Chapter one ~ Trapped

"Well well, what have we got here?"

"Nice to see you Sasuke, all alone"

"In this abandoned part of the school"

Sasuke looked in the bathroom mirror to see Neji, his ghostly eyes pale and haunting as ever, Gaara with his gourd as usual, Kiba with loyal Akamaru at his side and Sasuke's own ex-lover, Naruto, with his grown out blonde hair covering his sapphire blue eyes.

Sasuke edged to the side, seeking the exit, but found himself by the hand dryer as Naruto moved towards him kicking his bag away and blocking off his exit. His back was against the cold tiled walls as he looked into Naruto's bright blue eyes. He had a smirk on his face as he moved in on the terrified raven boy. He leaned in closer and closer towards Sasuke's face and, at the last minute, diverted his course and bit hard into the ravens pale neck, drawing blood and earning a yell of pain. Naruto then placed his knee between Sasuke's separated legs and painfully rubbed against his groin till he was hard earning moans of unwanted enjoyment.

Naruto took notice and placed his lips by Sasuke's ear breathing into it, "You never disappoint me Sasuke, so easy to manipulate". He spoke sweetly before punching him in the gut and turning without a backwards glance as he fell to the floor.

"He's all yours" he stated to the others before propping himself on one of the basins comfortably to watch the show to come.

"Come here, Sasuke"

"Yeah, we want some fun!" they all gave him an evil smirk as Sasuke looked up in fear as he winced from the pain in his gut and the boys closed in on him like predator on prey. He froze as he looked towards the door, the only escape route, and heard the lock click shut as sand fell out of the hole, 'damn that Gaara' at that moment Gaara's sand attacked him and bound him tight. He was held standing; legs wide apart arms in the air unable to move. They all sneered at him in his weakened state, looking ready to pounce on him. They heard a snap of fingers and Akamaru was the first to leap at Sasuke, biting deep into his unprotected leg.

"Argh!" They each moved in on him, each choosing their own spot to tease and torture. Neji went for his neck and started by licking up the trail of blood from where Naruto had previously bitten.

"N-no" Sasuke wheezed in pain, Neji then progressed with his own marks leaving large unsightly hickeys.

"Mmm Sasuke, you're so tasty" said Neji before he took another nip at the ghost like skin.

"Ahhhh, n-n- no" Sasuke wheezed out as Kiba slid his shirt up and started to play with his nipples. One was covered by his mouth, being bitten, and the other was being pinched and tweaked by one of his hands.

"Ahhh, st-stop i-it, NO!" he shouted as Gaara started to attack his chosen area. He had been ghosting around Sasuke's body and came to his manhood, teasing the hem of his trousers and easing them down over Akamaru's head. He took off his own pants and started to grind their hips together causing friction between the fabric and their groins.

Sasuke was gasping and groaning, yelling in pain and occasionally moaning with great humiliation as they performed their acts on him.

"NO! Ah! Stop it!" he called out in dismay reaching to his last hope at being rescued from this embarrassment "NARUTO! P-please, St- Ah – Stop them - ahhh" tears started to form in his eyes as Naruto laughed a menacing laugh – it might have sounded slightly forced had anyone been paying attention – that broke Sasuke's heart again and again. It wasn't his idea for him and Naruto to break up. Naruto had broken up with him. Why? He didn't know. But since they broke up, Naruto did nothing but torment him with Gaara, Kiba and Neji. It was only when he was on his own that he would sexually torment the raven haired boy, speak kindly and sticking his tongue in the boys mouth reminding them both of them of when they did this with love for each other. When he responded, he'd get beaten and left again. Sasuke loved him despite what he had done to him and so always thought that Naruto too loved him, which is why he would respond. He felt a hand reach into his boxers from behind and –

"AHHHH" he screamed at the top of his lungs as an un-lubricated finger was inserted into his hole but he was unable to move away from the pain in his backside.

"Hn" it was Neji, and Sasuke knew that it was also Neji's fingers up his ass as he took another bite at his neck.

This was a new form of torture from the guys. They had teased him and beat him and bullied him but never like this. This was sexual assault and Sasuke was terrified. An Uchiha should never succumb to fear but he was scared beyond belief. He did not want this to go any further. He didn't want more memories to flash in his mind. He didn't want to remember what happened before. He didn't want to remember!

"Alright guys, that's enough for now" and they stopped. Naruto was their leader; they listened to him. They did as he ordered; he must have told them to do this to him; he wanted Sasuke to suffer and he knew how to make him suffer the most.

Gaara released the sand and Sasuke fell to the ground out of breath and panting. Before they gave him the slightest chance to recover, they had rounded on him again and punched every bit of him they could, kicked him till he was near unconsciousness, but they wouldn't let him take the easy way out. Neji stuck his bloodied finger in Sasuke's mouth and forced him to suck on the repulsive sickening tasting finger. When they had finished their beating they left (Gaara had unlocked the door at some point); Kiba then Neji then Gaara. Naruto's eyes watched their backs as they left and as the door closed behind Gaara, he turned around and faced the panting boy on the floor. His trousers were still down; his mouth was surrounded by blood and shit as he dribbled. He was beaten badly, with no energy to do anything… well nearly anything.

Naruto approached him and knelt down beside him. He raised his hand and Sasuke flinched, thinking that he was going to be struck again, but instead, Naruto gently moved a strand of hair out the ravens face and turned him on his back. He pulled up the ravens trousers and cleaned up the cuts and bruises with dampened tissues. He gently cleaned away the blood and shit as Sasuke lay there watching Naruto move with such grace and be so gentle with his frail body. It was a kindness that he had started to grow used to when he and Naruto were a couple, but now that they weren't, these kind touches were few and far apart and he'd feel his heart swell with hope every time. Sasuke looked up at Naruto's face to see a straight face with blank eyes, he missed the flash of concern in them every time he winced in pain. When Naruto was done, he stroked Sasuke's face before leaned down without even seeming to think about it and placed a deep kiss on Sasuke's mouth before closing his eyes.

Sasuke too closed his eyes while he enjoyed and remembered the feelings of this kiss. He remembered when he and Naruto would kiss and say "I love you", how they would hold each other with such passion and devotion to each other. Sasuke remembered a time where Naruto gave him a book with memories of all their time together, the letters they wrote to each other, all their notes, pictures. Everything they had done for each other. It was a scrap book and on the right hand side of the right hand page in a corner it said "Naruto", the next page in the same place said "loves", the next page said "Sasuke" and the next page said "forever" the next said "and" and the next said "ever". "and" and "ever" was repeated all the way through until the very end, that seemed to mean nothing now.

But Sasuke still responded to the kiss and Naruto bit his tongue and grasped his still hard manhood between the layers of clothing causing Sasuke to gasp and moan and yell at the same time, he always loved Naruto's touches. The blonde looked into Sasuke's eyes, clearly seeing his pain and fear and even love. Naruto's own eyes flashed and he quickly turned around and left without a second glance.


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