Bella's thoughts to Jacob

Jacob,

Every day I wake up

You're on my mind

I've never been so grateful

That Edward couldn't read my mind

I find myself wondering:

"Would it be different if I were with Jacob?

If it were black eyes, not gold

If it was warm skin, not cold

If I could hear a pulse and feel flesh

Rather, a cold hard body"

The longer I stay where I am

The more I think of you

I wish this were easier…

Often I wonder,

Was it truly my fault you ran away?

Edward refused to tell me anything

As usual it reminded me of you

You would've told me

You wouldn't have kept me in the dark

Jacob, I need you

I need so bad,

But it was so hard

It was so hard to let go of Edward…

Come back…

Please…

I need you…


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