Title: Nightmares and Truths
Genre: romance, fluff
Rating: M for language, mpreg, and mentions of lemon
Pairing: JohanXJudai
Summary: As Judai nears the due date to have his and Johan's baby, Johan starts having nightmares of Judai dying in childbirth. But are these dreams, or a vision of the future?
Me: Chapter two!
Lucy: Johan goes to confront Saiou and find out what these dreams he's having actually are!
Me: I hope they're just nightmares!
Lucy: You wrote it, so you know!
Me: I know, but still. It's good to keep people guessing!
Lucy: Anyway, let's start the chapter already!
Me: Here it is! Chapter two!
Lucy: Please enjoy this chapter!
Chapter Two: Truths and Visions
Johan moaned and sat up, rubbing his eyes to rid them of the sleep within them. He yawned and then stretched with a groan. Judai moaned and then looked up at Johan, smiling happily at his lover before sitting up as well.
"Good morning, Jo-kun. Any more nightmares last night?" the brunette asked. Johan shook his head and then looked at Judai with a smile. The brunette looked down at his swollen stomach and placed a hand on it, smiling happily.
Suddenly, Judai's eyes widened and he released a small gasp. Johan gasped when he heard his lover, and he glanced over to see if anything bad had happened to his precious angel.
"Ju-chan, are you all right?!" Johan called. Judai nodded and placed a finger to his own lips. "W-wha-" Judai gently placed his finger on Johan's lips, silencing the bluenette. He then took Johan's hand and placed it on his stomach.
"Judai, what are you-" Judai shushed Johan again and closed his eyes, as if waiting for something to happen. Johan waited for a moment, and as he was about to ask Judai something, he felt a tap against his hand.
Johan's eyes widened and he looked down in shock. The baby had moved! Judai smiled and then laid his head against Johan's shoulder, sighing happily as he leaned into his lover's chest.
"That's our child, Johan. That's the baby kicking. That's the baby we made..." the brunette whispered with love in his voice. Johan nodded and then kissed Judai on the forehead, hugging him tightly and lovingly.
"Do you remember the night we made this baby, Judai? Do you remember it?" the bluenette whispered. Judai moaned in pleasure at the great memory and leaned his head back against Johan's chest.
"Yes... Ohh, how could I forget that night. It was amazing, Johan..." the brunette whispered with a blush on his face. Johan smiled and then kissed Judai on the forehead again before standing up. Judai glanced over in confusion.
"Jo-kun? What's wrong?" he asked. Johan picked up a white shirt and placed it on, smoothing out the wrinkles and then he walked over to the door to the dorm before looking over at Judai with a smile.
"I'm going to ask Saiou about my dreams. I'll be back soon, okay, love? Try and be safe, okay?" the bluenette asked. Judai nodded and waved good-bye to his lover before he stood up and embraced Johan tightly.
"Be safe, Johan. Please," Judai whispered. Johan nodded and kissed Judai gently on the lips, forcing his tongue into the brunette's mouth. Judai gasped and moaned in pleasure at this, and Johan smiled at him as he pulled back.
"I'll be back soon, Ju-chan. I love you," the bluenette smiled before walking out of the dorm to go find Saiou, and hopefully get some answers for the horrid dreams that he had been having lately.
SPIRITSHIPPING 4 EVER
Johan sighed as he stepped up before the dorm room that Edo and Saiou occupied to be able to tell fortunes. Fortunately for Johan, they didn't charge for what they did, since there was no need for it.
With a deep sigh, Johan raised his and and knocked on the door four times before lowering his hand. There was a brief moment of silence, and then the door swung open automatically, and Johan stepped inside.
The room was surrounded by a white wall, except for the furniture, and the ground was shining clean. Saiou sat at a table with a crystal ball, looking into it and cleaning around it. Edo was sweeping the floor when Johan stepped in. Edo glanced up with a smile and waved.
"Hey there, Johan! What brings you here today?" the silverette called. Johan saw that Edo had been working hard on sweeping the floor, so to be kind, he removed his muddy boots and placed them outside the door. Edo sent him a look of gratitude and went back to sweeping.
"I came here to ask Saiou something. I've been having nightmares lately," the bluenette called. Saiou glanced up at Johan and signaled for him to come over and sit. Johan sat on the chair and stared at Saiou.
"Nightmares? Johan, you of all people should know that nightmares are just common things. Nothing to worry about," the purplette said. Johan shook his head quickly and then adressed the fortune teller again.
