Emma and Regina walked inside the mansion, Regina holding Emmalynn in her arms and Emma took a look around, while Regina followed her, if the blonde needed to ask some questions. The first room Emma entered was Henry's and it looked so different. It wasn't filled with toys and books anymore. There was no desk anymore either. Only a bed and a sofa in the corner with a tv and a PlayStation.

"You said he was seventeen?", Emma asked once more, knowing the brunette had followed her and said brunette smiled.

"Eighteen. And will be nineteen soon", she couldn't help but point out and Emma nodded, clearly hearing the pride in Regina's voice.

"I can't believe I missed almost all of his teenage years. His first kiss, his first girlfriend. I missed everything", Emma said and Regina sighed and stepped closer, bringing her hand to the blonde's shoulder, squeezing it gently.

"You didn't miss it. You were there. You just don't remember. The only important thing you missed was my pregnancy with Emmalynn and the birth. And you missed that because of the coma"

Emma nodded letting Regina calm her down a bit with her soothing words. And it especially helped with the thump caressing her shoulder gently.

"Who was his first kiss?", she asked and Regina smiled at her.

"Grace. Jefferson's daughter", she said and Emma turned to her with wide eyes.

"Grace? Really?"

Regina could see the distressed look and furrowed her eyebrows.

"Yes. What's wrong with that?"

"Oh nothing. It just... surprised me I guess", Emma quickly explained and Regina nodded. She looked down at her now sleeping daughter and smiled at her kissing her little face.

"Wanna tuck her in with me?", Regina asked the blonde gently and Emma hesitated for a second before nodding smiling at her. The two women walked inside the bedroom and Emma immediately discovered the baby crib in the corner and smiled walking over with Regina. The brunette smiled and kissed her daughter once more before turning to Emma who were already looking at their daughter smiling at her. When Regina realized, Emma wasn't going to do anymore, she put their daughter down in her crib before turning to the blonde.

"How are you feeling?"

Emma shrugged, not really knowing.

"I don't know. I've missed so much. It's like there's a big hole in my heart"

Regina smiled nodding in understanding and squeezed Emma's arm before turning to the wall. Emma followed her sight and her eyes landed on a photo of her and Regina smiling into the camera.

"This picture was from the beginning of our relationship. We had just started dating and you desperately wanted a picture with me", Regina explained and Emma turned to the woman, admiring the woman as said woman remembered back.

"I remember you begged me for days and I always said no, not really being into pictures. But I just couldn't say no at last. I wanted memories with you. So I said yes and the moment I did it, you pulled out your phone, your smile so wide and took a selfie with me.

God you took so many pictures of us. And not just us really. Sometimes you would take pictures of me without me noticing. Or well... you thought I didn't, but I did. I always did. But I knew how important memories were for you, so I let you take them and did my best and tried to keep up my acting"

Emma was smiling at the woman now, eyes filled with love. It definitely sounded like an amazing time for them. Regina could feel the eyes on her and turned to see Emma smile at her.

"What?"

Emma gently shook her head and brought her hand to Regina's cheek, caressing it gently with her thump.

"I can't believe it took me so long to admit my feelings for you", she said and Regina smiled nodding.

"Yeah well. So did I"

Emma smiled and bit her lip looking down at the brunette's lips, her eyes landing on the scar, and in that moment, all she could think about was kissing that scar. Kissing Regina's lips.

"I may not remember our memories together, but... I will always remember my feelings for you. God you're so beautiful", Emma said before bringing her other hand to Regina's face and leaning in, bringing their lips together in a soft but deep kiss. Emma could feel the lips move against her own and she immediately remembered back to the Regina in her dream.

"Emma", Regina said, her hand on the blonde's chest, stopping her. Emma frowned looking at Regina.

"What's wrong?"

Regina sighed and shook her head before leaning back in, kissing the woman once more. Emma immediately kissed her back, bringing her arms around the brunette's waist, pulling her closer.

"We can't do this", Regina said making Emma stop short, frowning at the brunette.

"Why not? What happened?"

Before Regina could answer, the front door opened and they both heard a voice.

"Moms? Are you home?"

"That's why", Regina said and Emma's eyed widened at the deep voice she heard.

"That's Henry?", she whispered, tears in her eyes and Regina smiled and nodded. They walked out of the room closing the door behind them and walked down the stairs. But the moment Emma saw her son, she stopped walking, looking at her son in disbelief.

