Thank you to all that did review it means so much to me! I'm going to go ahead and continue with the story because not only does it seem like people like it but because I kind of got some ideas for it. The story is going to start out a little sad and with a few big shockers but trust me not everything is as it seems! So stick with me and I hope you won't be dissapointed! Thanks so much again

Disclaimer: I don't own IS or the characters just this story.

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Walking into G-Major Tom did not see what he expected. In fact it looked almost sad and empty. There was no Sadie at the reception desk or even a phone ringing in the background. Tom walks to the reception desk and looks around and he realizes whats missing. Theres no SME or Jude laying around on one of the couches or trying to find something to eat from the fridge. He also doesn't see Jamie or Patsy sitting around doing whatever Liam has asked them to do.

Just when he was getting worried he realizes that it's a Thursday and D is probably making everyone work real hard on something or another, and obviously they're listening. On his way to Darius's office Tom hears noises from studio 1 and decides to check it out. Maybe he'll be able to see what Jude is cooking up for her next album.

Walking into studio 1 Tom sees Kwest at the soundboard and Mason is sitting in the chair next to him. They both have their headphones on listening to something and they didn't hear Tom enter. He sits in the doorway a second and decided that Kwest and Mason would be the first to know he's returned.

"Knock knock! Is anyone there?" Tom loudly says while tapping Mason and Kwest on the shoulder. They both turn and it took them a second to let it sink in that he was back and it wasn't there imagination.

"Tom!" Kwest shouts then jumping up from his seat and pulling him into a hug. "Thank god you're back man things have been crazy since...well for awhile."

"Tom, it's good to see you again" Mason says putting his hand out for a shake. Tom overlooking the hand pulls him into a quick hug.

"I've been gone 8 months Mason, I think I get more than a handshake" Tom says laughing.

"Yeah well a lots happened these 8 months man. Where have you been?" Kwest asks sitting down and pulling up a seat for Tommy to take.

"I had some family issues to take care of." Tommy states plainly, while saying in not so many words that he doesn't want to talk about it. "So where's Jude? I figured she would be here making her next album. Or at least here writing and waiting for Liam and D to let her record again." At the sound of Judes' name Mason jumps up mumbling some excuse about a meeting with Portia and tells Kwest he'll be back later to work some more.

"Yeah Tom bout Jude..." Kwest says while looking anywhere but at Tommy. But all of a sudden like out of thin air you hear from the doorway.

"What the hell is he doing back Kwest!" Speiderman yells while giving Tommy a death glare. Kwest jumps up and pulls Speed out of the doorway pushing the door, but not getting it to click shut.

"Hey listen man calm down he doesn't know yet! Just chill, he doesn't need to be yelled at, specially by you of all people." Kwest says grabbing hold of Speed's arms to keep him from charging into the studio.

"No! He leaves her without a reason and no return date! He leaves her here all alone making her an empty shell of a person! Like she was dead before actually dying" Speed is still yelling, but visibly losing steam, it looks like he's beginning to cry even. "He didn't care how his leaving would effect her or anyone for that matter and obviously didn't care enough to even call after everything. So why now does he find it's time for him to come back and expect us to open our arms to him and welcome him back?" Speed says.

Kwest who is still holding his arms, though now it looks like he's holding him up instead of back says "He doesn't know man. He knows nothing and he doesn't need to hear it like this from you." As Kwest and Speed were arguing Sadie had returned from her lunch break and had come in to the final sentences of Speeds yelling.

"Hey guys! Who's back?" Sadie says while looking from Kwest to Speiderman and thats when she sees Tommy in the doorway. "Tommy! Is that you? Are you really here!" Sadie says while running into his arms and squeezes him like she's making sure he's real. "OMG after all this time you're back!"

"Sadie, how can you just welcome him home like that! Don't you remember what he did?" Speed asks pulling her away from Tommy. "Don't you remember what he did to Jude?"

"Speed, like Kwest said, Tommy doesn't know. He couldn't have known. And it's not completely his fault for what happened." Sadie says walking up to Kwest and giving him a kiss on the cheek. "He doesn't know yet does he?" Sadie asks.

"OK what the hell is going on! Why is Speed freaking out and blaming me for something! What happened? Did Jude quit singing? Stop writing? Because if so I can get her back to her normal self. That's if she'll still talk to me."

"Well Tommy I think you should sit down." Sadie says taking his arm and pushing him down on to the couch.

What's going on guys. It can't be that bad!"

"Well it is T. Jude's dead." Darius says from the doorway. He had watched the whole thing go down and he knew that the way Kwest and Sadie were trying to tell him would never work, for Tommy easing into it would never work. With Tommy you should treat it him like a band aid, one smooth pull and then he can start to heal. But how Tommy or the rest of the people at G-Major would heal he never knew.

"D you've got to be kidding. Is this Jude's idea of a joke for me when I came back because it's not funny." Tommy says with an uneasy laugh while looking from Kwest to Sadie.

"No man I wish it were" Kwest says

"Yeah she's dead! She died and it's all you fault! You left her here all alone and she first died emotionaly and then weeks later she died physically." Speed says before breaking down and punching Tommy right in the face. The scene that followed was Darius and Kwest pulling Speed back while Sadie went to Tommy's side to see if he was alright.

Tommy didn't really care. He felt like he was dying. The air had gone out of the room with Speed's last words and his punch just seemed to seal this feeling Tommy got before he did something he hasn't done since he got drunk for the first time, he blacked out.

The world and life Tommy cared for was over. It died with Jude. He just didn't realize it till now.

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Ok ok I know you all probably want to kill me right now. Please don't! I promise you'll like where this is going! I hope to have a new chapter up by Thursday! So review and let me know how I'm doing!