be making out next chapter or anything. I don't want it done that way. Questions will be asked and when it's time they will be answered. :)B
MAGNUS
I put my bag on my bed as I walk into my room from the first day of school. Today was interesting to say the least I had never been at a school where they openly discuss gays and sex. Not in this capacity anyway. It was interesting, like I said. I walk into the kitchen, my kitty laying on the counter and looking at the fridge lovingly. I smile and pick him up, snuggling him to me as I put him in the floor. I pick up his bowl and refill it with some milk, grabbing a tuna pack out of the cabinet and putting the contents onto a dish. I then grab a snack for myself. I sigh and take the water and an apple back to my room, catching up on my soap before even thinking about homework.
I had to have mom sign that paper for the book in English before the teacher assigned the chapters. The new people I met were nice. Izzy Lightwood was probably going to be a new bestie for me. We had a lot in common and she wanted to be a designer also. Her portfolio was good, she had talent. While my designs were about more class, wanting to design wedding dresses, Izzy's was more today, I guess. She had some that I would love to own and others that I could see celebrities knocking on her door for. She had one section with some lingerie and outfits that looked like they would go to a novelty store. When I asked about those, she shrugged, saying that it kept options open.
I don't really know what that meant, but I know there's something more to that. That whole group, her brother and their friends, seemed very open with each other about their lives. It made me feel like an outsider, till lunch anyway. They included me the best they could, except Alec. Izzy's brother got quiet and had a weird look on his face after finding out I hadn't experimented any. I shook my head as my soap started, not wanting to think on that boy. I had to see what happens to Abagail. That girl was in for it. I laid back on my bed and got into it, fast forwarding through the damn commercials. When it was over, I heard my mother come home and looked at the clock. 5:00 about right.
"Magnus, I brought Chinese."
I smiled and turned my TV off. My mother, bless her heart, was a great cook. Since my dad died two years ago, though, she's had to work a bit more for us. She didn't want me to work, told me I was going to be a kid till I had to be an adult. I made my way to the little dining area that was combined with the kitchen and kissed her cheek. "Hey, ma."
She smiled as she tilted her cheek for me. "How was school?"
I hold up my finger and go get the paper, forgetting about it. I take it out of the bag, along with the book, and take both to her. I set them down as she loaded up the plates for her to look at.
"Really?"
I just shrug and take a bite of my lo mein. She reads through the book like I did earlier and then signs the paper, placing it back in the cover. She scoots it over to me and smiled. "Interesting."
I smile around my food and swallow. "My history teacher taught about the stonewall movement."
My mother shook her head and smiled. "I remember that movement. I was only 10 though."
We don't say much else as we eat. She tells me about her day at her new job in hotel management at the Hilton. She loved working at the hotels and I was proud of her for finally getting a management position. I cleaned up for her and then went to start on getting in bed and starting homework. I went to my bathroom and pulled out my face cleanse and my sponge. I washed the makeup off my face and then took the contacts out, taking my glasses off the counter. My mother, bless her, was very open. When I told her I wanted my eyes to look like a cats, we found an eye doctor who could get them. My last school wasn't good for me. I wasn't liked and didn't have many friends, ok no friends. I was worried about this school, till I met the Lightwoods.
I knew Alec had to be gay with the way he worded things today. One just looks at me and knows. My last school had a bunch of cool kids who harassed me and beat me for it. It was the reason for the move. That and my boyfriend, Ragnor. My mother found out he was abusing me more than loving me and moved us. He and his friends had a go at me and left me under the bleachers. The cheerleaders found me. Talk about losing your virginity badly. Mom talked me into this support group and it was helping. Ragnor had messed me up before that though. I had to act and look a certain way in public with him. I had to text when I woke, when I ate and what, when I finished my homework, and so on. I didn't read about Christian Grey because I wasn't allowed.
I know what it basically had in it though thanks to the movie. I also know, by doing my own research when Ragnor was at work, it wasn't like what he did. The punishments were talked about before hand, not just when it was felt like it was needed. The subs got to pick their limits and the doms main priority was to make their sub happy. If the sub was happy and taken care of, the dom was happy. That was the gist. Yes, some were more on the abusive side, but from what I read, it was still consensual. It wasn't what happened to me. It was abuse. My group has helped me with that also. I did pull the psychologist that's in charge aside as asked if I could do those things.