"Henry?", she whispered and the boy turned around smiling at her.

"Mom! You're actually here!", he said with a huge smile, tears in his eyes as he quickly ran up the small stairs and brought his arms strong arms around his mother. Too astonished to react, Emma simply let her son hug her, not even aware enough to return it. But Henry didn't care about that. He had his mother back. Regina stood right behind them, smiling at them. After a few seconds, Henry pulled back and smiled down at his mother, who looked back up at him with wide eyes.

"You're so tall", she said to her 6 foot tall son and Henry smiled at her.

"I am"

Emma smiled bringing her hands to his face, touching it gently as she admired his features. She couldn't help but see her own cheekbones on his face and the jaw was clearly hers as well. But one thing she noticed was his nose. It was neither hers or Neal's. It was Regina's.

"You really don't remember do you?", he asked bringing her back from her thoughts and Emma smiled up at him.

"Unfortunately no kid. But hopefully I will one day"

Henry smiled and nodded before bringing his arms around her once more, pulling her in for a hug. This time Emma brought her own arms around him, hugging him tighter than ever.

"It's good to have you back mom"

Emma smiled and squeezed him in her hug as tears filled her eyes for the hundredth time that day.

"It's good to be back kid"

Later that night, Emma and Regina were sitting in the living room, drinking a glass of apple cider. Or well Regina was. Emma chose a coke, since she couldn't drink alcohol yet after the coma. But she enjoyed it still. They were sitting in complete silence for a long time, enjoying the comfort around it. Even after two years, for Regina, they still had the comfort around each other.

The brunette was sitting and thinking through the last 24 hours. Her girlfriend had woken up from her coma with amnesia. She couldn't remember the last five years. Or three really, if you didn't count the coma years. But five years still. She couldn't remember Henry growing up. She couldn't remember their first kiss. She couldn't remember the first time they made love. She couldn't remember any of the many memories they had created to together. She could only imagine them with the help of pictures and her and Henry.

Emma on the other hand was battling with herself, weather if she should tell Regina about her dream. About the life she was living while she was in the coma. What would Regina say? Would she be angry, thinking she would rather have the other life than the one she had now? She didn't know. But she did know that she couldn't keep it to herself for much longer. She had to talk so someone.

"I was in a dream", she started out, before she could even think a thought more and Regina turned to her with furrowed eyebrows.

"A dream?", she asked hesitantly and Emma nodded.

"When I was in the coma. I was living another life", she tried to explain and Regina nodded, encouraging her to continue. She turned to the blonde fully, placing her legs beneath her body, her elbows on her the side of her knees.

"It was so different and yet not, you know? You called me about the girl in the woods. We went to visit her and she collapsed in the bed.", she said and Regina frowned.

"I couldn't imagine how that must have been", she said and Emma smiled and moved closer to the brunette, smiling at her.

"Me neither. But I have to admit... I love this life more. No drama. Beside's my amnesia, but we'll get used to it", she said and Regina smiled at her.

"What about us? In the dream? Were we ever...?", she trailed off, but Emma knew what she meant.

"I guess we were true loves in the dream as well. didn't admit it to myself, but I knew it in my heart. I just wanted you. Only you"

Regina smiled a true smile and leaned in, bringing their lips together.

"It will always be you my love"

Emma smiled and kissed her once more, deepening it.

"You and no one else"

Regina smiled and moved her legs, bringing her hand around the blonde's neck and brought her closer, letting herself get on her back on the couch and Emma got on top of her, their mouths locked together. The kiss was deep and needy, but not hard. It had been way too long for Regina to just go hard already. She didn't want to have sex with her love, she wanted to make love to her.

"Emma", she moaned against the blonde's lips and said blonde moaned back.

"I want you", Emma said and Regina nodded.

"Bedroom", she said breathlessly and Emma nodded and stood from the couch. She immediately brought her arm around the brunette's waist, while the other wrapped it's hand around the brunette's tight. She lifted the brunette from the couch and carried her upstairs moving into the master bedroom.

"You have to make a silence spell", Emma moaned out and Regina nodded and flicked her wrist, letting a little bubble appear around Emmalynn's crib and around the rest of the room, letting Henry be free from the noise as well.

"Done"

Emma smiled and gently pushed Regina back, immediately taking off her t-shirt and bra. Regina eyed her girlfriend with hungry eyes as she saw her undress. It had definitely been a long time.

"You're so beautiful", she whispered and Emma blushed smiling at the woman.

