Gday People.
As you heard before, i am REUPLOADING my "Spirit Bound: Nothing Compares" Fanfiction. Due to some issues the last version had to be deleted. *cue tears* HOWEVER I couldnt leave you guys high and dry so i decided to repost it.
THis is the first chapter named after the Veronicas Song "Heavily Broken." (love their work, dont you?)
Just so we are clear, i realise that the REAL spirit bound was just released (i read it and i want to bitch slap dimitri) but this was written and planned out WAY before the release, and im not changing it now.
So with out further adue (no clue if thats how you really spell it)
ENJOY!
(DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN VA. IF I DID DIMITRI WOULD BE TIED TO MY BED POST AS WE SPEAK!)
Ally :D
Chapter 1: Heavily Broken:
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
~ Heavily Broken, the Veronicas
RPOV:
I stared into the red-rimmed eyes of my true love.
"I will always love you." I managed to mutter as I went in for the kill.
I was to slow. He grabbed my wrist, putting on enough pressure to snap it off, and flung me to the other side of the bridge.
"If you will not turn willingly, then I have no other choice."
And with that Dimitri grabbed my arm, and sunk his teeth into my bare neck.
I screamed, terrified—flinging up in my bed.
"It was just a dream....just a dream." I muttered to myself, horrified.
I glanced at my alarm clock.
It was noon, so midnight in the academy's eyes.
I took a deep, shaky breath.
I knew I couldn't fall back asleep, not unless I wanted to have another nightmare.
And right now, I couldn't bear that.
I jumped out of my bed and slipped on my shoes, not caring that I was still in my pajamas, just wanting to get out of my now, eerie, dorm room.
I ran out of my dorm, sprinting down the stairs and through the building making my way to the sunlight.
However once I was outside, I was faced with a dilemma.
I had no where to go.
If I continued to wonder the campus, I would surely get caught, landing myself in a fair amount of trouble.
And I couldn't allow that, not with only a week until my Guardianship Ceremony.
So I only had one other choice.
With a sigh, I made my way to the room of my most trusted friend.
I slammed my fists on the door, momentarily forgetting that everyone else was still asleep.
"I'm coming!" a voice behind the door screamed in what could only be annoyance.
However when it opened Adrian's face was one of utter shock.
"Rose? What are you doing here? Is everything ok?" he looked me up and down, probably to check if I was still in one piece.
I guess I couldn't blame him for that.
I mean, what other reason would I have for knocking on his door in the middle of the night?
I had to be hurt.
And in truth I was.
"I'm fine...I...had a nightmare." I admitted reluctantly.
"Ah...Little Dhampir, how can I help?" he asked, sincerely worried.
"I was wondering...can I sleep with you tonight?"
His face turned an odd shade of purple, and it took him a moment to recuperate.
"Sure, I mean screw the date, let's get this going!"
"You're a self-righteous pig, Adrian! Forget it. Goodbye Ivashkov." I spat, turning to walk away.
"Wait!" he pleaded grabbing hold of my arm. I was very tempted to rip his out of its socket. "I was joking! Please stay. I'll shut up. I'll sleep on the couch, even. Please stay."
I looked into his eyes, and I couldn't help myself, before I knew what I was doing I had stepped into his room and made my way to his bed.
"No." I muttered, patting the spot next to me. "Sleep here."
He nodded nonchalantly but I could see the smile in his eyes.
He slumped down next to me; making himself comfortable.
"Oh wait! I have something for you." he said unexpectantly, as he reached over to his bed side table.
After a few seconds he handed me a folded piece of paper.
"My essay." he explained.
Oh no. Oh no, not now. A voice in my head screamed.
I ignored it and unfolded the letter, with shaky hands.
To My Dearest Rose,
Oh No! What am I going to do? Calm down Rose. Calm down and read.
What can I say that would change your mind?
How can I tell you how I feel, when I know the truth.
I know you love him Rose.
I know that will never change.
I know you're broken.
I know you're hurting.
But there is something that you need to know now.
I care about you.
I want to be with you.
I would never hurt you.
Rosemarie Hathaway I, Adrian Ivashkov, am asking for nothing more than a chance.
The Chance to show you that maybe—just maybe—I might be able to heal your broken heart.
One Chance is all I ask.
Please, let me show how I feel about you.
Please.
Love,
Adrian.
I sat there, for a good five minutes, after I had finished reading, just staring at the "essay".
My heart did an odd flutter when I finally looked up into the eyes of the patient—for once—Adrian.
I opened my mouth to speak—though I had no idea what to say—but Adrian cut me off.
"Don't. Don't say anything, not now. I don't want a quick answer. I have thought about this Rose. I have thought about it long and hard, now it's your turn."
I went to object, to tell him there was nothing to think about, that I was sorry and couldn't do it. But once again he cut me off.
"I know what you're thinking Little Dhampir. But you owe me at least this much. You owe it to me to just THINK about my offer." he took a deep breath, grabbed my frozen hand and added. "Please."
I stared at him, and my mouth opened to speak but no words came out.
What could I say?
He was right.
I owed him so much, after everything; could I not give him at least this?
I owed it to him to consider, though I knew it was still hopeless.
In merely two weeks I would start my search for Robert Doru, and in turn hunt down my fairytale ending.
The one that would bring back Dimitri.
Even if I failed, I would not be able to be with Adrian.
I would be dead.
So what could I say to him?
How could I tell him I was chasing after a messed-up fairytale, which could very easily lead to my death?
I knew I couldn't, not yet.
So instead I told him what he wanted to here.
"I'll will consider it." I tried to smile, but I knew I didn't fool him.
I could feel it, the smile was wrong—twisted.
But he acted as if he saw nothing.
"Thank-you; that is all I ask." and with that he kissed the hand he was still holding.
I pulled back slowly—yawning—trying not to offend him.
"Your tired, Little Dhampir. Sleep. Nothing will hurt you while I am here."
I knew it was stupid—I knew he couldn't protect me, but still his words made me feel safer.
"Goodnight Adrian."
He lay next to me, arms touching mine.
"Goodnight My Rose."
So? What did you think guys?
Please Reveiw, the green button is calling your name!
