So I finally felt like writing, just saying it again, this story IS NOT plagiarised, I love how people have made that assumption after a few hundred words of writing, and to Nina, I think that's what you called your unsigned name, not sure. Firstly if you want to address the topic of your assumptions about my work please log in and shoot me a message or a review ill message you and I don't watch/know what digimon is. I was a cool kid, I played Pokémon.

R&R

RPOV

Some people say that when they hear horrible news they feel hollow and like nothing is there, that they can't feel a thing. I feel like I'm made of lead. My stomach is heavy, my skin feels irritable and my mouth is dry. He's a bastard, not just in the literal sense. This isn't about Dimitris dead beat father, it about my dead beat husband. I feel like I should hate him but I don't. I'm sure that feeling will kick in later. As much as I wish I wasn't, there is no denying the tears running down my face.

I'd left Vikki behind when I continued on my way in the direction of his work place. The two story building loomed in front of me, it felt as though it was the gates of hell, I didn't want go in but at the same time a was ready to break the door down and power my way through the building. Maybe just opening the door would be a good approach.

Standing in front of his office door I couldn't help but wonder if she'd been here. I felt sick.

"Dimitri?" I pushed the door open. There was my husband, his white dress shirt was neatly ironed- by me- but his tie was sloppy and his hair a mess, he was probably still hung over this morning when he got dressed. I waited a moment, "Are you even going to acknowledge me Dimitri?"

He gave a deep sigh, clicked his pen a few times and continued to drink his coffee, "why are you here? I didn't ask you to visit?" I didn't even get a glance.

"I didn't know you needed to ask me to come to your work, I'm sorry I thought I'd visit my husband" I could feel my resolve cracking, each breath was heavy and slow. I wish I knew why he didn't care.

"Well now you know for next time." He turned to his computer before adding "I'll be home late tonight."

It was like a switch. My anger just exploded in his direction in the form of the closest object I could reach. A signed baseball he kept on the shelf next to the door was piffed at his computer. "You ignorant pig headed piece of shit, all you do is treat me like shit and drink till you pass out, throw your fist at me and maybe you'll be just as bad as your father!"

His eyes snapped to me making eye contact for the first time. "Get out. You know nothing about me or my father so get your fat ass out of my office." His voice was calm but his eyes said it all, he knew I was right even if he denied it.

"I know everything about you! I was there when your dad hit your mum, I was there when your dad hit you and I know I was there when you dad hit me! I am your wife! I just wish I knew that you'd decided to sleep with another woman sooner."

"Rose do-"

"I'm not finished!" I threw a paper weight at him. "I wish that you would have had the decency to break up with me instead of lying to me. I wish that I didn't have to find out on our six month that you forgot about! And I wish that I didn't have to find out from your sister, Dimitri, your sister had to tell me!"

"Rose I have work, just go home." Why didn't he care at all?

"You are on your lunch break Dimitri, I want to talk about this now and not when you're passed out on the couch."

"Go do something useful then!" Dimitri's eyes were blazing.

"Like what? Make you dinner, go grocery shopping, clean the house, do your washing? Wait, I'm sorry I already do those things. You wouldn't even turn up to work if I didn't wake you in the mornings" I walked up to his desk and looked directly at him, "are you high?"

"So what if I am?" he raised an eyebrow at me.

"We can barely pay our bills Dimitri! Did you ride your motorbike on drugs?" he didn't say anything, "You could have killed someone you idiot! Or yourself! What are you on?"

"A bit of this and that" I don't know this man, Dimitri was always so honest and caring. He was the perfect man.

"Dimitri we have our issues. We always have. But ever since Sonya passed away you've been drinking away our money every night, you show me no love or care and now I know that you have cheated on me. How many times isn't important right now, I wanted to fix this, whatever we still have left to fix but I can't live with someone who is using illegal drugs and if I can live with you than I can't be married to you." I slipped of my wedding and engagement rings and placed them on his desk, "you need help Dimitri and I wish I could give it to you, I wish I was enough for you but I'm not and neither am I safe around you in this mind state you're in. Please get help Dimitri. If you can see any hope in us, please try, for your family and for you." He broke eye contact to glance down at my rings briefly.

"I thought I asked you to go home"

I know it's a short chapter but I hope you enjoyed it. Please review if you have the time, sorry it's not proof read :P have a fantabulous day!