Author note :-
The last post has 'Seth/kim' Which was simply a thing I wrote to remind me what file it was as I typed that first chapter during my free period in school -- I know, im quite ;) -- anyway, back to the story!!
Song for this chapter is 'Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit'
Chapter 2
Gen POV
Gen reached the end of the corridor before her throat tore out an almighty sob. Finally stopping in her tracks by her locker and resting her head against the metal box which held her prized positions out of the public eye, and more importantly her fathers hands. She would never say to anyone else about what happened at home, nor would she make a habit of thinking on it unless she had to sing that song again. It was infuriating how little anyone really cared about how badly it hurt her to sing, her teacher especially thought it simply a very tear jerking song to many people and that Gennifer was good at projecting her emotions into a song, therefore she would cry at a sad song even if it was sang by her. Not any one of the teachers at this school had any clue as to what went on in her life behind closed doors and if she had anything to do with it.
Why couldn't she do anything which reminded her of some sort of death or hurtful event without bursting into tears at the memory of her mother, the one who was lost to her in a car accident years ago. With a heavy sigh and leaning against her locker Gen pulled out her iPod and plugged in her headphones, turning the volume up to full in order to block out any outside noise as she listened to the soothing music which came with her soundtrack, they where all labelled and for this one she chose. -- Playlist 4 - walking home --
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eye
sAnd no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies
Another sigh was made as she turned to see an approaching figure of what was well known to be Seth Clearwater, that boy hung out with the wrong crowed of students in her opinion. It had been his friends that had blown up her science experiment when she first moved here. Accident her arse. And it was his friends that had taken her books and thrown them into the fish tank in English class, but not before reading her private poetry writings, although they hadn't known about what was going on in them, it had brought her to tears as the words she spilled onto the page where spoken aloud in front of her classmates in a way which was clearly deserving of the title of 'Embarrassment' and 'Hurt'. What the heck did this guy want with her now, didn't his friends do enough to make her life a new kind of hell. Well she wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing her with tears streaming down her face, not ever.
"Get lost Seth, whatever you want to do just forget it, im not in the mood to be humiliated when no-one is around." She said sadly, turning around and wiping her eyes with the back of her hand, angry at the fact that her voice sounded so hoarse and broken from silent sobbing. This was horrible.
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
Shaking her head a little, Gen started walking toward the front door, eager to get away from the school for the day finally and to get the rain which was falling hard against the ground to seep into her skin which was something as a Scot by birth made her feel calmer and more at ease. Strangely enough she was one of these people that when it rained, decided to go walking simply because it was in fact raining. Little did the small blonde girl know, Seth was not to be deterred by her asking of him to go away. She had put no force into her words therefore he put the words to use as a suggestion or request rather than an order. Once the door had opened in front of her, she took a deep breath and stepped out, standing in the rain for a few second before starting the walk back home
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their angerN
one of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeanceThat's never free
Discover l.i.m.p. say it
Discover l.i.m.p. say it
Discover l.i.m.p. say it
Discover l.i.m.p. say it
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeatedBehind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeanceT
hat's never free
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man,
to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
Gennifers home was nothing special, not in the very slightest. But it was a home if anything, a small two bedroom house with a kitchen dining area and sitting room. That was all that was needed wasn't it? There was indeed only two bodies accommodating the house. Upon reaching her street, the song came to an end and she heard someone walking quite close behind her. Thinking illogically, she turned to see who it was and almost screamed in fright at seeing Seth Clearwater standing only inches behind her. His face wide with surprise and his mouth open at the sight of her face so close to his, her eyes where still a little red from crying but no-where near as horrible as she would have looked before. Still, why was he staring at her like she had grown some sort of limb from her face. It was unnerving to say the least.
"Oh holy heck, what in the name of all that is good are you following me for?!" She demanded quietly with a shake of her head. Turning to leave without even waiting for her answer, she felt her arm being tugged with something very warm. Warm was an understatement, she was burning. "Ow!" She exclaimed, ripping her arms from the grip of what was only Seth's hand and rubbing it frantically, her face full of worry and fright as her pale skin exposed by her sleeveless top turned a vibrant shade of red and burned uncomfortably despite the cold of the rain.
Looking up at Seth with wide eyes, she could see a very strange look on his face before she asked him the one question she would now never be able to forget in her entire life. The answer she got would always make her confused, always make her question everything that she knew from life in La Push high. And everything she knew to be true in her world.
"Why are you following me Seth? Tell me now."
"Because I love you!"
