Dear Spencer,
your email this morning was a pleasant surprise to wake up to.
It's 6:30 a.m. now, I already phoned Jack, he's thrilled about spending some time with you. You shouldn't worry too much about him, I've watched you two together in the past year and you're amazing with him. I wish you would realize what a good father you are to Jack. You should stop calling him "your son", he's not just my son, he's yours as well. You're part of his life and you're definitely a father figure to him. We've already discussed this before so I won't bring up the issue again, I don't want to push you but I don't want you to forget that you're part of my family, that the three of us are a family. Maybe not a conventional one, but we love and care for each other and that's what matters.
In one hour and a half I'll join Rossi downstairs for breakfast, we're meeting the agents at nine, if you consider that now I have to shower and get dressed, that leaves me with one whole hour for calling you. I'm not sharing a room with Rossi, the Bureau provided two separated suits, thank god, you have no idea how loudly Rossi snores! The hotel is nice, it's completely different from the ones we usually stay in during cases, the suite has a bedroom, a living room, a big bathroom with both a tub and a big shower. We would fit perfectly together in that shower, I wish you were here with me. I would do all sort of sinful things to you in that bathroom.
I understand why you didn't feel like calling me, don't worry about that. I think that if you wanted to call me, Morgan would have given you privacy, but I understand how you felt. I know you're a private person and I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable maybe the next time you should ask him. I hope there isn't a next time, though, because I don't like knowing that you slept in the same room with him, or anyone else for that matter. I trust you and I trust Morgan but I can't help being a little jealous, you know that I don't like to share. Did you have separate beds? Oh, and for your information, I never slept with Strauss. Why did you have to make me think about her? Now all those sinful thoughts about us in that big shower disappeared.
I'll call you after I take a shower and later tonight when you'll be with Jack. I like this idea you had about emails, I'm not as good as you when it comes to writing, but I like the idea of keeping track of our conversation. Look at me! I sound like a cheesy teenager. Truth is that it's easier for me to write to you than talking on the phone. Somehow during the day I'm never alone, there's always someone with me, usually Rossi, and just like you, I don't want him to eavesdrop our conversation. I can pretend that I'm writing a very important email for work when I'm actually writing to you, I like how you think. You really are a genius. My genius. You're right, though, it is weird not being together, it's something I'm not used to. Even when we're on cases and we don't sleep in the same room, you're still there with me, I know that I'll be able to see you, to touch you. Having you around is something I took for granted somehow, I mean, we're together basically all day and I never thought that we could be away from each other for so long. I'm looking at the closed door now, waiting for you to knock softly before slipping in, like you do so many times on cases. Why am I so far away from home? I miss you and I miss Jack, too.
I have to go take a shower now and you can be damn sure you'll be in my thoughts.
Love you,
Aaron.
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