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Okay so this is the first chapter before was just the prologue. Now we figure out why Bella is leaving. Oh and just so you know this is the only chapter I have at the moment so be prepared to wait in an anxious sweat cause it's gonna be a BIG cliffhanger! but despite that keep reading.

Enjoy!

Chapter 1

The Beats of My Heart

BPOV (what happened earlier that made Bella leave it started this morning)

My eyes flew open.

Edward had left a few minutes ago. He had gone hunting with the rest of the Cullen's. All except Carlisle who had to much work at the hospital. I had been exempt from the huntbecause for some reason I wasn't feeling well. They would be back early tomorrow morning.

Carlisle had no idea whyI was impossibly sickandeveryone was worried and you can't even imagine how this affected my overly protective husband,I think putting me in a plastic bubble was looking pretty good to him. It had taken a day and a very productive night to even convince Edward to actually go hunting. He had been hell bent on staying with me but his eyes were pitch black and I had vigorously insisted.

But that wasn't my concern at the moment. My concern was that when Edward had left it had been eight a.m. And now as I looked at the clock I saw that it was a little past one in the afternoon.

Had I been sleeping?

That wasn't normal.

Well it was normal but not for me.

Then suddenly I felt bile rise in my throat. I rushed to the bathroom as bile rose out of my moth. In other word I just threw up in the toilet we never use. Guess it had a use now!

That was it. I needed Carlisle.

I threw on the dress I had worn last night. It was dark red and very revealing but at the moment I didn't care what male responses I got. I had just thrown up! I was a vampire that wasn't supposed to happen.

I grabbed my leather jacket and ran to the car Edward had recently bought me. A beautiful, silverPorsche convertible, that was faster then even I needed.

I closed the hood as I got in. It looked like it was going to rain and I didn't want my beauty to get wet. I pulled smoothly out of the driveway and out onto the main road.

We had all graduated. Last year Rosalie, Emmet, and Jasper. Jasper had been in the top of the class. Second Rosalie and third. . .you guessed it, Emmet. Alice, Edward, and I more recently. I had beaten Alice and Edward for valedictorian. A fact at which Edward still cringed violently at. He swore that it was because I still paid attention. Which I countered he had it easier he had a built in cheating system.

After this hunting trip Rosalie and Emmet planned to move out for a couple of years to have some alone time.

Jasper and Alice were planning to take a year trip to Europe.

Belinda and Danny had already moved away. Started a new life. We talked to each other almost every other day and I was planning on visiting them sometime soon.

Edward and I had decided to stay with Carlisle and Esme for the time being. We had eternity to move away. At the moment we just wanted to be together. It didn't matter where we were.

Plus I could tell that Esme got lonely when it was just her and Carlisle. What with him at the hospital almost every day.

The sky cleared up as I slowly drove through town. For some reason there was a lot of traffic today. People from school recognized my car and waved.

I waved back.

If Emmet were in the car he would have probably given them a extremely rude finger but Esme and my mother had drilled manners in my head and they always came outwhen I was in public.

Finally I reached the hospital. I ran in faster then was probably appropriate but the sun was coming out and I didn't want to cause a scene.

As I entered the hospital the flurry of activity stopped. The men were staring at me open mouthed. I gave a sigh and walked up to the front desk. As I did everything restarted again. The semi pretty raven haired women at the front desk looked at me with ajealous andmurderous lookingsneer.

Oh lovely a jealous female. Just what I need right now.

"Welcome to Friday Harbor General Hospital what can I do for you," she said hardly even trying to hide the contempt in his voice.

"Yes," I said trying to sound as if I wasn't dying to see Carlisle, "Um I'm Carlisle Cullen's daughter-in-law and I urgently need to see him," she didn't look like she was going to help me until she heard that I was somehow related to Carlisle. Suddenly her eyes lit up. And her fake smile broadened. But as she heard daughter-in-law she looked skeptical.

