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So this chapter deals with a serious issue at the end and I really hope that I do not offend anyone but if I do I am greatly sorry!
I don't own any of the twilight characters, I only own Rebecca.
Rebecca's POV
Ahhhh I can't believe I am actually leaving tomorrow! At the start I couldn't wait for this moment to come but now it here I wish it I could stay for longer. I kept on thinking about all the good times I had here and how much my dancing and music has improved while trying to pack all my things up then SLAM! The next thing I know I was on the ground with a pile of my friends on top of me.
"ok can't breathe" I managed to get say in-between the laughter. Slowly but surely the weight on me got lighter and lighter. "I can't believe this is our last day together" Carly, by best friend stated. "Can't you stay another year?" "yeah come on stay" All my other friends added.
"I wish but my family needs me. They aren't coping very well without me. Emmett is always complaining how he needs his Wii partner back and don't get me started on how Alice needs someone to dress up again" Hmm maybe I should stay for another year.
"Sure, sure. You are least coming to the party tonight, send you off with a bang" Carly was always nagging me about 'The Party'.
You see as it is the last day of school all the seniors are throwing a huge party for the whole school, year 9 included. This is where I don't know what to do! I know there is going to be alcohol at the party and I haven't exactly told my parents about it so I know I shouldn't go but it is my last day here and I won't drink or anything so...
"Talking about the party I see" I look up to see Jason, my boyfriend, walk in. He is one of the most hottest guys in the school and he choice plain old boring me, I know I couldn't believe it either. He gives me a peak on the lips.
"Yup! Doesn't look like old Bec's here wants to come" I poked my tongue out at Carly. "Now who said I wasn't coming" "Oh come on. You haven't came out with us once since you got here" "since when have you ever gone 'out'" Ok so Carly was my best friend but doesn't mean to say we don't fight. "Ok, ok, ladies, we all know that Becca is going to come out with us. I mean she wouldn't want to be together on her last night here" Jason said as he kissed me on the lips. The kiss got a bit heated as I pulled away starting to feel uncomfortable. "OMG! Get a room" Carly and others shouted through their laughter.
"So are you coming?" Carly asked one more time with big puppy dog eyes.
"FINE" I sighed
"Wuahaha no one can resist the puppy dog eyes" Carly said which resulted in a smack from me. I turned to Jason "Ok, me and the girls are going to get ready together. I'll meet you in the foyer at 10.30, ok?"
"Yup, a girls night so bye, bye Jason" Carly added while pushing him out the door.
"I'm going, I'm going. See you at 10.30" Jason half yelled as he got pushed out the door then the door slammed in his face by Carly.
"Now he is out of here, what should we wear...?"
***At the Party****
I can't believe I am at my very first party! My family would freak if they knew where I was. Rebecca snap out of it! There is no need to think of your family, ok so that no more thoughts of the family. The house was packed even though it has just begun. The music was so loud I could hardly hear myself think. The next thing I knew my group of friends had scattered everywhere. I felt uncomfortable in what Carly had dressed me in, it was just a tad revelling and even though I am used to wearing a leotard all day this felt different. Jason took my hand and dragged me outside where everyone was dancing. After dancing for like an hour none stop me and Jason finally took a break. I spotted Carly in the kitchen swaying on the spot. I knew instantly that she was drunk. I asked Jason to get us something to drink as I went over to see her. "Hey Carly" I said in a bubbly voice. "OMG! BECCA!" she screamed on the top her lungs as she flung herself on me so not much difference between sober Carly and drunk Carly.
"I am going to miss you so much" she said as she continued to hug me. "haha I am really going to miss you too!" I stated as I hugged her back. She finally ended the hug to find more alcohol. Being the good friend I am I stopped her in her tracks. "Carly look at me. You don't need any more to drink ok" "But.." she tried to argue back. "No buts! Go dance and sober up ok?" Jason interrupted. And off she went happy as Larry to the dance floor, probably to find some guy I must admit. "Shouldn't we stay with her?" I asked Jason. She wasn't in any state to look after herself. "Na. She will be fine for awhile" Jason said as he tried to reassure me "We will be back out there soon. Just after one drink." He said as he handed me a drink. I took one sip of it then realised that there was alcohol in it. "I thought I said that I wasn't drinking" I handed him back the cup but he wouldn't take it back. "Come on it is only one little drink. It isn't going to hurt anyone." He was right, wasn't he? I mean it will only be this one drink. Jason realised that I was debating it in my head so he pushed it some more "Your family won't find out. I mean I won't tell them. It will be fun!" "ummm, Ok. But only this one drink". So we sat there talking about all the good times we had together this year and how much we will miss each other while we finished our drinks. But as soon as I finished mine I started to feel funny. Jason said we should go dance with Carly and dragged me up. The room started to spin around me and I just couldn't seem to walk straight as Jason called me over to where to found Carly.
