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I quickly looked at Katie and broke down in tears. I know I promised myself I wouldn't cry but I can't take it anymore. Everything feels so wrong, my dream felt so real.

Katie quietly took a seat next to me," Maya I'm here for you if you want ….I wont go to Stanford I'll stay here anything for my lil sis " your not alone and I know you miss cam Maya I do to everyone does but u cant keep your feelings bundled up inside you have to tell someone".

'Katie" I began," thanks but I don't want you to give up on your dreams because of me. I frowned a bit at the idea of her giving up on Stanford for me. I continued Katie I just need some time I guess.

She nodded, and took one more look at me "I, ll give you time to yourself for awhile ", biting her lip ….. "I'll be down stairs if anything ". And she left the room without another word.

I threw my head back on my bed and close my eyes hoping to see cam again, what did he mean it's not what you think. As hundreds of thoughts flow threw my mind, I shut my eyes tighter as a single tear drips down my face. I find myself drifting off to sleep. I wake up the next day I noticed my face my stained with tears.

I cried myself to sleep that night I didn't have another dream bout cam.

Just then I turn my head and look at my clock its 8 in the morning, I run down stairs wearing the same clothes as yesterday "Katie you here "Katie".

Calm down Maya I'm right here how u feeling, I sighed "why didn't you wake me up I'm going to be late "

Katie bites her lip "Maya it's Saturday "

Whoa …. Wait what but I thought ….. . I close my eyes trying to remember yesterday but all I really remember is seeing cams face, man do I miss him.