(Ashley's POV)

"Ash this is amazing I love it!" Spencer seemed to have relaxed a lot in the short ride here maybe I could work this all out. "Hey Spence, What happened?" there was a long pause and Spencer just looked at me.

"I mean if you want to tell me you don't have to I understand an-"

"ASH! Its ok I'm just looking for the words."

"Oh good"

And we waited I got a couple of Coke's and we sat in the living room she was quiet for almost 30 minutes when she finally look up at me. "You broke my heart Ash" She looked into my eyes for the first time since prom and I could see it I knew my hurt was only a portion of how she felt and that made me feel worse. I felt like I would die every morning I woke up and remembered she wasn't with me anymore I was afraid she would be the one to break my heart but in the end I broke my own heart. "I'm here Spencer. I here and ready to listen to anything and everything you will tell me." I chanced taking her hand and holding it and to my happiness she didn't pull away.

"She got tired of me talking to you every night, and my dad wasn't there to stop her so she, She told me to forget you and that I needed to find a nice boy to be with." She hung her head and started to cry. "Spencer I'm so sorry" I move closer putting my arm around her shoulder and bringing her in close. She cried for a bit and then continued "She said she wouldn't have someone like me in her house and that's when I realized that I didn't care how she felt about you or me. Even after everything that has happened I loved you, I told her and then left. She was yelling out behind me about not coming back if I left but I was done with her so I kept walking." Spencer then put her head on my shoulder and was again quiet. "Spencer you know you can always stay here if you need somewhere, I know we are just friends now but it's the least I can do." She looked at me again with those eyes those wonderful blue eyes and I saw an amazing and beautiful world in them and wished once more that it was my world again. She said she loved me to her mother and I hope she really meant it because she is my world.

(Spencer POV)

Her eyes held the soul I lost a year ago when I moved here. I knew she would always have my soul and I never wanted it back, she could have my soul, my body, my mind even my heart again but I knew after what happened she wouldn't ask for it she doesn't want to hurt me again. "Ash you broke my heart, but I don't care about that anymore," if I didn't do something I would lose her for good probably. "I gave it to you knowing it might get broken but willing to take that risk." I could see she was hurt by what I said so I tried to finish a fast as possible. "I took that risk with you Ash because I love you I love you and only you. There will never be anyone else for me I knew it when I met you and I knew it what I fought with my mom, but more importantly I know it now." Without stopping for anything but a breath I leaned in the rest of the three or four inches to her and kissed her then waited for her reaction.