I woke up the next morning with a screaming headache. I slowly looked around me; I was in Jason's room, why was I in Jason's room? I then noticed that I wasn't wearing any clothes and there was a naked Jason lying beside me. It all of sudden hit me what I must have done last night. I tried my best to remember last night. Ok so I was dancing with Jason and Carly then I think I was talking with Jason on the dance floor? No in some room or I don't know the whole night was become a blur to me. God I can't believe I had slept with Jason. Oh god, oh god, oh god, I got dressed as fast as I could then got out of there. I ran straight to my room hoping not to get caught by anyone. Finally something worked out as it looked like everyone was still out of it as I made it safely to my room without anyone spotting me. I was still trying to gather my thoughts when my phone rang. "hello...?" my voice sounded shaky. "Hey honey, are you all right you don't sound ok?" I wanted to burst into tears at the sound of my mums voice but I couldn't let them know what I had done, they would be so disappointed. "Oh you know. Going to be hard to say goodbye to everyone." That is totally believable, good thing Edward or Jasper isn't here though. "I know its tough sweetheart, I'm just glad you have had a good time." "Yeah it was great, thanks for making me do this" Why is lying so hard. "Haha, quite all right sweet heart. So you are all ready? Packed and everything?" "Basically, just some little things here and there" "Ok, just make sure you are packed and ready to go on time. And don't forget your passport!" "I won't" Gosh. I'm not a child anymore. "Good! We will be waiting at the airport when you arrive. Everyone is very excited about seeing you again!" "Yay! Can't wait to see everyone too! I'll see you later mum" "Ok bye sweet heart, love you" "Love you too!" and with that I hung up.
I started to cry. Ok so I got drunk and then slept with my boyfriend. And I can't even remember it, oh god, did we even use protection. I started to cry even harder. I didn't even notice my door open to I felt a pair of arms around me. Carly looked pretty hung over but she didn't seem to care, she seemed more concerned with me.
"Whats wrong?" she asked with those damn puppy dog eyes. All I managed to get out was "Everything".
"How much did you have to drink last night? You were nearly as bad as me" Carly got me thinking. I only had that one drink to drink. "Just the one" I told her. "haha come on it is me! How much did you have to drink?" I could tell that she was starting to get mad, thinking I was lying to her. "I'm telling you! I only had the one drink." "You can't get that drunk on one drink unless it was pure spirits...?" I just gave her a blank stare. "Ok so it wasn't pure spirits. Where did you get the drink? It could have been spiked" Carly asked it a caring tone. "Jason gave it to me." Carly looked quite worried "So you had that one drink then...?" she urged me to carry on. "then I remember feeling quite drunk on the dance floor with you then everything after that is a blur." Now she looked really worried which made me feel even worse. "Rebecca, do you think Jason drugged you last night?" Now my mind was racing, could Jason my own boyfriend drug me? I mean it wasn't like we were that serious since we knew I was only there for a certain amount of time so I never went further than kissing with him...until last night. NO! He wouldn't do that, I mean, if he had that would mean that he raped me. I quickly shook that thought out of my head. I was not going to some victim. The next thing I knew I was sopping into Carly's arms. After about half an hour of crying straight I looked at Carly and made her swore that she wouldn't tell anyone about this. After a fair bit of convincing she agreed then left to finish my packing.
I tried to focus on the rest of year I spent here instead of that one night that has ruined it all. But it didn't work, my head replayed everything that happened last well the parts I remembered which just made me more upset. I looked at the clock and realised it was just about time to leave. I went around all the dorms saying all the good-byes, I'll miss you and you will have to visit me in America. Until I finally reached Carly's room. It was one of the hardest good-byes I have ever had to say, we were close before but after what we had just gone through it made us even closer. We promised that we would keep in touch and that we would visit each other and what not. And then I had to leave. Jason, the jerk, didn't even come to say good-bye which I'm not sure I am glad or upset about. I mean we did go out for most of the year and he doesn't even come and say good-bye but on the other hand I'm not sure I would handle it very well if I did have to see him. I did however know that it was going to be along day travelling with just me and my thoughts.
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