I wasn't going to write more to this story, but I was asked to so here you go I hope you like it

I knew I shouldn't have said those things to Dean I shouldn't of made it out to be his fault. He was giving me my soul back because he thought it would help, but I couldn't help it. He forced a soul into me that wasn't mine and I was tired.

"Oh, Sammy, you going to mope about making Dean sad?" Lucifer taunted

I just wanted to scream how could I have stooped so low as to take drugs. How could I had got us in to this mess, now I was stuck here while Dean was off taking care of the leviathans.

I could hear Lucifer singing but I tried my best to ignore and focus on other thoughts, unfortunately my other thoughts consisted of how I had failed as person and its repercussions.

"I like this ward, just me and you all to ourselves, wanna see what we can get up to" He finished with a wink.

I knew he was doing it just to get to me and I shouldn't let it, but it did get to me. How did I fuck up so badly that this was my punishment. To be trapped in a constant hell even when I wasn't in hell, or was I, I wasn't even sure anymore.

I closed my eyes and reopened them to the sight of Jessicas body on the ceiling, the image that had been permanently burned into my skull.

Every time Lucifer showed me her body again it hurt just as bad, her death was my fault I caused it if I had just stayed away from her she'd be alive. I could still remember her crying mother on the phone trying to console me as she was falling apart too, when it was my fault her daughter was dead.

"Will you stop?!" I shouted getting annoyed

"Why, Sammy, are you not enjoying watching your dead girlfriends face twist in agony as the flesh on her body melts off"

I didn't answer knowing he'd get the message.

After a exaggerated sigh he said "fine, how do you like this"

Dean stood standing in front of me tears in his eyes but none of them falling. I could hear growling of dogs all around me and then suddenly Dean was knocked to the ground. I watched as he screamed louder then I knew was humanly possible, as chunks of his fleshed disappeared into invisible mouths. I could hear the ripping of his flesh, the snap of his bones between their teeth.

"STOP IT!" I screamed at Lucifer struggling to save Dean, who wasn't really there.

Security ran into the room and struggled to get me on the bed, but my mind uncomprehendingly still trying to save Dean. After they strapped me to the bed Lucifer came and sat down next me trailing a icy cold finger down my face.

"Looks like you're going to die here like this" I begin struggling again screaming to be let go.