2nd chapter of the i will always serve you series! thank you for reading the 1st and i hope you like this one two!
You were cleaning the kitchen after Italy made his famous pasta, but since Germany was busy he left to go play with japan for more cultural enlightenment. Times like these you were glad that japan was there, so Italy could stop coming over. You had the hole house to you and Germany, with you loving every moment of it! You debated if you should go to his study to talk, or stay and clean. Maybe you could do both? As you opened the door to his study with your broom in hand to use as an excuse, he was just doing work in his chair. You moved to the middle of the room in hopes that he would notice you.
'' ah.._( you name)_ could you come over here for a little?'' Ludwig asked as he put his papers down to talk. You turned around with out him seeing and gave a guts pose thinking a HELL YEAH! you turned back around with a big bright smile on your face.
''yes sir?'' you asked. happy he talked to you, but wondering if it was important enough to put down his papers. Wait. Important? By that time you had millions of thought's floating around that head of yours.(even though he didn't say anything yet...)
''_( your name)_?'' he had to repeatedly asked your name before you returned to reality. He got up from his chair to see if you were sick, putting his big rough but soft hands on you forehead gently. You couldn't blame him with all that blush on your face from your weird fantasy in all.
''I thought you were coming down with something, I am glad that your fine.'' he said in a relaxed tone.
''what do you mean sir?'' you asked.
You are quite the healthy girl, and hardly ever got sick. When you did however, you would do your chores at night so he wouldn't know you were sick. He cleared his throat like he always did when he was embarrassed You should know, you watch him 24/7. he put his hands on your shoulders and gripped them tightly with a serious face. You were startled, but ready for anything.
''_( your name)_...i have been noticing you waking up out of breath lately. If you need more time to sleep, then you can just ask me!'' he said with a stern tone in his voice.
You pause at the sudden disappointment. Damn! You screamed in you mind with curses flying every where. You wondered if he knew what you did in the mornings, but where too mad at the fact that it wasn't how you expected it to be!
''Thank you sir...!'' you tried to sound as sweet as possible while holding in your anger. walking out of the room and closeing the door, you went to your room to punch a hole in the wall. feeling a little better than before, but still angry you tried to get started with dinner. you were still to angry that the mashed potato's you were making turned into juice from the pounding you gave it.(you show no mercy!) getting rid of the drink, You looked at the clock and saw It was almost lunch time and the main dish of potato's were gone. You knew you were screwed, but out of the dept of despair you found the perfect chance! You could ask him out and say it's for dinner and make it into a date! rushing to the study to see if he would come along you opened and closed the doors with much force.
''Is something wrong _( your name)_?'' he looked surprised at the sudden entry.
'' yes..um, I-I was wondering if you would go to the st-store with m-m-me?'' you looked down at your feet feeling your cheeks get hotter with your hand still on the door ready to bolt if he said no. you wonder why you have such trouble asking, it's not like you were proposing to him. It was pure mystery to you.
''Sure, why not. My eyes are getting tired from the work anyway.'' he said while sitting back in his chair with a kind smile. Your face lit up like America during Christmas time as you both drove to the store.
You grabbed the sack of potato's that suddenly went missing days ago.(or at least that's what you tell him.) and put it in the basket. You try to think of other things to get because you finally got the chance to be alone with Ludwig and you didn't want it to end quickly. Even if he doesn't think of it as a date, you were going to make the best out of it damn it!(wow, your so resourceful!) as you made your goal he looked looked into the basket and saw what we came here for.
''we should be leaving soon since we got what we needed.'' he said looking at the store clock, your smiling face dropped when Ludwig said that. You tried to make something up to spare time. Why does he have to be so dense an naive to your presence?(to make things more interesting, duh.)
''We need...um..'' you looked around to see if you could find something,anything! Right then and there The gods of love must have shined on you because you spotted something at the far corner of your eye. ''we need more wurst!''
you looked at him waiting for his approval. He put his hand on his chin and thought about how much he has as he looked at your glittering eyes before the final answer.
''Your right, we seem to be almost out. I am glad that you remembered, I will go get it.''he states as he walked off to get the wurst at the next couple aisles.
You watched him leave with a shocked look on your face. you couldn't believe you actually guessed right! After it started to sink in you started to sing and dance about how awesome you are before he came back, but he saw you.
''you a such a seltsame Frau!'' he said smiling gently and laughing while putting the wurst in the basket.
You still don't really understand German that much, so you just started laughing because he did.(let's hope it didn't mean anything bad..) after that you started talking about all sorts of things in the car on your way home, You got to know more about Ludwig and found more to like about him. you looked out the window the rest of the trip back and thought you saw japan and Italy, but you weren't too sure so you didn't tell Ludwig.
After dinner when you went to sleep, japan and Italy came over to see Germany. When they walked in they made sure not to disturb you as you slept on the first door walking up to Germany's study.
''Veee~'' Italy yelled barging into Ludwig's study with his hands in the air.
''Kon'nichiwa.'' japan whispered. As he stayed by the door waiting to be invited in. Germany put down his work to deal with the sudden disturbance. he walked to the door and invited japan in while Italy explored the place like a child.
''Please whisper so you don't wake up _(your name)_.'' Germany whispered.
''She should not be able to hear us from so far away with the door closed.'' japan responded.
Japan sat down in a chair in front of Germany's desk with a mean look waiting for the opportunity to have a serious conversation.
''Why are you still having feelings for _(your name)_? After what had happened before, why do you still love her?'' japan asked with frustration in his voice.
''I don't.'' Germany said with a frown.
''than why were you so close in the car coming home?'' asked japan
''...it wasn't.. she doesn't even remember me anyway.''Germany said showing regret in his baby blue eyes.'' it's not that I show her that I love her.''
''you do when you look at her! japan yelled, ''but even after all this time, it seem that she remembered her feelings for you.'' confessed japan as his voice retuned to normal. ''you can't turn back time, i just came to warn you.''
He looked at Germany on last time before he left with Italy for the night. Leaving Germany to wallow in his regret and sadness.
''I do want to stop loving _( your name)_, but I can't stop following her. Even now it still hasn't changed.'' Germany said sadly as he remembered the past.
i want this to have more than a little chapters, so i had to throw in a bigger confict then just the struggling to get some one to like is my first time doing stuff like this but i tried to but atleast put somthing in there. if you wonder about the past that you share, it will be maybe in the next chapter or later ones.
Seltsame Frau = weird woman
Kon'nichiwa = hello
