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Chapter II
*Forgotten past!?*
The moment that I feared the most has finally came.
Imagine. You come into the room and you see too guys on the bed kissing each other, and one of them is your brother. You don't know the other one but you soon realize that he is on top of your brother. They are both half naked and when you finally realize what is happening…
"What the fuck are you doing Syo!?" Kaoru shouted.
"Kaoru… I-" I looked at very confused and angry twin. "I have absolutely no explanation for this."
"Syo… I think we got caught…" Ai whispered into my ear. I looked at him.
"You know somehow, right now you're very childish." I said with a smirk in my voice.
"Oi!" We both blinked and turned to face Kaoru again. "I asked you a question Syo! What is the meaning of this!?" He screamed.
"Umm… well… now how do I put this into words." No Ideas came into my head. I felt like I'm about to break.
"Well as you see, we are in the middle of SOMETHING." Ai said.
"… You realize that I do understand that, right?" Kaoru answered.
"Then why do you even ask?" I almost held myself from laughing even thought this situation was so intense.
"… Syo! Go downstairs now!" He looked so scary…
I remember I hated my childhood. It was the worst time of my life, even thought I can't clearly remember it. All I remember is that, almost all time I spent was in the hospital's bed because I had and still have heart problems. But I wasn't always alone because Kaoru was there for me and stuff. He always said that he loved me, so even in the worst times I felt happy because I knew I had someone there for me…
I was sitting in the living room with Kaoru. Ai went shopping for groceries saying that we need time to talk alone.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing!?" He started screaming at me. "Syo, you're both men!"
"So what…" I felt so miserable, I always thought that he would accept me the way I am.
"So what!? Syo! Wake up! You almost died and it was his entire fault!" Ah… no… it wasn't like that.
Tears started running down my face.
"B-but… We love each other. W-why can't you just understand?" I was looking at the floor. Head between my knees. I was crying. 'why can't he just accept me the way I'm?'
"It's unfair…" I looked up.
"Huh?" What's unfair?
"You said that you Loved me, Syo… then why are you with him?" I looked at him with a extra confused face.
I do know that I kept saying that when I was a child, but now, now is different. That thing with love was a brotherly love, nothing else!
"Umm… Kaoru, ha… what are you talking about?" I could see from his face that his mood changed immediately after I said that sentence.
"So you really don't remember our 15th birthday party, huh?"
"Wha- ah…" I forgot… I forgot, I forgot, I FORGOT! "On that birthday we…"
"Exactly." I looked at him absolutely pale. I forgot…
Flashback
"Syo… dad and mom won't make it today…"
"I know." I said.
"Then why are you still waiting for them?" Kaoru said with a sad voice.
It was our birthday. It supposed to be a great day, but mom and dad got stuck in their work, it rained, and I hated rain the most.
We were in a living room eating our birthday cake and drinking cider. Kaoru was sitting on sofa and I was on the ground.
"Come." He said.
I stood up and walked near him. I just sat on sofa, a little farther from him. I looked at him and he said the same thing again. He hugged me from behind. I felt so embarrassed. I wonder why that was.
"Syo… I want to kiss you." I froze then looked at him with a confused look. "I can't?"
"That's not it… you, you can…" He gave me a warm smile, and then moved closer.
My first kiss was taken by my brother and I wasn't mad or sad at all. I felt happy because I loved him.
"One more time, ok?" I nodded and just went with a flow.
After few kissed he pushed me down, then kissed me again and then somehow his tongue appeared in my mouth. I felt so hot.
"Dammit… I want you so bad." I was all red, I didn't know if it was from alcohol or it was from embarrassment.
"Umm… that's, well…" I looked at him with eyes that I shouldn't have let him see. "Ok."
"I love you, Syo."
"I love you too, Kaoru… ah!"
End of flashback
"Do you remember now? That night?" I was shocked. How could I forget something like that.
"That's… no… I…" I was so confused, now I remembered that day to well! "I… actually lost my virginity with you…?" I felt so miserable, all this time, I thought that Ai was the one who took it…
"That's right." He said with a smirk in his voice.
I felt I was getting more and more angry. Guess I couldn't hold it in anymore and probably that's what seduced him.
"Well you know what? Fuck you Kaoru, FUCK YOU!" I was so angry I could barely look at him. "You know you just come here and start talking this kind of thing! You were mad at me several minutes ago because I was gay, but you should look at yourself!"
After I said that I felt good, but I didn't think how Kaoru would react to that…
"Huh, look whose talking." He started moving near me. I took a few steps back, but only at the end I realized that I have nowhere to go because there was a fucking wall in my way!
He placed his hand on my cheek and leaned near me. I wasn't scared. I knew what he is going to do.
"Kaoru don't-" He pressed his lips against mine.
I knew I only loved Ai, but while Kaoru was kissing me I didn't felt grossed out or anything like that. It actually gave me the same felling, the same mood that Ai gave to me every time we kissed...
"Let go! Kaoru!" I started crying but he still wasn't letting go. He acted as he didn't hear me at all.
My mind was so messed up, I couldn't think clear.
"O-Oi! Where are you touching!?" Kaoru's hand moved down. "We are brothers! Twins!... Stop it Kaoru… Ah…AH!" He pressed him lips to mine once again and found his way in my mouth with his tongue.
"STOP IT! FUCK OFF!" I screamed. I couldn't control my emotions.
His hand let go of my waist. I fell on ground. I was so scared and confused at that moment.
"Syo… I'm sorry, but… I can't control myself…" I looked up and saw his blushed face.
He started moving near me and I had nowhere to run. He kneeled right before me and leaned closer.
"Stop… please…"
"I love you, Syo. You love me too, right? You told me that." I clearly heard smirk in his voice.
Kaoru reached out for my head and started licking my neck.
"No… Stop it… STOP IT! AI! AI!" I screamed with all power that I had and at that right moment I felt pain in my throat. It hurt like hell… I, I couldn't day even a word…
I don't know what would have happened if Ai hasn't came back at that right moment. I saw his expression. From surprised and cold face, to angry full of hatred face.
He walked near me and Kaoru. He pulled and threw Kaoru away from me then leaned near and hugged me. He saw how horrible my face looked. It was all red and puffy from crying.
"Are you alright." He asked
I wanted to say yes, but my voice didn't let me. When I tried to talk it hurt like shit. Ai noticed that and looked at me like I was someone pitiful (probably because at that right moment I was…).
"You…" Ai looked at Kaoru and then walked near him. "You low life! He is your own brother! What the fuck do you thing you were doing!?" For the first time he looked so angry.
"Well, if you didn't see I was about to kiss him again-" Ai punched Kaoru and he collapsed, but quickly stood up.
"Syo," I looked at him. "Just so you know, I don't think mom and dad are going to approve this." I froze. He wasn't going to tell them this, right? "See you soon…"
Kaoru walked through the door and few minutes later I heard his car drive away. Ai ran near me and hugged me.
"Are you alright?" I looked at him with tears in my eyes.
'I can't talk…' He understood it. He wasn't happy about it at all. He was furious.
"Don't worry, I won't let him hurt you."
End of chapter II
Syo- Well this doesn't look good...
Sky- It's not like you're going to die... maybe.
Syo- WHAT?! NO NO NO NO!
Sky- I'm kidding :DD
Syo- I'm going to punch you...
Sky- Try and you're dead!
Syo-... Um... No thank you.
Sky- xD
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