Envy

Namine allowed the pencil to roam the paper in beautiful bliss. It was moments like these she loved, having access to Sora's memories and learning more about her knight in shining armour. She hummed a soft tune which reflected her mood. Peaceful. Her hand switched colours a few times, making their mark on the masterpiece. Namine's eyes were closed.

When her hand stopped moving, her heartbeat began to pick up. There was so much to learn about the brunette teen and his memories revealed so much. Her eyes fluttered open and gazed upon the odd contrast of colours. A midnight blue was dominant on the page, in the centre a pinkish red was clear and underneath the odd red was a pure white and then a shape of purple followed.

Namine blinked and then realized it was her.

She appeared in nearly all of Sora's memories. Sometimes her name would drift across the page or in her mind. It nearly burnt her to say it. Kairi.

Her name infuriated Namine. It wasn't her perfect hair, tone, voice or spirit that annoyed her, but the heavy facts that she was the one Sora would always love and she was Namine's original persona. So many times she had been called a nobody, someone who couldn't feel, but every day she felt love for Sora and envy for Kairi.

What was to say that Namine couldn't be her own person and Kairi could be her own too? Of course, that didn't change the fact that Sora would still love Kairi and not her.

Namine began to press her hands on her pinkish red pencil, the one that reminded her of her. Eventually, her rage built up until the pencil snapped and she ripped the page into hundreds of pieces, hoping that would ward the light bearing girl away.

But Namine never really hated anyone, so her attempts of trying to keep her away were simply out of envy. But eventually, a year later, she would have to make the choice of saving her, or leaving her to the nobodies.


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