Author's Note: I still do not own InuYasha or any other characters. Though I wish I did. He would look so cute in a pink, sparkly dog collar ^-^. Oh, and this chapter may include some horizontal mombo.
Ch. 2
Spoken Words to be Forgotten
"Watch out!" someone screamed suddenly.
"What?" cried a tall, handsome teen boy with long raven hair pulled back in a ponytail. His dark, chocolate brown eyes could have melted any girls heart. As he spun around though, he saw why they had screamed at him.
"No!" the sound of screeching tires drowned out the screams of the girl across the street. As she watched the car slam into him, she was glued to the spot and everything seemed to be thrown into slow motion. She saw the car hit him, causing him to hit the windshield, shatter it, and then roll over the top of the car and slam into the pavement on the other side. As he rolled off the car a feeling of numbness flooded her entire body and she was pulled out of her slow motion paralysis. She ran to his side and fell to her knees next to his oddly bent and bloody body.
"Lyn...I'm sorry…" the boy said as he smiled up at her and coughed, causing blood to spew all over her white shirt. She was at his side and grabbed his hand in hers, holding it against her breast.
"No, it wasn't your fault InuYasha. Now be quite and save your strength so you can heal yourself," she whispered to him as tears began to fall and a crowd began to form around them. Her tears fell onto his blood and dirt streaked face leaving small stains.
"Not…in this form. I guess we should…have gone yesterday…" he said with a pained smile as she lifted his head into her arms and cradled him, her head resting on his shattered shoulder. He tried to move his arm so that he could run his fingers through he hair, but he couldn't feel it. He then realized he couldn't feel any part of his body anymore.
"Lyn...I…love you…" he said softly into her ear. His eyes were slowly losing their spark but they still smiled as he said it.
"InuYasha...I..." she said as she raised her head. Her eyes were full of shock and surprise at the words he had just uttered. He just gave her a sad smile as his eyes closed and the world became dark.
"InuYasha! No…" she cried as she sobbed over his broken body. She still held his head against he breast but with her free hand she punched the pavement, cracking it slightly.
"Mom? Is that you?" came his voice from somewhere in the silvery mist. He knew he had died, but wasn't quite sure whether this was heaven, hell, or some sort of purgatory. He also wondered why his mother, if that was his mother, was also here."
Yes it is son…" said a tall woman with long black hair and chocolate eyes as she stepped clearly into his view. He looked at her for a few seconds before the full force of the situation hit him.
"Wow, I really am dead…" he said as he dropped his head. His feelings were torn. He wasn't so sure if he was to ok with being dead.
"What is wrong son? Are you not happy to see me?" his mother asked him as she clasped her hands together within the sleeves of her green silk kimono. She knew full well that he was and she also knew what was causing him so much internal pain. Whether he knew the reason or not was quite a different story.
"I am happy to see you mother, really," he said, looking up, his eyes shining with unspilled emotion. He just blinked them away and stood tall with a sad, stoic expression on his face. As she saw him standing there, she felt like she was seeing his father.
"I see son. You must go to her then," his mother said bowing to him slightly, but never breaking eye contact.
"What? No mom! How did you know…? That's not…" he rambled, shocked that she would say such a thing for he did not remember that he had said he loved Lyn before he died.
"You cannot hide anything from me InuYasha, even if you hide it from yourself. You shall remember all in time," his mother said as she gave him a sad smile. She stood straight up and removed her hands from her kimono and placed them on his bare shoulders. She didn't want to let him go for she knew what would go back to Lyn. She knew she had to though. This was a test she knew he must take if he was to do what he was destined to do.
"...mom, I…" he just looked at her, still stunned at her words. She smiled and bent towards him, whispering something in his ear. As she did this, he felt himself being jerked away and it was soon dark once again.
"InuYasha, I miss you," Lyn whispered as she walked to the shrine at which his body lay and knelt beside it.
"May the gods watch over your soul. May you be happy when you are reunited with your parents…" she whispered as she clasped her shaking hands together and put them to her forehead and tried to pray. She could no longer control herself though as she jumped up onto his shrine bed. She threw her arms around his cold neck and wept. It had been almost two weeks since he had died and his body still laid, forever still, in a private shrine on her families' property. His skin was still soft to the touch and a bit of his scent still lingered, even in death. She breathed it in and let fresh tears fall onto his cold, pale skin.
"Why InuYasha? I need you now more than ever…" she whispered into his unhearing ear.
"Lyn…" a voice called from nowhere. "Who said that?" she said as she raised her head and looked around. She was completely alone with the exception of InuYasha who lay unmoving beneath her embrace.
"Lyn…" the voice whispered once again. It seemed so close and it scared her.
"Who's there? Please stop that…" she said as tears of fear began to well up in her eyes. She released her grip on InuYasha and sat up, looking around.