When she asked me why, I explained that some looked like I could enjoy it. She let me know that if it was with the right person, I would know the difference from Ragnor and that person. The person, who loved me the right way, they wouldn't do the things he did to hurt me. They would do those because they knew I liked them being done. I sighed, shaking my head. That stupid book for english is getting me all worried again. It's not like I really know anyone like that anyway. Maybe Izzy's brother. They were both on the demanding side, not that I cared. Alec was hot. I pulled out of my jeans, looking for my orange and black plaid pajama pants to sleep in. I pulled my shirt over my head and took all the jewelry off. I slid on my bed and pulled out the little of Biology I had for homework. I smiled when I heard a text message come through and picked up my phone.
"Hey, I'm glad I met you. Meet for breakfast?"
It was from Izzy and I smiled. "Sure, where?"
I sat my phone down so I could put my books back in my bag.
"Taki's. It's a diner two spots to the left of the school. Clary and I eat there every morning."
"Alright. Just you both?"
I didn't get a reply straight away, so I turned on my TV to make sure my shows were programed and played the project runway from yesterday. I got a message as I laid back and opened the phone.
"No, Jace and Simon too. Maybe Alec. Clary said she'd let me know."
"Alright, ttyl."
I put the phone on the charger and then laid back, finishing the show before going to bed.
I hit the alarm as it went off and stretched out like my kitty. I felt him move by my head and turned my hand, petting his head. "Morning, Chairman."
He just meowed and got off the bed. I threw my blanket off and followed after him, knowing he'd want breakfast. I opened another packet of tuna and poured some milk before heading to the shower. I started the water and did my business as the water heated up. I took my toothbrush and put some paste on it, stepping into the tub. I quickly brushed my teeth and sat the brush on the counter next to me. I then took my coconut shampoo and lathered my hair, rinsing out the color from yesterday. I then took my conditioner of the same scent and applied it, letting it work as I cleaned my body. I took my coconut shower gel and my loofa, cleaning my body off. After rinsing my skin, I rinse the conditioner out of my hair and then turn the water off.
I wrap a yellow towel around me and open my door, going to the closet. I pull out a pair of baby blue skinny jeans and slip them on, letting the towel drop. I then take out a white v neck shirt with short sleeves and pull it over my head. I reach down for my black converse and put them on my bed. On the way to my vanity, I pull out some socks and throw them by my shoes. I sit and take out my dryer, drying my hair. I use a straight brush to dry to make sure my hair has that sex look and then pick up my light blue chalk, adding it to my hair. I then spray some glitter gel in it and mess it up just how I like it. I smile and then take off my glasses and put in my contacts so I can see to do my face. I blink to get my eyes woken up all the way and then get to work.
I apply a little bit of blue with the grey today, always having to match. and then some of my lotion that has a tiny hint of sparkle goes under on my cheeks. I take my liquid liner and add a thick line, pointing it out as usual on both eyes. I then add just a bit of gloss and nod with a smile. I open up the drawer with my accessories in them and take out my earrings, doing up one that goes in my cartilage on the top and then has a long design that wraps around the shell like a cuff would. I then put some up the other ear, hoops in the bottom on both sides. I slide my rings in place and put my bangles on. I then grab my chains and add those, finally ready for my shoes. I see a message beeping on my phone and slide it to see Izzy and company on their way to the Taki's place.
"omy." I reply and sit the phone down.
I put my socks on and pull my shoes over them, grabbing the bag and heading out to meet everyone.
When I pull up, Izzy and Clary are standing outside. I smile and put the top back on my convertible and get out. I walk up and the girls give me a hug.
"Morning." We all greet and go in.
Jace and Simon were at a table and Alec was looking at me, walking from what seemed to be the bathroom. He had a predatory look about him and it made shivers run down my back. I just smiled and sat next to him, the only place left. I lifted up the menu and smiled. "What's good?"
"The waffles, french toast, and omelets." Izzy answered for everyone.
I nod and look at those, trying to keep myself composed. I read over the menu and sit it down when the server comes over. We all order and then she walks away.
"So, your mom freak about the book?" Simon asked.
I smile. "Not really. I believe the word was interesting. We have an open relationship and so sex isn't that big of a deal with us." I explain, taking a drink.
"You talk to your mom about sex?"
I looked at Izzy and smile. "Didn't have a choice, sweetheart. I'm guessing your mother thinks your pure as the day you were born."
