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My legs have never felt heavier. As soon as I received the phone call from the strained voice of Eli's mom, I started running. I didn't exactly know where St. Michael's Hospital was, but that didn't stop me. I followed instincts. When I saw the hospital in clear view, I sighed of relief and sprinted to the door. As soon as I was inside and stopped running, I realized how out of breath and tired I was, and collapsed on a chair next to me.

"Can I help you?" A pale overweight woman at the front desk said impatiently. She was chomping on her gum like a cow.

I continued to breath heavily for a few moments. "Um, actually-"

A voice cut me off. It was the same one I had previously spoken to on the phone. "She's with me."

I looked over to where the voice came from. There stood a tan, medium-height woman with long curly blonde hair. She had freckles all along her face and was wearing an extremely low-cut white shirt with a short blue skirt. She looked like she was about in her twenties and her eyebrows had an immense arch to them.

Was she really Eli's mom? They look nothing alike. I thought to myself. The woman started quickly walking over, her heels making a noise each time they hit the floor.

"So you're Clare," She stated, her voice cracking. I noticed there were tears streaming down her face. As soon as she reached me, she leaned in and gave me a big hug.

Should I be worried?

She continued. "Eli talks about you all the time. I can tell you're a very good girlfriend, and when I saw that you texted him, I knew that I should call you to tell you what happened."

"Well-what happened?" I asked, my voice thick from holding back tears.

"There was…an accident." She said, and a final tear fell from her cheek and splashed onto the tile floor of the hospital. My heart started to pick up speed.

"What happened? Where's Eli?"

The hospital doors opened frantically, and in came Adam, a close friend to Eli and I. Adam was carrying a black and white composition notebook behind his back that Eli's mother didn't notice. Adam was a boy at heart, but trapped in a females body. Eli and I didn't care, we accepted Adam for who he was.

"Where the hell is he?" He said, his face crimson with anger. He walked up to Eli's mom and looked her straight in the eyes, waiting for a response.

"Hello to you too."

"Shut the hell up, stupid bitch. Just tell me where he is." Adam said angrily. That was so rude, especially to the mother of his best friend.

"Adam!" I whispered, while giving him a warning look. He ignored it, still glaring hard into Eli's mother's eyes.

Eli's mother didn't look upset. In fact, she gave Adam a smile and lifted her eyebrows before saying, "You know that you shouldn't swear, young lady."

My mouth formed an O, and I looked at Adam to see his response. His face turned even more red, and his eyes turned to slits of anger. His breathing increased more and more dramatically. He clenched one hand into a fist, and tightened his grip of the composition book behind his back in the other.

He started to talk, pausing after each word. "I am a boy, and everyone will know what you and that asshole Eli calls a dad really are like after they read this." Adam said showing her the composition notebook behind his back.

Her eyes widened and her lip started to quiver. "W-where did you find that?" She asked.

"Eli showed me everything in it, and where he hides it." Adam said smugly.

"Adam, give me the journal." She requested, calmly.

"Burn in hell." Adam said, grabbing my hand, and sprinting out of the hospital doors with me.