From: "michelle coursen"
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Date: Thursday, May 02, 2002 2:44 PM

Another thrilling night at the Cleaver's, Seastian thought to himself as he sat down at the Hardgrove's dinner table.

It wasn't that he didn't like Anette's parenst. They were nice enough poeple in that bland whitebread way. It was that they were just so boring, but he knew if Anette and him had any future together he had to learn how to deal with it .

Get a grip he thought to himself you knew what type of girl she was before you got involved. To be honest he never thought about things like her parents before. To him it was just Anette and him together against the world.

"So was it that bad" Anette asked after dinner

"Just barely." Sebastian said sarcastically walking to his car.

Anette stared at him with a hurt expression. Deep down Anette was always worried about the two different worlds from. But she always thought that her and Sebastian could deal with that.

"I'm sorry if my plain family can't cmpare to your snobby famil" Anette snapped.

"Now what's that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing forget it" Anette sighed backing down.

Sebastian stared down at her and let the commect slide. He didn't mean to say what he did it was just that he felt so edgy all night.

"Let's make up in my car" He said huggung her.

Anette laughed and pulled away "I can't in your car besides my parents would come looking for me."

Sebastian sighed and kissed her good night.

What's wrong with being a little daring? He asked himself as he got in his car. After their magical first time their sex was well....predictable. Her idea of wild sex seemed to be screwing with the lights off. He immediately felt ashamed. She was the best thing that ever happend to him. He was sure she would loosen up in time. Besides thanks to Anette he realized there were more important things besides sex. Unlike the viper he grinned to himself.

When we walked upstairs he couldn't help but glance at Kathryn's bedroom door. To his suprise it was slightly open. She normally kept it firmly shut. Since she had so much to hide. Mildly curious Sebastian walked over to her door and looked in. Standing there was Kathryn in a robe. At first she gave him a dirty look when Kathryn smiled slightly and dropped her robe.

Sebastian couldn't help but stare. He never saw her fully naked. He felt her up before but she always fully dressed.

Now the old him would have taked that as an open invitation and walked right in But he couldn't do that. Then again he couldn't look away either.

Kathryn stood there naked wondering what he would do. To further torture his she began to massage her breast.

Oh god! Sebastian just barely managed to supress a groan. He knew she was only playing with him, but god did he enjoy the show. It took all his strength to walk over and slam the door shut.

Kathryn just stood in her room she was stunned. And it took a lot to do that to her. She didn't know what to think. She thought he would have stormed off as soon as she dropped her robe. That's what the supposed "new and improved" Sebastian would do. Then again the old Sebastian would walk right into her room. His reaction was some where in the middle.
Hmm guess Anette might not be doing it for him.


Sebastian sat in his room smoking out his window. "What a fucking night" he muttered thinking about his earlier date with Anette.

It started off innocent enoug until they got to the restaurant. He told her to go get a table while he finished smoking. She gave him an annoyed look and walked off. When he came in to be seated he was suprised to find out his table was in the non-smoking section. He didn't think anything about it until he sat down.
"Have you ever thought about quitting smokin?" Annette asked him
"No," He replied coldly.
Annette opened her mouth but saw Sebastian's face and wisely shut it. After that dinner went downhill. Sebastian found every reason to go outside and smoke and Annette sat there fuming. On the way home there was a frosty silence when a silver mercedes pulled up to him at a red light.
"Nice car," A girl purred popping her head to give him a sexy leer.
Now he knew he should have ignored her, but he couldn't help it. She started it with the nagging shit.
"Thanks baby" Sebastian winked at her driving up ahead.
That did it Annette was really pissed now.
"Dammit Sebastian this car is too flashy" Annette started to complain.
What!? Now his car! Sebastian tried to calm down and pulled up to her house. He turned the car off and sat there for a few minuted not looking at her. He looked at Anette and said in a very controlled voice spacing his words out very slowly.
"Don't push me. I gave up a lot to be with you. Don't make me regret it."
"Give up what? Your wonderful life of being a spoiled rich kid?" Annette exploded at him.
"It's not what but who!" He yelled back.
As soon as he said it he wished he could take those words back. Annette sat there for a moment confused. All of a sudden a look of understandment crossed her face.
"You mean Kathryn" She said softly.
"You don't know what your talking about" He snapped.
She looked at the man she loved and didn't know any more.
"God I hope so" She whispered and fled into her house.
Now as Sebastian sat in his room he didn't know what to do. He knew he should call Annette but what could he say? She was right. If he really wanted to he could convince her otherwise. But what was suppose to make this relationhip special was that there were no lies or games.
Sebastian lit up another cigarette and took a long drag. Actually he was getting nauseous from all the nicotine but he needed somethinng before he went crazy.

In the past when he had a bad day he usually took it out on Kathryn with a verbal sparring. But he didn't even have that anymore . Thanks to Annette a small voice said in his head. Now he felt even worse thinking that.
I miss her He thought to himself A lot.