Alternate Ending

LUCY'S P.O.V

I was too late. By the time I made it to his house, I saw my boyfriend Natsu laying lifeless in a puddle of his own blood on the floor, with a knife in his right hand. Tears streamed down my face life like two waterfalls when I saw thos horrific scene.

"Natsu..." I said in a sad whisper. I noticed that he had a note in his hand. I took it and began to read it loudly.

"Now we are officially done! I wished you love me enough to explain myself, but you made your actually feelings about me very clear. And so, seeing as I can't live my life without you, I decided to end my pain. Goodbye Lucy. From, Natsu. Your Ex-Boyfriend." My heart broke into a million pieces after reading the note. He killed himself because i accused of cheating.

I held Natsu in my arms tightly and began to cry. I heard the door close and assumed that Lissana ran away, to scared to face me. She should be scared, because as soon as I get my hands on her I will kill her, but nothing matters to me more than holding the man I loved so much in my arms. It's my fault that he's gone. He killed himself because of me. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore and cried my heart out. Letting all my pain and sorrow come put through my tears.

The Next Day

The news about Natsu spread throughout the school like a wildfire. The breakup. The suicidal note. And finally, his death. Everyone knew about it and that Lissana was mostly responsible and was arrested. Everyone kept convincing me that it wasn't my fault, but they're wrong. It is my fault. I didn't give Natsu a chance like a good girlfriend should. As I take Natsu's stuff out of his locker, I saw a picture of the two of us with his arms around my waist. I held the picture close to my now broken heart as I knelt to the ground. Natsu was, is, and always the best thing that happened to me. But now, he's gone. Natsu took his own life with a knife. I felt so guilty that day I distanced myself from everyone. I never spoke a single word. All I did was looked at the picture of Natsu and I.

Several Days Later

Today was Natsu's funeral. Everyone at the school came dressed in black. The teachers, our friends, his parents as well as mine. All of us were crying that day. But no one cried more than I did. Who could blame me? It was my fault that he committed suicide. He was everything to me. I loved him so much but that bitch Lissana destroyed the relationship I had with him when she tried to take Natsu away from me.

His parents were the first to speak, stating that he was the best son that they had and how I was the one who made him the man that they wanted him to be. Next were my parents who said that Natsu was a very great boyfriend to me and claimed that if Lissana hadn't ruin our relationship, than he would of made a great son-in-law. I agreed with my father on that claim. Natsu would have been a great husband in the future. Me and him. Together. Raising a family. But that will never happen.

Last but not least, I came up to speak. I wanted to speak from my heart to Natsu. I know that he's listening from beyond his grave.

"I just want to start off by saying how sorry I am for what I made you do. I should've given you a chance to explain what was going on. I wrong not to. If I did, then maybe you would still be alive with us. With me. (sniffle)" I paused to wipe my tears, only to be replaced by new ones.

"You're everything to me. I wished you were still here..." I just stopped as I fell on my knees. My parents had to help me get back to my seat. Then came the time to bury him. I really wanted to stop it from happening, but my legs wouldn't move. And so, I suffered and watch as Natsu was being buried.

The funeral came to an end, everybody took there time and left. Everyone except me stayed a while longer. I just sat by his grave. It read:

Natsu Dragneel

A loving boyfriend to Lucy Heartfilia.

May you rest in peace.

I cried as I read the words. I will never see his smile again. The one that made my heart beat really fast. I will miss feeling his presence. His warmth. His hugs. His kisses. All of it I will miss.

Seconds

Minutes

Hours

Days

Weeks

Months

All of them were the same to me as I always visited my dead lover's grave everyday.

Not a day goes by when I don't try to forget about him. How could I? He was my first and only real true love. Now I have to deal with the fact that he's gone forever.

Two Years Later

I was in a hospital bed. The doctors said I contracted some rare disease that they don't have the right materials to make a cure. He said that I only had two hours to live. But that didn't matter to me. I was already dead the day Natsu died. I was a living corpse walking around among my friends and family.

As my heart began to stop, I thought I was seeing things, but I felt his presence again.

"Lucy..." I heard his voice. It was Natsu. My eyes began to form tears.

" Natsu..." I said as my voice trembled. He was with me in the same room, reaching out for me with his hand. The minute I grabbed his hand, my life ended. I was with Natsu again. Only this time we are together forever.