I woke up to the smell of food and the sound of people talking. I was still hurting but better then I was before. "Hey I think she's waking up." I could hear Zoro's voice but I couldn't make out his words.

"Angel?" I opened my eyes slowly; I looked around a little to find myself in the kitchen, Luffy was right by my side, Zoro was at the table with Nami, and Usopp, while Sanji was cooking. "Angel are you ok?"

"Yea I'm doing ok Luffy." I studied him for a second and realized that his hat was missing. With the sudden seconds my memories from the other day flashed in my mind. I struggled for a moment but then placed my hand on top of my head to find a straw hat. I took the hat in my hand and studied it; it had been almost too long since I held it in my hands. Even when it was Shacks I never got a good look at it. That's when all the memoires that the three of us shared came flying back. I started to cry the whole time I've spent with them was a lie.

"Angel what's wrong?" Luffy moved closer putting his hand on my shoulder. Everyone in the room went silent.

"Luffy I'm so sorry." I couldn't talk with all the crying I was doing.

Luffy climbed onto the small bed and hugged me. "Angel I already told you, you have nothing to be sorry for. What you did all those years ago was out of concern of my safety."

I shocked the back of my head against his bare chest. "No…No…" He held me closer. "Luffy I lied to you…I'm not the person you think I am."

His grip loosened as he led back against the wall. "What do you mean?" I turned around thinking it would be smart to watch him.

"Luffy…" My eyes widen when I remembered what Gold Roger told me, if I told someone, even if they had devil fruit power, ' The connection well grow, and the pain as well. It will get harder to live.' Suddenly I grabbed my head, "Why me! Why did you fucking choose me Gold Roger? Why?"

Picking up the name everyone looked at each other. "Angel what are you talking about?"

I looked up at Luffy, still crying. "Luffy I'm sorry but I can't tell you… What you know of my past is all a lie. My parents didn't die at sea they were murdered right in front of me. My village was attacked…only a hand full of us survived… I got lost at sea after that. Gold Roger found me and put a big burden on me. And then I came to your island…" Luffy's face was something I never wanted to see. "Luffy I'm so sorry. I would have told you but Gold Roger said the pain would just get worse, I wouldn't live."

Luffy was confused more than ever now, and seeing him like this made me hate myself even more. There was no way that confusion would go away. "Angel…" He didn't even know what to say.

I placed his hat in his hands and stood up. "Luffy I'm so sorry." I turned towards the door and left the kitchen, not caring for my injures. I couldn't stand seeing Luffy like that anymore.

Once I was on the deck I used the Smoke Smoke power to leave. The last thing I heard was Luffy calling my name and telling me to come back. That was two years ago.