"So are you"

Regina smiled and brought the woman closer to her, kissing her deeply. Before she could turn them around and take off her own clothes, Emma flicked her wrist and both of them were naked as the day they were born.

"It's been so long", Regina let out, unintentionally and Emma smiled sadly at her.

"Let me take care of you", she whispered kissing her softly and Regina felt tears in her eyes. Emma have absolutely no idea how much she's missed her. How miserable she's been. Going through the pregnancy alone. Going through the birth with Snow by her side instead of Emma. Taking care of Emmalynn alone. Watching Henry go to college alone. Doing everything without Emma.

"Hey", she heard the blonde and first now realized that she was crying. She felt the tears running down her cheeks and she felt Emma's gentle fingers caressing them away, one by one.

"Don't cry. I'm right here"

Regina nodded, but didn't stop her from crying. She only cried harder, and suddenly she was just hugging Emma as she cried her heart out. And Emma let her. God knew she needed to cry out. Emma couldn't even start to imagine what Regina and Henry have been through the past two years. Especially Regina. Going through the pregnancy and birth alone. Saying goodbye to Henry, both knowing she was missing.

"I'm here", she whispered into Regina's hair and Regina nodded crying harder.

"It's okay"

The next morning Emma woke up when she heard small cries and got out of bed. She walked over to the crib and instantly brought her finger to the girl's palm, letting her grasp it tightly with her small fingers.

"I'm here", she whispered and Emmalynn blinked her eyes open and looked up at the familiar blonde. Emma smiled at her daughter and took her pacifier, bringing it back to her daughter's mouth, the girl eagerly sucking the pacifier the moment she felt it enter her mouth.

"There you go", Emma whispered before leaning down, lifting her daughter into her arms for the first time. She could feel the familiarness and immediate thought back to Skylar. But this wasn't Skylar. This was Emmalynn. And she was just as beautiful and perfect.

"You're so beautiful, my little swan", she said and the girl looked into her eyes in clear wonder while she eagerly sucked her pacifier. Suddenly the girl opened her mouth, the pacifier falling down into Emma's hand as she catches it, and the girl gapped the mouth, opening and closing it.

"You hungry sweetpie?"

The girl nodded eagerly, still opening and closing her mouth, and Emma couldn't stop from rolling her eyes.

"You're so my kid"

She turned to see Regina still asleep, dry tears showing on her cheeks and Emma smiled and walked over to her girlfriend, kissing her cheek before walking out of the room, and down the stairs.

A few minutes later Regina woke up and smiled turning around expecting to see her love, only to meet an empty bed. Where was Emma? Had she been dreaming the whole thing? She quickly got out of bed and walked over to

her daughter's crib only to discover it empty as well. What the hell happened? In utter panic, she quickly ran out of the room towards Henry's room seeing his big body in his bed, sleeping peacefully.

So he was home, but where was Emma and Emmalynn? She quickly ran down the stairs and towards the living room, but no one was there. She ran to the kitchen and was she saw made her heart beat just a little faster.

In the corner, Emma stood by the counter protectively in front of their daughter who was sitting on the counter drinking a glass of milk.

"Emma"

The blonde heard the whisper and turned to see Regina standing in the doorway and Emma smiled at her.

"Hey. She was crying and wanted something to eat and drink", she explained and Regina smiled and nodded walking closer.

"It's okay"

But Emma could see through it. Something has clearly changed the woman.

"You thought I wasn't there? That it was all a dream?", she asked and Regina sighed and nodded looking away. Emma smiled and pulled her closer by the waist.

"I'm here. And I'm not going anywhere"

Regina nodded and leaned her head on Emma's shoulder hiding her face in the blonde's neck.

"It's okay"

Regina nodded as she brought her hand to Emma's face caressing it gently.

"I just can't believe you're awake"

Emma smiled and leaned in, kissing her gently. A cough made the two women turn back to their daughter who was looking up at them with big green eyes.

"She needs to get changed", Regina said and Emma nodded and kissed the woman's cheek before lifting their daughter into her arms.

"I'll do it. You can make some breakfast in the meantime", she said and Regina nodded looking into Emma's eyes. Emma smiled, knowing what the woman was thinking and leaned in kissing her softly.

"I'm here", she whispered against the woman's lips and said woman nodded before kissing her back with much love.

"I love you", she whispered and Emma smiled at her, not even hesitating to answer back.

"I love you too"