A/N: So some of you suggested that I should do more chapters, so I did this other one. I was inspired I guess. This is all story was based on the absolutely heart breaking and amazing song call "Don't deserve you" by the Plumb. It's one of the song featured in last night PLL episode (100th) and I have been loving this song for a while now, it's one of my favorite! Enjoy this new chapter!

TWO

Ezra's POV

Today, was the first anniversary of Aria's departure. Well calling it this way feels like it's a party but trust me it's not a day that is going to bring me joy. I have looked everywhere from her, I begged her friends to tell me where she went but none of them gave me a answered. All my messages, email and calls had been unanswered. I still couldn't understand how the love of my life could've disappear like this. It's like she had feel from the surface of the earth. Her face is the first thing that I she every morning when I wake up and my last though before sleeping always goes to her. I know that she asked me to move on from her but how could I. She was, is my everything. I'll spend my life looking for her, I'll never give up. I was scared for her, scared of the worst. I hadn't had any news in a year neither from her, her friends or her parents and it made me fear the worst. I knew Aria, I know that the guilt and pain that lead her to move away could also drive her to attempt some action that I wouldn't even imagine.

I got dressed like every morning, had breakfast and left for work. My days were meaningless without her. My days passed slowly knowing that she wasn't going to be there when I would go home. I missed her every second of everyday, this was my life now, this had been my life for the last year. I was teaching Creative writing at Hollis and Spencer was in one of my class. Every time that I had try to talked to her she would always find an excuse to leave, leaving me answerless every time. Today w the day were Spencer was in my class and nothing surprised me more when she came to my desk after the class had ended. She put an envelope on my desk and left before I could say anything.

Just like a year ago, the same cursive writing was sitting on the envelope. It was Aria's. I cached my breath and started reading the letter.

September 26, 2015

Dear Ezra

(I'm not sure if you still live in Rosewood so I asked Spencer to deliver this for you.)
I know it's been a year, a year since I slipped that letter under your door, a year since I was a coward and couldn't handle saying goodbye face to face. I couldn't because I knew deep down inside that you would succeed in convincing me to stay. I miss you.

You are the first thing that come in my mind when I wake up and the last thing I think about before falling asleep every night. I see you in every key lime pie that I eat, I see you in every one of my dreams. I'm not even sure you'll read this letter to the end, you are probably mad at me and you are probably going to tore this letter to pieces but still I'm writing it. I know that you must hate me right now and you have every right to, I hate myself too for leaving you like this. But you have to understand that this was the better thing to do for the both of us. I didn't want you to live with my guilt and the feeling that you had to make things better for me. You deserved to live a life full of love, joy and mutual happiness which I couldn't give to you.

In case you are wondering I'm doing better, I still have nightmares of Shana coming back from the dead for revenge. Every time I see a police officer I am afraid that they'll arrest me. The A messages have stopped but I still jump every time my phone rings. Every day I check the internet to see if there is any suspect or news about Shana's murder. Every morning I catch my breath before looking at the endless internet pages. I'm not sure what I'm looking for, maybe the answer to what my life is going to be.

I honestly don't really know why I am writing you this letter. It's probably going to bring pain and sadness or bad memories to you but you should know that on my side I only have wonderful memories about. I know that I already told you not to wait for me but I'm telling you again. Live your life to the fullest, love to the deepest and try to forget about me.
I know that you tried to find me, stop I won't tell you were I live now or give you my new phone number because I love you too much to give you hope where there might not be some.

This letter was probably mistake but still I needed to write it. I truly miss you every second of the day and I'm being selfish by telling you this.

Please move on from me, you deserve it.

I love you… Always

Aria

Just like a year ago, tears were rolling down my face… I was so absorb in reading the letter again and again that I didn't notice the students entering the room for my next class. I quickly swiped my tears away when one of my freshman asked "Good or bad new Mr. Fitz?". I had no idea on how to reply to this simple yet complicated question. "Well, a little bit of both I think" was all I could come up with.

It was a good news indeed. Aria writing to me meant that she hadn't forget about me, that she was still loving me. This letter also meant that she was still alive and trying to get better.

But this letter was also a cold reminder of what we use to have, of the feeling of lost I had in my chest since she left last year.

Now more than ever I knew that I had to wait for her. I would wait for her no matter how long it takes for her to come back in my arms. I would wait for her.

A/N: I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Just like for the first chapter I'd like to know what you thought about this. Would you like some more chapters?

Reviews are always welcome!

Always

Eléonore