They all chuckle and she nods, "Of course. She went to Catholic school. If she knew, she'd freak. Alec's enough for her at the moment."
I turn to look at him and he just shrugs. "I came out yesterday before school. She and my little brother were the only one's surprised."
"I never would've guessed you were in. You were so open about it, really." I stated.
He smiled. "Only to those I like."
His eyes held something in them and I just turned, not wanting to figure that out quite yet.
"So, you really vanilla? Ow, shit Clarissa."
I watched the little red head look at her boyfriend. "What did I tell you last night, Jonathan? I specifically told you not to ask him about it as it isn't your concern. Apologize, now."
She left no room for argument and he turned to me. "Sorry, Magnus."
I just sighed. "It's fine and it's complicated."
I smile when the food gets here, thankful they were too hungry to ask anything else. I watched them though. They were different, really different. It wasn't a bad thing, just...different. Izzy and Clary clearly wore the pants in the relationship with their boyfriends. Alec, I couldn't read. Not really. He was an enigma but I think that's because he's single. Jace and Simon kept their eyes downcast and the girls asked things for them. It was like they couldn't look at the server because she was a chick, like they weren't allowed.
"Don't try to understand it. You won't be able to." I heard whispered in my ear and looked at the boy next to me.
I leaned in closer. "It's just they're so much larger than the girls. It's almost like they...oh fuck, I don't know."
He smiled. "Like I said, you won't get it. Maybe soon you will, though."
I watched as he went back to eat and shrug. I was just glad I had some semblance of a group to be friends with. I wasn't going to do anything to make that stop. The server came after Alec had gotten up and gave out two checks.
"Where's mine?"
She looked at me and smiled. "Taken care of, love. Your boyfriend got it."
My eyes widened and I looked for Ragnor, even if I knew there was no way he'd be here. I could feel the worry and anxiety climbing up and I got up, running for the door. Okay, it's official. Not ready for a boyfriend, yet, fucking abusive rapist made sure of that.
"Hey, you alright."
I looked up to see Clary and Izzy. "Where's?"
"They went to school. Had things to discuss." Izzy stated.
I take in a breath and let it out. "Yes. Did your brother pay for me?"
Izzy folded her arms and smiled. "Yes. He pays for all of us. Clary and I just got receipts for our part."
"Alright. He didn't have to, though."
Clary smiled and touched my arm lightly. "You're one of us, Magnus. It's what he does. The Lightwoods have always taken care of what they consider theirs. Izzy pays when she's out with Simon and I pay for Jace. It's complicated, but it works."
"Why would they let you pay?" I ask, trying to figure out why a guy would let their date pay.
Izzy smiled and leaned in. "Welcome to the real part to the book."
That was all she said as the girls left me to get into a car. I got in my car, trying to figure out just what that meant. What book was Izzy talking about? I got to school and parked next to Clary, grabbing my bag. I walked with the dark haired girl to homeroom, noticing the guys already there. I sat down and listened as Izzy joined in a conversation about some club.
"Not yet, Alec. Don't make him go." Izzy stated.
"Why not?" her brother asked.
She rolled her eyes. "You have to at least let him decide if he even wanted to. You need to wait and get to know him first. Damn, you should know this already. It's not like you're new to this, Alexander."
"Or you guys could just ask and not talk like I'm not here." I stated.
Izzy shrugged. "We could, but it's not protocol. Jace and Simon never talk when we talk about what's right with them. It's how it is. Alec, if you want to, you need to do this right. You know that."
Now I was more confused. I watched the boy across from us run a hand down his face and sigh. "I know. Sorry, been messed up, Izzy. It's just I'm on Friday so you guys can play and will be bored off my ass."
"So get help with that. Not him though, he freaked about breakfast. Don't do too much to fast, Alec."
The bell rang and I followed Izzy out, still trying to figure out just what I would freak out about. I sat in my desk next to Izzy in Bio and looked at her. "Please explain."
She took out a piece of paper and wrote on it, scooting it over.
"The book in english. WE are like that, but reality."
My eyes widen as I read that. "Really?" I write back.
She just nods. "Let Alec explain." was all she answered as class started.
Well, fuckā¦"Let Alec explain" what did that mean. The rest of the class could have been about the apocalypse and I wouldn't know. I was too busy trying to figure out what the hell she meant by letting her brother explain. When class is finally over I pull on her arm to get her to stop.
