Monday, January, 17th, 2018, Day 5 of the Zombie Apocalypse~

I finally am home in Gravity Falls, me and Great Uncle Ford have been getting along fine, when I found him here he was in good shape, however... he told me Stan wasn't as healthy as he is, he told he got pretty beat up and is up stairs in his room... I know where he is, but I just don't wanna go up there, I guess... I'm scared... What will he look like? Will he even be aware of anything?... any way I am gonna visit him tomorrow.

No luck on finding Mabel, I think she is dead or turned...

but I hope otherwise, I find it strange of me and Mabel are so different, yet the same... the way Fantasy goes against Reality... or that Hope is different from Truth.

Truth is I have no will to live without Mabel, sure I adore Great Uncle Ford and Stan, but without Mabel...

I wanna just jump off a cliff or turn just let a zombie turn me... I don't think me even with Grunkle Ford will survive long and to be honest I don't think he will survive past this month either! I want to just end it all... its not hard I don't think I would suffer... but until Mabel Pines is confirmed dead I will continue my life... I guess I just don't want to live in this place of death and second death... I want it to be normal again... but I know it can't.

I felt a tear trickle down my cheek, and closed my eyes, everything played in fast forward inside my mind, I felt like I was reliving it.

"I was in the library when it started, they came in the back door, I knew this was the beginning to some thing terrible, I pushed my way through the crowd of horrified people, and managed to get out the front entrance.

Then I ran home but it was too late my parents were already undead, there eye's were red and looked irritated, there skin was rough and pal with a green tint... but my sister was gone... I ran up the stairs to my room afraid of what I might find there, all I found was scattered clothes and blood, it was dirty too, and smelled like rotten flesh...

The curtains had been ripped off the rack and made into a rope which led out the window, I... ended up..."

I began to cry a little, but then Grunkle Ford did the most amazing thing, he dried my tears and held my close, I snuggled up next to him and began to tell my story where I left off.

"My parents were killed now that they were Zombies... what I mean is I had to kill them... for the next few days I lived on the food we had in the house, but later that week, my friends, my teachers, even my trash man were all zombies and for some reason they came to my house, so I packed my backpack, and used the rope that was going out the windo-" I stopped to listen, I thought I heard something...

"It's ok Dipper it was just the wind..." He patted me on the back as he let go of me and stood up.

"O-ok... I-I used the rope which led out the window, I ran as fast as I could to the bus stop... there I was able to convince the man to take me Gravity Falls, once there I-I just ran here..." My story ended that way, with tears...

I left out the part about the little girl I saw... I just didn't think he needed to know.

"Dipper we are the Pines' we lived through Bill's short reign over our town and because of Stanley we were able to stop him... We don't fear anything especially those who can't even think! Don't cry Dipper we will make it through this, ok?" He looked into my eyes.

In all the books I have read about the Zombie Apocalypse there was never a 'Through it' it never ended in the actual end everyone was dead, so I wanted to tell him there was no 'Through it'...

Mabel was my only Through It, I have no will to live, Great Uncle Ford... I'm sorry... I thought to myself but instead of saying that I nodded...

Grunkle Ford smiled and handed me a tissue, "We will be fine, Dipper."

I nodded again and dried my tears, if this is gonna be my life from now on... I better get used to it...