We've just arrived at Emily's to see Paul stuffing his face with cupcakes. He looked up shocked to see me then quietly asked why i was here but he didn't know i could hear him perfectly. Sam explained to him what happened and he was just as shocked as Jared and Sam were and then I see Emily walk into the room, I automatically clench my fists and start to get angry, Sam seeing this grabs me and pulls me outside.

"Bella, you have to calm down and let me explain"

"What excuse is there, you left her for her cousin"

"Look werewolves have an instinct it's called imprinting, it's like love at first sight. Your suddenly drawn to that person, you would be what ever that person needs whether it be a friend, a brother or a lover. All other ties are immediately second to your imprint."

I tried to soak in what he meant by it. OK so he was forced to love someone else because of this instinct and broke Leah's heart over it. I started to shake, OK I'm really not liking this thing already. I decided I need to get out of here.

"I got to leave, visit Leah or something."

"Wait, you can't"

"What right do you have to keep me from seeing her"

"Because you just phased, your to angry and anything can set it off"

"So what does this mean?" This better not be going where I think it's going

"I'm sorry but you can't hang out with her for the mean time, or Jake"

That's all it took for me to shred my clothes and sprint off into the forest.

"Bella, Come back we have to talk more, there's more to explain"

"Leave me alone, I want to be by myself right now"

"Bella you need to hear this, there's more to the story about Emily and me"

I started to get more angry "DAM IT, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE ABOUT YOU TWO!"

"I'm sorry Bella but this is going to happen" I start to think what he means by that

"Bella I order you to come back NOW! I heard this deep voice order me to come back, I couldn't hep it, I had to go back, why can't i move?

"Because I ordered you to come back, it's about the pack. I'm the alpha which basically means the leader of the pack and when i give in an order it has to be followed."

Oh another wonderful thing "Looks like your not opposed to taking away someones free will"

"Bella i don't like it but it had to be done, so i could explain to you what happened"

"Fine, fine just get it over with"

I started to see visions of Emily starting without the scars on her face the minute Sam imprinted on her then the weeks of rejection and pain Sam felt from not being with her. I saw the argument Sam and Emily had that made Sam phase and scratch her face and the weeks of emotional pain he went through knowing he did what he did. I suddenly knew why he wanted me to know all of this, i could do this not intentionally of course but what happens the next time i get angry i could hurt someone. What am I going to do, does this mean i can't be around anyone anymore, whats going to happen when i go back to Renee.

"See that's why, we can't risk exposure and we can't allow people to get hurt so from now on stay away from your friends and be with your grandmother as little as possible."

"OK I know what i have to do" I can't believe I have to leave them because of what I am.

"Don't worry Bella, you'll learn to control yourself and you can be with them again."

"Oh yeah do you really think i can sometime be with them once i start to avoid them?"

"Well Jake is going to phase soon so you won't wait to long there, as for Leah I don't know we'll figure something out. Just come back to Emily's house, get some food and rest."

"OK lets go" I feel awful, how is Leah going to forgive me, will we still be friends? I hate this, I hate what i am.

(Week Later)

It's been a week since i phased and word has gotten to the elders that a female has phased, which just sent them back looking into the histories to see if there was any indication that there has been a female werewolf. They said that there was nothing which made me feel like more of a freak. Tonight there is going to be a bonfire for me to hear all the stories that Billy wants me to hear and there going to tell me why we were turned into werewolves.

I got Jared to call Leah, Jake and the school that I was very sick and that I don't know when i'll be better so for now my friendship with Leah is all good but only for now. Sam got me phasing to help me control my wolf but it wasn't easy and as for Sam and Emily I have forgiven them because I know that it wasn't intended and that they are feeling very guilty about what happened. So ever since then I have been hanging out with the guys, getting to know them more and more. I have gotten along with Embry more then the rest of them partially because i knew him before all of this but because he's just a good guy to hang out with. Paul has been my least favorite because he has a very short temper and it's really annoying and as for Jared, well we've gotten a lot closer, it's about the only good thing about all of this.

"I'm glad you two are getting along better" Sam thought

"Yeah well we never had much in common so were going through this together"

"And about Paul, don't let his temper get to you. He is a good guy and he's very loyal."

"Yeah I know I know but still I thought I had a bad temper."

Sam snorted "Yeah you do, just not as bad as his."

My thoughts went to Jake and Leah and how much I missed them. Sam hearing this thought "Don't worry Bella, I give it two days or so before he phases and for Leah we'll keep with the sick story and if that ends we'll say you went to visit Renee.

Later the night that I first phased I went back to plead with my mom to let me stay, to give me another chance and said that I will change and that she can comeback if I go back to my old ways. My Grandmother had given me the same warning, she did not like how I was and revealed that she was the one who rang Renee to take me. Knowing that she would kick me out and would force me back with Renee I promised that i would change and start hanging around more friends. My Grandmother always new about the pack and went she came over to hug me she new that something happened so that made her adamant that I change my behavior.

"And your doing a good job to, i can already see you smiling a lot more and your opening up more." His mind flicking through the times Embry and I talked.

"There isn't anything you feel for him is there?"

"No he's just my friend, he's been there for me to listen to me rant on about this life and then I listened to him admit some stuff to me to." My mind went over the conversation about his Father. Sam was quiet, I didn't know why. "Sam is something wrong?"

"Well when Embry phased it shocked everyone, because he has the wolf genes that means that his mother had an affair with either Billy, Quil or ... my Father."

"I was speechless so to say, Embry had never given that information to me. What am I supposed to do, to think, I shouldn't know this, this is personal.

"No Bella you would've found out any way by the pack thinking it, it's been a hot topic lately and knowing that they know when of them is the Father and hasn't said anything makes it worse."

"Can't you do DNA tests to see?"

"That wouldn't be the best idea, we can't walk up to them and say "Hey, we want to know who's Bastard son Embry belongs to so can we take a test?, Embry's words not mine by the way, believe me we've had the talk."

"Well you don't have to use the Fathers, You and Embry take the test."

"Yeah i guess we could do that but I don't think we could keep it a secret, word will spread."

That had me stumped "I'm sorry I don't know what else to say other then I'm sorry"

"Don't fret it Bella, we've accepted it and if the chance comes along we'll take it but we're not in a rush. We better be heading off the bonfire is about to start soon."

"Okay right behind you, or in front of you anyway haha" I'm a lot faster then the rest of them which pisses them off but I think it's hilarious.

"Yeah yeah it's wonderful now get a move on"

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I've been thinking about doing a story with all of the events of Bella story in Leah's point of view, tell me what ya think.