Bella's thoughts to Jacob
Jacob,
Every day I wake up
You're on my mind
I've never been so grateful
That Edward couldn't read my mind
I find myself wondering:
"Would it be different if I were with Jacob?
If it were black eyes, not gold
If it was warm skin, not cold
If I could hear a pulse and feel flesh
Rather, a cold hard body"
The longer I stay where I am
The more I think of you
I wish this were easier…
Often I wonder,
Was it truly my fault you ran away?
Edward refused to tell me anything
As usual it reminded me of you
You would've told me
You wouldn't have kept me in the dark
Jacob, I need you
I need so bad,
But it was so hard
It was so hard to let go of Edward…
Come back…
Please…
I need you…
Next will be Edward's thoughts to Jacob. And thank you to JacobBlacklover2009 for favoriting this story. This chapter is dedicated to you