"No, Saiou. You don't understand. I've had the same nightmare twice in a row. In the same night!" Johan called out in urgency. Saiou raised an eyebrow and then stroked a piece of his hair in confusion.
"Okay, now that is odd. What happening in your dreams, Johan?" he asked. Johan shuddered at the thought, but if he wanted to get the truth, he had to tell Saiou everything that he knew about his nightmares.
"Okay. You guys know about Judai, right?" he asked. Edo nodded, as did Saiou. Obviously, Edo had told Saiou about Judai being 6 months pregnant. That wasn't surprising. Edo never could keep his mouth shut.
"Anyway, in my nightmares, Judai was giving birth to the child, and he was in so much pain! The next thing I knew, he told me that he had failed as my lover, and then he just... died on me..." Johan whispered in shock. Edo released a gasp, and then Saiou nodded slowly.
"And so you came to us. What exactly do you want to know, Johan? What did you hope to learn by coming here to me?" the purplette asked in confusion. Johan shuddered and looked up at Saiou in hope.
"Please! I need to know! Are these just nightmares, or are they visions!? Please tell me!" the bluenette cried out. Saiou nodded slowly to show that he understood, and then he looked into the crystal ball, closing his eyes slowly.
Saiou remained silent for a few moments, staring into the crystal ball, his purple eyes dull and filled with a small blue light. Edo sighed and walked around the purplette, still sweeping up the floor.
Saiou then blinked, making his eyes snap abck to their normal coloring, and then he sighed deeply for breath. Saiou looked up at Johan and leaned back in his chair, looking into Johan's green eyes seriously.
"They're visions, Johan," he said in a sad voice. Johan gasped, feeling his heart constrict, and then he shook his head violently to show that it wasn't true. Or that he didn't want to believe in it.
"No! I refuse to believe in that! Judai is not going to die!" Johan cried out. Saiou shook his head sadly.
"I am sorry, Johan. But Judai will die in childborth. You can't change that. Destiny can't be changed," the purplette said. Johan slammed his hands on the table and rose up, seriousness on his face.
"We'll see about that!" he yelled before racing out of the dorm room to find Judai, praying that he was still in the dorm. Edo walked up and hugged Saiou tightly, looking at him in concern and slight distrust. Saiou laughed at his lover's cute face.
"Why did you say that? Of course destiny can be changed. Why would you tell him that?" the silverette asked in confusion. Saiou then smiled and poked Edo on the nose cutely.
"Because now he'll be even more motivated to change it, now won't he?" Saiou asked with a small laugh. Edo nodded and then went back to his sweeping, hoping that Johan would change their destiny.
SPIRITSHIPPING 4 EVER
Judai sat on the couch of Johan's dormroom, watching the television with interest. He placed a hand on his swelled stomach and smiled happily when he felt a small kick come from inside him. The brunette looked into the sky, a smile on his face.
"Soon... Soon you'll be in the world with us. I can't wait for that day, little one," Judai whispered with a smile on his face. He leaned back against the couch, sighing happily as he waited for Johan to return.
Suddenly, the door was thrown open, and Johan came charging in at top speed, his green eyes filled with worry. Judai glanced over at his lover and smiled warmly, waving at his fiance with a smile on his face.
"Johan, how did it go?" he asked with a sigh of happiness. Johan glanced over at Judai and walked over to him, sitting on the couch and then hugging Judai tightly in his arms. Judai gasped at the movement and then held Johan.
"Jo-kun, what's wrong? Did something bad happen?" the brunette asked his lover. Johan shuddered, remembering what Saiou had said to him about the visions. Johan shook his head and buried his head into Judai's shoulder.
"Nightmares... That's all they were," the bluenette lied softly. He didn't have the heart to tell Judai the truth. That he wasn't going to survive childbirth and that he was going to die. Judai smiled and hugged Johan tightly.
"I'm so glad, Johan. I'm so glad that they're just nightmares. I love you," he whispered, kissing Johan on the lips. Johan kissed back, moaning in pleasure. Deep down, he felt a sting of guilt in his heart for not telling Judai the truth.
'But there's no need to worry him. I'm going to defy destiny and save Judai's life. Even if destiny can not be changed! I will save Judai's life! He will not die while I'm here!' Johan thought as he hugged Judai tighter, sighing in content as his lover hugged him back.
"I'll protect you, Ju-chan. So please... don't worry about anything anymore, okay?" Johan whispered into Judai's ear. Judai nodded and then hugged Johan tighter than before, smiling as he felt the baby kick.
They were gonna be together forever...
