So I talked about an epilogue, here it is. just so you know, sadly I own nothing.

Dearest Jane,

I came home to you. I know it's been two years and that I am far too late. I came home thinking only of seeing you smile, and wrapping my arms around you. Something I have missed ever so much while I've been away. But I was stupid, oh every so stupid. I'm so sorry that I broke you.

I've never been one to apologize, but I feel that is the least I can do for you, and for everyone that I have hurt, but mostly just you. I wish I could bring you back, though I know that it is so unreasonable, I still wish I could.

Lestrade told me what happened to you, and gave me this. He also punched me in the face, repeatedly, and screamed at me for breaking you. For being so selfish. For not thinking, and being so stupid. I was so stupid Jane, how could I done this to you?

I'm so sorry Jane. I should have called, I should have run back to you and held you in my arms. I was trying to protect you but I was selfish, and I was thoughtless. I didn't think you cared that much for me.

I love you Jane Watson.

You are my world, my life, and everything. The last two years have been hell without you. Without your puns and beautiful voice, without your intelligence and your caring smiles. And because of me, I, nor the world, with ever see you again.

It kills me to know that you fell. I could have saved you, we could have lived ever after. You know I would not have been good at emotions, but for you I would have tried, For you I would have done anything.

You are my first love, and my last. I will never forget you, for my life no longer has meaning. I remember our moments together like a favorite movie with a sad ending, And for you I cried, and I know only more are to come. I will miss you every moment of the rest of my life, and our days never lived.

So, Thanks for reading, if you are feeling so kind I'd love to read you comment!