Over the months you and the young bookman have grown very close. Whenever you weren't on missions and Lavi wasn't training the two of you were together. It was almost like you were a couple. You knew that could never happen. Lavi was a bookman after all. He's not allowed to have attachments to people and you respected that. Lavi would often stray from that and it was your job to guide him back.

Normally Lavi would shrug it off and do what he wanted anyway. Today was another one of those days. You were sent on mission to dispose of a few akuma. It wouldn't take long but Lavi and Bookman decided to tag along. Of course you didn't mind. You enjoyed their company. Lavi was a great partner and he made the missions fun but today he was just being annoying.

Lavi and you went off in search of the akuma. Leaving Bookman behind. He had other things in town to take care of. As you were walking Lavi slung an arm around your shoulder. You ignored him as he endlessly flirted with you. This was common for him. Most of the time you didn't mind this behavior. Lavi was very sweet to you and he always made you smile. Even if it was because he did something stupid without trying. He even stopped hitting on other girls...well, most of the time.

You sighed. "Lavi knock it off."

"Awh, whats wrong Kallen? You usually don't mind." He said with a smug smirk.

You tried to hide your blush as he leaned in closer. "Bookmans around here somewhere. If he sees he's going to kick your ass!"

Lavi shrugged. "Who cares what the Panda thinks?"

You glared at him. "I do. You're a bookman, Lavi. You can't have a girlfriend or even get close to anyone."

Defeated, he removed his arm from your shoulders and put them behind his head.

Little did you know. Bookman saw the whole thing.

*Time Skip*

You had returned to the Order a few hours ago. You went to get something to eat and you also planned on going to see Lavi.

On your way you heard arguing. Normally you wouldn't get involved but you knew those voices. It was Lavi and Bookman.

"You aren't suppose to have attachments Lavi! Have you forgotten your training!?"

"Whats the big deal?"

"Are you really going to throw away your duties as a bookman for a girl!?"

"Why can't you just let me have some fun!?"

"FUN! So It's just a game to you!?"

"I didn't mean it like that you old panda!"

"You're an idiot Lavi"

"One person isn't going to effect my training! She means a lot to me"

"You immature brat. I forbid you to see her any longer."

Before Lavi could respond you stepped out from where you were standing.

"Lavi.." You said barely above a whisper. Lavi looked at you wide eyed. "Kallen I-" You cut him off before he could finish. "Its okay Lavi. You don't have to say anything. I understand, really. Bookmans right. You have a job to do and I don't want to get in the way. Its best if we just stay away from eachother." You tried your best to smile at him and walked away. Lavi shot a glare at bookman and ran off after you.

'How could I be so stupid? I knew this wouldn't work. It's my fault Lavi's in trouble. I shouldn't have let this drag on for so long' You thought.

After a couple of minutes Lavi finally found you. "Kallen, listen.." "No, Lavi! I've made my decision." "You're making the wrong one. I don't care what Bookman says. I can still do my job and be with you. You mean way too much to me to just throw that away." You looked up at him. You were about to speak but he crashed his lips to yours. His hand was behind your head so you couldn't pull away. despite all the flirting you and Lavi did this was the first time he's kissed you. You've had plenty of kisses with other boys in the past but this was like nothing you've ever felt before. Your stomach exploded with butterflies. Far too soon Lavi pulled away. Neither of you saying a word. You wanted to bask in the moment for as long as possible. To your dismay, you were interrupted by someone clearing their throat. You snapped your heads in the direction of the noise to see Bookman standing there. He looked angry but not as angry as before. He sighed. "I will let this continue as long as it doesn't get in the way of Lavis training. However, if you neglect your training in any way this little relationship is over."