Chapter 2 - Fear
~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、~~~Xd... ~、、、、、、、、、、、、、...bX~~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、
Hey everyone, thank you for your reviews, favs and follows! For me, both stories are almost as popular as the other. Since I am really happy that I could try two new writing styles and you guys loved it, I will continue both! It may be a little difficult to run three series beside my work, but I will try my best! Enjoy the story - Horius
~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、~~~Xd... ~、、、、、、、、、、、、、...bX~~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、
Glob, how can it be so difficult to go to his house! I am the Vampire Queen, I will not be too afraid to visit a human. Who is afraid of their own feelings and rejections? Definitely not me!
Even though I say all that to myself, I notice that I fly slower. Doesn't matter. A few minutes more and I will finally arrive at his house. Should I knock? No, I never did it before and he will probably not answer. When his heart was broken from Bonnibel, he was only at home crying for several weeks. Even Jake couldn't get a real answer.
Finally, I arrive at the tree house. Lucky, his window is open. This time I will not wait until his window is closed. I am almost at the window. Some centimeter more and I am inside the room. I should better turn invisible. I don't want to be seen by Jake, he might think that I have mischievous intentions. Well, trying to steal a kiss from the pure innocent may be pretty evil, when you think about it.
I am now in the middle of their living room. Finn cried here the last time but he isn't here now. This disturbed me for a second until I realized that it would be pretty weird to be there all the time. Even a heartbroken boy needs to use the bath and sleep.
Since it is in the middle of the night I decide to go in his bed room. He must be asleep. Well, I don't intend to wake him up when he sleeps but I could stare a bit at him. Someone who says that Finn is one of the most innocent being alive didn't saw him asleep; if you did, you would claim that he is the most innocent being. Well, if you ignore the huge change of his body, he is in puberty after all. But I usually try not to stare at the significant change too much, I really do try. He will be mine, so why should I need to?
Arriving at his bed room shocked me for another second. He does not sleep in his bed. But I hear the sound of the shower from the bathroom. I look at Jake's bed. He sleeps soundly. That means that Finn must be in the shower. I should probably wait here for Finn until he finished his shower.
Even though I thought that, my body moves to the bathroom. Well, not like the first time that I steel a peek at him while he showers. I may be a thousand years old but my body is only seventeen, I have to be interested in his body!
I now stand, well more like levitate, in front of his bathroom. Shyly I open the door. Glob, how come that I am always so flustered when I intend to look at him? I didn't feel like that in… Well, probably never felt like that.
Now that the bathroom is open every single sound from the bathroom gets louder. How could I not notice this before? He is crying loudly! Surprisingly I start to fly faster in the bathroom. I do not intend to peek at his body anymore, just to hug and comfort him. Why was I so egoistic when he must clearly be hurt?
Suddenly my nose alarms me of a fresh smell of iron. I did need a second to realize what this smell means, this smell which mortifyingly makes me hungry. Blood! Fast I move the bath curtain to the side in order to see what happened.
Finn, his family sword in his hand, cries softly while smiling at his wound. His complete left forearm is cut along his blood vein. There is just so much blood. Turning visible, I punch the sword out of his hands. He stares shocked at me, opening his mound to say something but stops when he sees my face – I must look terrible.
Not wanting to waste a second I grab him at his neck, carrying him out from the shower.
"Where" I ask him trying to sound angry. The other option would have been to sound like I feel; Afraid, sorrowful but also a bit hungry.
He stares at me as if he would not understand me.
"Your first aid kit. You guys are freaking adventures; I know that you are bond to have one!"
"I will not tell you." His voice sounds so broken, as if someone would choke him
I stare at him unbelieving. Normally I would slap, hit and kick him now, but he lost so much blood. When I don't find fast something to bandage his cut, he will die. I realize suddenly that I have a not yet bandage on my body; my shirt.
The second I tried to tear my shirt I stopped; Jake stands rigid in the door with the first aid kit. I was never so happy to see the dog. Taking the kit forcefully from him, I try to bandage Finn. He struggles as good as he can.
"Jake, hold him still! We may lose him when he fights back!" I scream at the paralyzed dog. He is finally free from his rigid condition. Fast enough to rival even me he transform in some kind of rope and seals the movements of his little brother. Now binding his brother, Jake begins to cry loudly while I tend Finn's wound. Giving his struggle up or maybe too weak to keep struggling, Finn cries with his brother loudly. He sounds so broken.
Finally unable to keep my façade, I follow them in their cry. Together, we cry all our fears, sadness and sorrow out of our body. I am so happy that I managed to finish bandaging Finn before I lose my composure, since I am unable to see anything clearly. The curtains of tears block my sight.
Like that, we cry for hours in the small bathroom, the unbelievable strong scent of blood penetrating our noses causing us to realize what happened over and over again. Even though I am a vampire, for today the scent of blood disgusts me. Suddenly, Finn's cry died down.
My heart beat for a second, thinking that Finn might have died from blood lose that I was too slow, until I hear him softly breathing. He is just asleep. Who could blame him for falling asleep? He normally sleeps at night and now he was awake the entire night, letting all the feelings out of his body. Even I felt unbelievable tired.
Softly, I took him in my arms. Jake wanted to say something until he saw my expression. I softly carry him to his bedroom, placing him in his bed. I softly kiss him on his pink boyish lips, whispering softly "Never ever make me afraid like that again."
At the second I wanted to fly out of the window he grabs for me softly. My face turns instantly red; I thought he was asleep, I wouldn't have kissed him otherwise. Looking back at him, I realize that he is still asleep.
The sun is rising at the horizon, leaving me no other choice. I close the curtain so that the sun wouldn't disturb my time with Finn and gently levitate in his bed, hugging him softly. No choice but to sleep the day here. I fall asleep while the dog watches us from the door. He swears to himself that he would not be afraid from me again. He learned today what true fear is.
~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、~~~Xd... ~、、、、、、、、、、、、、...bX~~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、
Please do not forget to review!
~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、~~~Xd... ~、、、、、、、、、、、、、...bX~~~、、、、、、、、、、、、、