"Did you say Carlisle Cullen? He looks to young to have a son. Let alone a daughter-in-law." she said, she obviously thought I was lying.

I held up my finger where my humongous wedding ring sat and pulled out my wallet which had my new ID. Isabella Cullen it read, "His adoptive son Edward and I are married."

Her fake smile reappeared as she stepped out from behind the front desk and led me out of the lobby and into what I assumed was the office area.

"He should be in there," she said pointing to the door nearest to us.

I couldn't leave like that. Before I walked into the office I pulled out the wallet sized picture of my wedding. I pointed to Esme in the picture she looked stunning, even for Esme, "That's his wife. Isn't she just gorgeous?" with that I turned around and walked into the office and left the stunned receptionist to stand there looking like the fool she was.

Carlisle was staring at the me with an amused smile and gave a laugh, "Bella must you crush their dreams so?"

I shrugged and scoffed, "Oh please that one must be rather annoying. She looked like she was about to drool at the mention of your name. Besides," I said smiling devilishly, "it's so fun watching their faces when they realize. Whenever I was out with Connor and one of those would show up I would make sure to kiss him harder then I normally would. And now with Edward all I have to fo is flash my ring." I said waving my hand, as if saying discussion over.

Carlisle still smiled but then his face turned serious, "Bella what's the matter. I know you wouldn't come over here if it wasn't dire. I know how you feel about the smell of human blood."

Suddenly it all came flooding back. In the heat of the moment I had totally forgotten why I was here.

I looked at Carlisle and everything flew out. How I think I had been sleeping earlier this morning. How I had thrown up something I had no idea what it was at the moment. And how I was extremely scared at the moment.

Carlisle looked at me for a moment I was about to shout at him for a minute but then suddenly I felt a pushing on my bladder.

Oh.

My.

God.

I had to pee!

I gave a huge groan and stamped a foot, "And now I have to pee! Just wonderful."

Carlisle shook off his shock and handed me a plastic cup. I knew what those were for. We had, had drug testing back in Phoenix.

"You want me to pee in a cup. I am turning back into a human and you want me to pee in a cup." I used my power to slam a lamp against the wall. Well at least that still worked.

"Bella I need to figure out what is wrong with you. And I need to find out soon, so I'm prepared to use any means necessary. Now go pee in the cup."

Carlisle never ordered me around. None of the Cullen's ever really ordered me around. I guess they though if they did I would leave again. Even Edward was careful around me and our fights.

I jutted out my chin and said in a defiant voice, "On one condition."

"Go,"prompted Carlisle.

"You promise not to call Edward or any of your family while I'm in that bathroom. Whatever is wrong with me I need to digest before the Alice and Edward can come and start to yell at me or comfort me orwhatever."

Carlisle gave a nod, "And one more thing."

He nodded again.

"You won't get mad when I do this," I said in my still defiant voice.

"Do what?" with that I used my power to throw his phone against the back wall. It smashed into a million pieces.

"Bella," he yelled horrified.

"It's just for safety measures," I said as I walked to the bathroom that was connected to his office, "Oh and don't try leaving to call. I'd hear it."

With that I walked into the bathroom and somehow managed to pee into that cup. Let me tell you it was NOT a fun job.

I walked out of the office and gingerly handed Carlisle the cup. He walked out without another word. I hoped while he was running whatever tests he was running he wouldn't call Edward. That was the last thing I needed at the moment.

I paced while Carlisle was gone. I was turning back into a human that was plain to see but why? That was more of my question. If I was human I would face it. But before I did I wanted to know why.

As Carlisle entered back into the room looking purely stunned. Holding a stack of papers in his hands. He looked as if I had just grown about three extra heads.

"Bella I just found out something quite odd. I think your . . ."

Before Carlisle could finish I let out a scream and fell back onto one of his desk chairs. I had just heard the most peculiar sound coming from my chest.

My heart had started.

Okay so only I know what's wrong with Bella, although I think some of you have some guesses and some of them are probably right. You'll find out in the next chapter.

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Carly ;)