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chapter 2
Living in Alaska was different, somehow. Alice could tell. She couldn't say for sure why though. It was like something was missing now.
'Yeah, my past', she thought bitterly. Ever since July of the year before, she had been getting more flashbacks, quicker and quicker, giving her a sense of urgency and fear and something she thought of as Death. Exhilaration, happiness, even grief were lost somewhere in her visions. All she saw now was blistering pain, hatred, calm. Anger was dominant, and a thirst for revenge was present, though it only registered distantly in her mind.
It felt like she had no clue as to who she was, and yet at the same time⦠she knew. She could no longer tell future from past, and, some of the time, her present was lost to her. She was lost and confused.
Her breathe caught, her vision splitting and blurring.
She caught a glimpse of emerald green eyes, a flash of vibrant red hair piled on top of a beautiful face. There were snippets of sound, calming, wrapping her in a cocoon of awe-warmth-safety-happiness-sleepiness-tired-black. It was a lullaby goodnight. It made her content.
Alice came back to herself, shaking her head in confusion. She felt certain she just saw her mother. And she felt she was remembering her infancy. But what in the world was happening to her?
She felt so lost nothing made sense to her anymore. She was scared. So she just sat there as jasper walked over to her sensing her distress and let him hold her close to him as he made calming waves wash over her.
Jasper looked down at his small mate as he held her a concerned expression on his face. He was worried about her, she was everything to him but he could do nothing to help her. He just sat there stroking her hair waiting for her to relax.
