Wanted you More – Chapter 2

QUINN ALREADY READ THE LETTER WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO HER? OMG KILL ME NOW! Okay act cool berry!

Me: What is wrong Quinn?
Quinn: Berry don't even try to pretend you don't know.
Me: the letter?
Quinn: what letter?
Me: never mind
Quinn: what aren't you telling me?
Me: Nothing, what did I do though?
Quinn: you didn't invite me to your party on Friday!
Me: it's not my party it's Puck's party
Quinn: well everyone is saying it's your party, berry quit changing the subject! What is this letter you're talking about?
Me: you will see Quinn, you will see soon okay? I got to go though my dads are expecting me! Bye Quinn.
Quinn: RACHEL

I ran for the door I wasn't waiting for her to read it while I was there or go to her locker while I was in the building no way. I lied to her twice today, it kills me to be like that to her. I am kind of expecting a very hateful text from her shortly about the letter and with that at least I can feel better about myself at least she knows. *ding ding* my phone it's probably her to confirm she got my letter and she wants out of my life for good. I can't check it now I don't know what to expect. * ding ding* my phone again. I get up to check it hesitantly, apparently she sent three messages! This is it time for me to find out I'm stupid for loving her!

Quinn: Rachel, okay when you said a letter I didn't expect this! I love you a lot but I don't think it was appropriate for you to tell me this now! You know how much I have been though these years! I am glad we have become friends but I cannot be with you Rachel I think it'd be best if we had some space from each other for a while not forever but just for a while it's quite awkward now, I'm here for you, you know that! But what really did you expect me to say? Yes Rachel im in love with you too? We've been really good friends and I don't want to lose that! I am sorry!

Rachel : Okay Quinn I understand you need your space and I'll respect that! I never wanted to make you feel uncomfortable.

Quinn wanted to send a reply back badly she could tell she hurt Rachel enough already.

Rachel ended up crying herself to sleep that night and finally fell asleep at 6 am so she didn't go to school the next day! Everyone noticed that she was missing mainly the noticed there was no loud voice rambling off!

*ding ding* My cell phone again it's becoming a curse I don't want it anymore! But I check it anyway

Kurt: You weren't at school today everyone is freaking out! Are you okay?
Rachel : did Quinn say anything?
Kurt: no why?
Rachel: no reason, I got to go okay?

I have to go to school tomorrow I have no choice, people will start to expect something sooner or later, I just got to avoid Quinn at all costs, that is a must! Go to bed Rachel Berry! We need to find you some healing songs ! but who am I kidding of course I will cry myself to sleep like normal!