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A/N:DONT OWN ANYTHING SECRET LIFE JUST WISH I DID

Adrian's Pov (five months ago)

I did'nt understand the weight. I was fine a month ago. But I stayed with a fever. I was renting a room in a couples home who took in out of towners all the way in Globe,Arizona. It was very quiet and I liked quiet and clean. I told Mrs. Newton that I was going to the doctors. As I was heading out she stopped me on the porch.

"Are you ok Marci? You've been feverish for days. Pale and sweating like a pig." She looked concerned.

"Gee thanks." I smiled but touched her hand "Im sure its a bug remember Jenny and Mark caught whatever that was last week and I was helping them with kitchen duties so Im sure thats it." I say and hug her then take off.

Its been two months since I seen Ben or my parents. I miss cali and my friends well Grace but I needed to get away. I remember before I left and that last day. I went and got a floral arrangement for Marci's grave. I sat and stared at the tombstone for nearly thirty minutes before saying I loved her and goodbye. I left everything behind. I found somebody in Tucson for some fake documents it cost me alot but I needed to change everything about me. When I went for work I was known as Marci Lee also known as a poor teen who was in witness protection after my dad snitched out a well known mobster in New York. Bogus I know but everyone here bought it. I remember being in the walmart when I seen myself Adrian in a newspaper saying: Have you seen me? I shrieked and walked away quickly. But alot had died down but knowing my dad they were still looking.

I had arrived at Cobre Valley Community Hospital and went to the emergency room they seen me right away you dont get that service anywhere else. A hour later the doctor came in.

"Well I guess congrats are in order." he said smiling. I looked confused. He went on "You have a ear infection but also you're nine weeks pregnant.

"Excuse me? I couldnt have possible heard your right." I said sitting up on the hard hospital bed.

"Yeah nine weeks along now. Um was this unexpected? I noticed you had a um scar." he said while loweing his head to his chart.

"Yeah. I had a well um she was sti," I could'nt say it still. Stillborn. It wasnt hard to think but I couldnt bring my lips to say it.

"I understand. Well you rest up and we'll get you out of here by tomorrow morning Marci." he said.

"Ok could you just give me a excuse for work please?" I asked.

"Yes of course but you wont be able to go back until next week at least." he said.

"That's fine." I said looking out the window my eyes burning from trying not to cry.

"Alright see you in a bit." he said walking out of the room.

I had thoughts running threw my mind a mile a minute. First I was pregnant and the last person I slept with was Ben. Second I was glad I had benefits threw my job or I would be in debt trying to pay the hospital bill. Oh screw my life. I let my head fall back on the flat pillow and closed my eyes.

(end flashback)

I looked down at Ben's long body laid out on the floor. He fainted. He was good at that. I just closed the door loudly and he popped up looking around confusingly. I went to the fridge. I was starving.

"Pregnant? But I dont understand but then it was," he trailed off in a jumble of words and then I guess it added up in his head. It took me two months till I could understand but it was the weeks prior before me leaving when me and him stayed in bed that one weekend when I thought having sex would keep him around.

"Look, how did you find me?" I asked taking stuff out to make a sandwich. "I hope you know Im going back." I said thinking of Mr & Mrs. Newton and the gang. I got emotional.

They helped me so much gave me a huge baby shower they had even invited my doctor. I was beyond shocked when he told me he thought about me and that being eightteen was legal for a twenty four year old. I liked Troy but I was still married. And still somewhat in love with my husband.

"Well after much threating. Joe finally caved in and gave us the name of his cousin in Tucson who gave you the fake hookup. But Adrian or should I say Marci," He looked at me and I flinched a little he had that tone again the one that made me leave. He sighed " But if you knew you should've came home. You had me so worried you know I love you." he said while walking over to me.

"Did I just hear you right?" I asked. But did I? I mean he said we were a mistake and that Marci deserved to die. "But I dont understand if you love me why would you say what you said to me? That's why I left." I was shouting while throwing my hands and mayonaise fell in his face. I stopped a laugh.

He wiped his face off but I could'nt help the laugh that broke from my lips. He walked over dipping his hand inside the jar and took some in his hands.

"Ben no you better not." I started but it was too late he smeared mayo all over my face and hair. I was shocked.

We had a mayo fight and we laughed and giggled all over the kitchen. Everything was a mess. He wiped my hair out of my face and kissed me. After awhile I push away.

"Ben I have to go back." I say quietly while I walk over to the sink rinsing out a rag to clean up.

"No you dont. You can move back. I mean if you want I'll pay for you to visit them over there every weekend, I need you back home Adrian." he said coming up behind me.

I did'nt answer but I got turned on with him standing behind me. I turn and kiss him and he leads us to the shower.