"Lyn…" came the taunting whisper once more. This time she stood up and looked down at InuYasha and then turned around and tried to see who was there with her.
"Stop please…" she said softly as the tears began to fall once more. She turned back towards him and slowly began to walk backwards away from his body when she tripped on the stairs.
"Lyn…" the voice whispered once more. This time she didn't care who it was, she just wanted to leave.
"Stop!" she cried out as she jumped up and slammed her hands over her ears. As she turned to run out, something grabbed the chain of her wallet, causing her to nearly fall over backwards.
"Eeepp!" she yelped as she began to cry and dropped to her knees. She squeezed her eyes shut against the tears and moaned in fright.
"Lyn, please don't cry," the voice said softly from behind her. Her eyes shot open and she gasped as she finally realized who it was.
"InuYasha?" she whispered as she turned around to see his bright golden eyes smiling at her. He saw her mouth drop open slightly and he thought she looked rather dumbstruck.
"Sorry to keep you waiting," he said with an innocent smile, but there was something different about him. His eyes seemed sinister and unusual, but she paid no attention to this.
"InuYasha!" she cried out as she grabbed him around his neck and wept in relief.
"Lyn...I missed you so much," he said as calmly. As he hugged her back though, a most ominous grin formed on his lips, and his golden eyes flashed red, if only for a moment.
"And that's how I made it back," InuYasha said as he finished explaining how he had managed to make it back, minus the part where his mom said that he wanted to go back because of her. This part still puzzled him though. Every time he thought about what his mom said, this weird sensation swept over him. It was though something deep inside him was fighting to gain entrance into his mind.
"I'm just grateful your mom was so thoughtful," Lyn said as she sipped her tea. As she stared into his eyes, her gaze, without warning, drifted down to his bare chest. She never noticed how very tone he was. Slowly, her eyes wandered to the V his well shaped abs made, which disappeared under the cloth he had draped over him.
"What are you staring at Lyn?" he asked curiously. He turned his head and followed her gaze and when he realized where her gaze trailed off to, he smiled mischievously.
"I wasn't staring at anything! I don't know what your talking about," she squeaked out in surprise. She looked him in the eyes and she knew that he had seen her gazing at him.
"Sure…" he said as propped himself up onto one elbow, purposely making the cloth covering him slide down even more. She saw this and began to blush. Sensing his gaze on her, she turned her head and looked into his burning amber eyes.
"You know Lyn, you're very beautiful," he said as took his free hand and ran his claws gently across her face.
"Thanks," she said as she blushed even greater, but still looked him in the eyes.
"Ummm, InuYasha…" she said as she finally lowered her eyes down to her hands. She took a deep breath and looked back up at him. His eyes seemed to pierce her and it sent shivers of pleasure, but of slight warning, through her. Something in her, whether it was her intuition or not, was telling her that all was not right with him.
"Yes Lyn?" he said as he intentionally moved closer to her. They were almost nose to nose and he could hear her heart beating rapidly. He smiled roguishly to himself because he knew what she wanted.
"Before you, died, you said you...loved me. Do you?" she said, still gazing wontedly into his eyes. He was a bit taken back by this question, but he rapidly regained his inner composure and told her what he knew she wanted to hear.
"...yes, yes I do Lyn," he was now nose to nose with her. He didn't remember saying it, yet, the words just came off his tongue so smoothly, he couldn't stop himself. Neither did he want to stop himself. He knew what he was doing, and he knew what he wanted and nothing would stop him from getting it.
"I...I love you too InuYasha," she said as she leaned in and kissed him. He pulled her closer to him so that she was know on top of him. He could feel her push against him and he knew she wanted him. They kissed passionately for a while before Lyn pulled away for a breather.
"Lyn…" he said seductively, but he stopped as she began to rub his ear. He closed his eyes and just let the pleasure take over.
"...Lyn…" he moaned, but he couldn't say much else before she was kissing him again. He wrapped his arms around her and turned over to that he was now on top, allowing the black silk sheet that covered him to fall across her, leaving him bare. His hands made their way under her shirt and pulled it off. She made no objections as he pulled the cover out from between them as one of his hands slid into her pants, but then he stopped, to her surprise.
"What's wrong?" she asked as she saw him lower his head.
"It's just that…I didn't think anyone would love me since I'm, you know, not normal," he said as he looked up at her sadly. He knew what he was doing though. If he dove right into having her, she might suspect something but he also didn't want to lay it on TOO thick.
"You were wrong. You might look different but your still human, or at least half anyway," she said and she smiled as his ears twitched and he looked up with a sexy smile on his face. Yet, what Lyn didn't know was that he was different now. When he died, his innocence died with him, all that was left was his sly, demonic part. The part that would manipulate anyone for something he wanted. He felt nothing for anyone, including her.
