Authors Note: I just wanted to say thanks to those of you who alerted/favorite my story I appreciate it… So I had a hard time writing this chapter because I had lots of scenarios for what I wanted to happen in my head and I'm not entirely pleased with it but regardless R&R :)

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Chp.2

Meredith wasn't upset or hurt anymore, she was pissed. How could Addison just treat her like a slave and be a complete and utter bitch to her?

"Addison we need to talk." Meredith stated as she staggered into the neonatal surgeon's office closing the door behind her. Addison looked up from her files signaling Meredith to speak. God she looks really hot right now. No Meredith keep your head in the game your upset and angry with her. Meredith inwardly coached herself and she tried to push away the arousal she was feeling from the view she had of Addison's cleavage.

"Ok. So talk." Addison stated.

"I am really upset with the way you treated me this morning and you've been ignoring my calls and you haven't replied to a single text of mine." Meredith said, anger evident in her tone.

"Well considering you informed to whole hospital of this thing we have and you made me look foolish,"

God I want to kiss her. Meredith was thinking while Addison ranted on.

"and threatened my integrity in this hospital! I am a double board certified neonatal surgeon,"

She's really hot when she's pissed. Meredith thought on. Before Addison could say anything else Meredith grabbed her scrubs and pulled her closer to her

"Meredith what the hell are you doi-" she was silenced by Meredith's lips on her own, at first she was stiff and unresponsive, but within a few seconds she had her hands tangled in Meredith's blonde hair and her leg in between Meredith's and had Meredith moaning from the pressure on her clit.

"Oh, God Addie!" Meredith moaned as Addison teased her nipples through the fabric of her bra. In one swift motion, Meredith took off Addison's scrub top and bra and straddled her on the couch in Addison's office. She kissed Addison and poured all of her love for the redhead into the kiss which didn't go unnoticed by the redhead.

"Mer," Addison tried to focus on the conversation they needed to have and not what the intern was doing with her tongue. "Oh god Mer, Mer stop." Addison insisted. Meredith looked up and Addison could see the concern in her eyes.

"We need to talk, really Mer."

"Um, ok. What do you want to talk about?"

"This thing that we have, what is it exactly?" Addison asked. Meredith could here her voice crack at the end of her sentence, and when she looked over at the redhead tears were cascading down her face.

"Hey baby, why are you crying?" The redhead remained silent.

"Addison honey," Meredith said getting on her knees so Addison would have to look her in the eye, "you can't shut me out you have to talk to me."

"I-I have to go… I have patients to see." And with that the redhead was gone leaving behind a very confused Meredith.

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Addison walked into her once again empty house. This was the third time this week she was here by herself and the other two nights Derek was oblivious to her existence. She changed into her pajamas and called Melanie.

"Hey Mel could you come over?"

"Yeah, Sure." Within the hour there was a knock on Addison's door.

"Hey," Addison greeted her friend with a hug.

"You want a glass of wine?"

"Sure. Thanks." Addison poured the two glasses of wine and handed one to the dark haired pediatric surgeon. "So are you going to tell me what's going on between you and Blondie?"

Addison sighed. "A couple of months ago we were both at Joe's and I'd had a really shitty day and she was drunk and it just happened. And it continued happening and now I think I have feelings for her and I just I don't know what to do anymore because to her its just sex and I have feelings for her now and then there's Derek and its just a mess." Melanie processed her words and after a while responded.

"Has she told you she doesn't want anything more than sex?" Melanie inquired.

"No."

"Okay, so then you don't know that Addie. Does she know how you feel?"

"No, I was going to talk to her and then I backed out and said I had patients or something." Addison giggled at how crazy she must have sounded earlier that day.

"You should talk to her Addison."

"Yeah, yeah I will tomorrow morning as a matter of fact. Thanks Mel." Addison replied feeling substantially better than she had when she first arrived at her home.

"No problem." Melanie said with a smile as she stood to leave. Addison's mind was made up, she would talk to Meredith tomorrow.

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