disclaimer: all twilight characters are her's (Myer) and all original characters are mine.
"If only he knew that even in the end, I still loved him more than anything..more than everything"
Coming back to school Senior year wasn't as hard as some might think considering the circumstances. I woke up, showered, ate and before I knew it I was in my rusty old pick up sitting in Forks High's parking lot. It wasn't a very hard thing to do-getting up. Some might say that after loosing the love of their life they don't really care for anything. And for me at least...its true, but at the same time it isn't. The reality is I no longer have forever to look forward to, I no longer have endless centuries to gather diploma after diploma. I only have one more year, one diploma and I'll be dammed if I don't get it.
Stepping out of my warm truck and into the cool air was refreshing to say the least, the crisp August air cleared my head and allowed me to gather the witts I needed to carry me throughout the school day. But even as I walked to my homeroom class, I knew I wouldn't be able to jump back in as if nothing had happened.
The most exciting bunch of people were no longer students of Forks High, it was my fault and everyone knows it, and everyone blames me. I can tell from the glares the females give me..to the snickers the boys have as I walk past.
This may be my last year in high school, but unlike others I doubt it'll be the easiest.
A/N: WOO two in one day! lol so I have no idea where this is going, it'll be kinda dark for a few chapters I do know that, but eventually Bella will turn into a lovely, confident girl and when that happens the story will take a great turn. all I ask is that you guys leave reviews to let me know how you all are feeling the story and if there is any way I can improve on grammar and things of that nature.
