Dear diary,

I don't know if I can be with him I love him but I don't know if I can trust him ever since I saw him and Sophie kiss it hasn't been the same but yesterday being there in his arms it felt like I was safe more safe than I have been in a long time since I've felt like that and the last time I felt like that was when we together about a year ago. I told him to meet me at Mako so we could talk but he didn't turn up so I left and was upset, then he saw me in the water and realised that he hadn't turned up maybe I should never rely on him to do anything he tried to talk to me by telling me to meet where we were supposed to meet in the first place Mako but I just shook my head and swam off.

I did text him saying sorry but he hasn't got back to me maybe I should just leave it until he learnt to be a man and stop ignoring me and stop being such a woos like he always is,

See ya later,

Rikki