As I stand here in this alleyway head throbbing with pain all I can think about is whether you are safe and if I'll be able to see you again after we were separated. Of course I hope I will I took quite a liking to you, you know? I just hope you are safe and hiding somewhere. I can hear footsteps coming towards my genral direction and my name is called it sounds like you. I look up and there you are standing in front of me. "Blue...so you were safe." You sit down next to me and tell me that you found out who destroyed your home. I want to comfort you but I am in too much pain with this bloody headache to move and I see a security camera and I run with you behind me. You follow me and although I yell at you not to in my heart I don't mean it and I really want you there beside me. Of course I'm not doing this conciously there is something trying to take control of my body. I hit the floor my head hurting more than it ever has. I blank out. When I come round I feel you clinging onto me crying. "Blue I need you to do me a favour." You look at me questioningly. "My collar I need you to take it off." You nod and start attempting to yank it off but it proves to be hard to take off and I know you are getting tired. I tell you to stop and I rest my hand on your cheek we stay like that for a while. We are attacked by soilders and my collar is blown off and we run. We have to stop and I tell you I have to help the others. I know you want to come with me but I don't want to risk losing you I promise I will come back to you though I won't let you be alone again...
I had a dream where a woman kept calling my name and she sounded so sad. I wanted to help her to comfort her and something about her voice seemed really familiar. I just couldn't place where I had heard it but I knew she was very important to me. Could she have been a relative or a lover or a friend I wasn't sure but I knew I would definitely find out. Toboe and I met someone else on our way searching who said his name was Tsume and he joined us though he was very reluctant about it. Toboe was slightly annoying I had to admit but a good kid all the same.
All of us had lost our memories but we all felt familiar with each other in a weird way but one day we would all find out our connection. I knew we would. The three of us set off into a forest there were many smells there and I thought maybe the woman I heard would be there well I hoped and I promised I would find her no matter what...
I have just discovered ways through the back alleys in Jagura's City by a helpful cat who knows the way. With his help I have been reunited with you and I tell you the news I had discovered about Jagura's soldiers destroying my home land because they were hunting wolves and how I want to share this with the old man. You are acting strange you run off seeing a security camera and then yell at me not to follow you. Then you seem to laugh evilly and you fall on the ground clutching your head in pain. I try to wake you by shaking you but you don't respond. I feel tears brimming in my eyes I don't want you to die we have only just re-united and I am starting to fall for you. I hold you close to me begging you not to leave me and you wake up. You smile at me "Blue I need you to do me a favour." I look at you. "My collar I need you to take it off" I start trying to tug it off but it is so hard and I am getting tired "Blue that's enough" You say. "Bullshit! If this is what's torturing you then I'm gonna get it off." I feel your hand on my cheek. I feel a bit confused but it's nice all the same and then we are attacked and I feel a bullet graze my shoulder and then you pull me away running. We stop at the electrical wires you tell me you are going to help the others and I want to go with you but you won't allow it. You tell me that if you know I'm waiting for you then you'll get through it and you promise to never leave me so I agree to wait here for you because I am sure you will come back...
I just woke from a dream where a dear loved one was in pain and I felt really panicked and was crying. But I couldn't remember who he was his face was a blur and his name was blanked but I was assured that I would see him again he seemed so important to me. Kiba and I were walking very far through these meadows although they were very beautiful and I was getting hopeful that everything was going to be alright again and that I would be re-united with the people I cared about again.
We stopped to hunt I had to admit I was hungry and a familiar voice entered my head. 'Oh man I'm so hungry hey when can we stop?' I smiled amused but not sure who had said that I just knew that voice was so important to me and I had to find him. I knew I would someday for sure meet with him again...