She looks at me and sighs. "I can't. If you decide to be with him, it's his job. He likes you, Magnus. I know you think he's hot. Just...keep an open mind about it."
I keep hold of her arm and question. "It's not abusive?"
I knew she saw something in my eyes and came closer. "You were abused."
I didn't answer, just kept looking at her. She gave me a hug. "No, far from it. It's love, strong love if you let it be. Jace and Simon need me and Clary as the doms. Just talk to Alec. He was just upset because he can't ask you out Friday. That's what we were talking about."
She pulled back when she finished whispering her answer. I just nod and leave her to make my way to History with her brother. He was standing outside with Jace and Simon when I got to the room and he motioned for me to wait where I was. I stopped and waited for him as he finished with the guys. He walked down to me and sighed. "Izzy texted me that you're worried. After school, come to ours."
I just nod and walk with him into our class. I sit in the same spot as yesterday and take out the paper Izzy wrote on and make a line.
"You want to ask me out?"
I slid it to him before the teacher came in and he took it. I tried not to fidget as he wrote his response, sliding it back.
"Yes. Hell, yes, Magnus. I can't Friday, though. I work. Izzy's right and I need to explain it to you, but when the time's right. We're not that fucking book and I'm not Christian Grey. You will get all your answers soon."
I just nod back at him as the teacher comes in and put the paper in my bag. Mr. Garroway talked more on the Stonewall movement and then class was over. Alec did get chosen for the gay side to debate, which should be interesting, while some girl got the straight side. We walked out and I followed him to the cafeteria again. We sat down and I pulled out my lunch. They talked about some club that started its week tomorrow and I was a bit lost.
"We own it." Alec whispered.
"Really?" I asked.
He nodded. "Yes. Jace, Simon, and I. Simon's cousin is a silent partner in Florida. He has the same type of club."
"That's cool. What about college?" I asked.
The boys shrugged. "Not for us. Jordan thinks this'll be good. I'm good with money, Jace's good with advertising and where to go, and Alec's good in business." Simon explained.
I look at Alec. "That's where you are on Friday."
He nodded. "Yes. They may be there also, maybe not though."
I knew from the way they talked earlier, I wasn't going to be comfortable in that club yet. If what I was thinking was anything to go on, I would be far from comfortable.
"Clary and I talked and decided on a girls night Friday. Jace and Simon are to go with Alec to work. We wanted to know if you'd hang with us. Jace said we could stay at his place so our mom's didn't freak about a boy." Izzy stated.
Clary nodded and smiled when I looked at her. "You would change your night just because I can't go to this club."
"I told you, Magnus. You're one of us, now." Clary explained.
I smiled, "Sure, I'd be happy to."
Izzy clapped and leaned over to pull me in a hug. "Good, we can change Alec's wardrobe."
"Nope. Isabelle Lightwood, you touch my clothes and I will cut yours. I mean it. I can get to them, Max'll help."
Her eyes looked liked someone threatened her puppy. "You won't touch my clothes, Alexander."
"Then don't touch mine, understand."
They kept their eyes on each other and it was like watching a silent boxing match. Izzy was the first to back down, her eyes going to the table. "Yes, sir."
"Good, girl."
My eyes widened and I glanced at Simon, who nodded. "Yep, that just happened." was written on his face. All I could think was, "What the hell did I get myself into?" The rest of lunch went by and then I followed Jace and Simon to Art. That was fun, not. The teacher was having us make faces. That's it. Just faces. The drawing had to be a happy face. Had to have green eyes, and red lips. Oh, and a fat nose. I roll my eyes as I take out my paper.
"This sucks, ass." I heard Jace mumble.
I just nod, Simon also, as we silently agree with the blonde man on my left.
And Magnus! Hope you like this chapter as well. I wanted to make him a bit unsure of himself and insecure because of being abused. This is why he won't just jump in with Alec, not right away. He's still healing from the last one. I'm not quite sure when they answer all his questions, just that he'll be confused for a bit as he tries to understand. Also...The book I used was picked out of a list for their english assignment and I haven't read it. I'll only refer to it and nothing in detail. I also don't watch soaps, so don't know how that goes either. Please remember to leave comments to let me know how each chapter is for you and I will try to get some up soon! I'm busy this morning, but maybe after lunch Alec's next one will be done. Till next time! :)B
