Haruhi's POV
Why would Tamaki do this to me? I know they were best friends and all…but I'd never guess they would engage in…
Haruhi had fallen onto her knees in the hallway of her apartment. Tears streamed down her face, but she could no longer make any sounds; only gasping and coughing. She swipes at her face and chokes. The picture flashes in her mind.
I loved him. I told him I loved him. He told me he loved me. Is this how we are going to live? Me running around; working my ass off to provide for us, while he has sex with Kyoya-Senpai? Who else has he been having sex with, Hikaru? Kaoru? Honey!? I can't…live like this.
Haruhi picks herself up and walks back toward her apartment, but she won't be going to her door. She'll be going to Kaoru and Hikaru's.
Tamaki's POV
I didn't mean to hurt her. I thought she was going….I just needed Kyoya. I needed a strong being that will take control. Unlike Haruhi, who'd just let me do whatever I wanted. I wanted to be….topped. I wanted to be taken control of. I wanted to be…I wanted a relationship like Hikaru and Kaoru's. A relationship with my…best friend. I'd only known Haruhi for a year.
Kyoya had left and Tamaki sits alone, tears streaming down his face. He hadn't even thought to put on his clothes or even move from his fetal position. It felt like if he would move, his body would shatter into a million pieces.
I didn't mean to hurt her…
Tamaki buries his head into a pillow and drops into darkness, forgetting the pain, the world…and Kyoya.
Haruhi's POV
Haruhi knocks on Hikaru and Kaoru's door. She hits the wood harder, until she was taking her anger out on the door. She falls back into the carpet, curled up next to the twin's door.
I loved him. My first love…