SPIRITSHIPPING 4 EVER
Two Months Later...
Johan and Judai were laying in their bed together, holding one another as close ad they could. Judai's stomach was slightly larger now, since he was exactly one month away from the due date to have the baby. Johan hadn't had any more nightmares, so he brushed them off.
But tonight was different...
Johan rolled around in his bed, moaning and panting as another nightmare came to his mind. He squeezed his eyes shut in fear and then he rolled over, squeezing his fists closed tightly.
"J-Ju-chan..." Johan moaned softly in his sleep as the nightmare became even worse. "No... No, Ju-chan... Please no!" Johan moaned quietly so that he wouldn't wake his lover up. Tears were forming in the corners of his eyes, and the nightmare just grew worse and worse.
---Johan's Horrible Nightmare---
Judai was laid on the same bed, as he was in the other nightmares, but this time, he looked so much worse than he had before. The pain was so much worse than it had been in the last nightmares. Tears were pouring down his cheeks, and his heart was pounding quickly.
Johan was clutching Judai's hand tightly, but he wasn't able to do anything except watch as his lover gave a loud scream of pain and his head rolled to the side so he was looking at Johan. His eyes were half open with pain, tears spilling from them.
"J-Johan... Johan, I... AAAGH!!!" Judai screamed suddenly, the tears increasing and then Judai went limp on the bed, panting and screaming softly as the pain seemed to grow even worse. Judai squeezed Johan's hand and started screaming louder than before.
He threw his head back against the pillow, crying out in pain. Judai started screaming about how badly it hurt, and he started yelling loudly in pain. Johan felt his heart clenching as the brunette moaned weakly.
"I... I want to die.. It hurts... I'm gonna die..." Judai whispered weakly before giving a loud scream of pain. Johan squeezed Judai's hand harder, silently begging him not to give in. Judai moaned and his eyes started to dull.
"I... I can't. Johan, the pain is too much. I can't... go on anymore..." the brunette whispered before his eyes closed and his hand went limp in the bluenette's hold. Johan stared at Judai and grabbed his shoulders, giving him a firm shake.
"Ju-chan! Ju-chan, wake up! Ju-chan, please don't leave me! JUDAI!!!! NO!!!" Johan screamed as he embraced Judai's dead form, sobbing loudly into his lover's chest. He opened his mouth to release a final scream for his lover.
---End of the Nightmare---
"No!!" Johan cried loudly as he sat up, drenched in a cold sweat. The bluenette wiped sweat from his face, his green eyes wide with shock. The bluenette was panting and he shook his head to rid himself of the shock. Judai moaned in his sleep and slowly woke up.
"Johan? Jo-kun, what's the matter?" the brunette whispered as he yawned loudly, rubing his eyes cutely. He saw Johan's eyes and then gasped, placing a hand on Johan's chest, looking into his eyes.
"Was it another nightmare, Johan?" Judai asked in concern. Johan didn't look at Judai. "Please, Johan. What happened this time? Are you gonna be okay? What happened?" Judai asked. Johan shook his head.
"Nothing. Don't concern yourself, Ju-chan," the bluenette whispered. Judai felt rage boiling in his body. Whenever he had a nightmare, he would always tell Johan what happened, and Johan would comfort him. But Johan was hiding things from him.
"Why won't you tell me?! Am I not good enough?!" the brunette hollered angrilly. Johan looked at Judai in confusion. "Am I just some horrible person who can only carry your baby? Is that why you;re having nightmares of me dying?!"
"No, Ju-chan... That's not it. I-I'm not strong enough-" Johan whispered, at a loss for words. Judai growled to interrupt his precious lover, and he glared at Johan evilly with anger in his brown eyes.
"Am I not good?! Am I not strong enough to understand and help you through your trouble?! Why won't you tell me what's wrong?!" the brown haired boy hollered in anger. Johan grasped Judai's shoulders hard and yanked him forward.
"I can't lose you, Judai!!!" Johan hollered suddenly. Judai gasped as he heard his lover shout that, and he saw the pain building in Johan's green eyes as he slowly shook his head to hold back tears.
"I can't... not in real life. I can barely stand it in a dream. I can't imagine it in real life..." the bluenette whispered.
"B-but you said that Saiou told you that they were just nightmares," Judai whispered back to his lover. Johan slowly shook his head to show his lover that they weren't nightmares, but a reality.
"They were visions, Ju-chan. My nightmares were visions of your death. I... I want to defy destiny and rescue you, Ju-chan. But I don't know if I can defy your destiny. Ju-chan..." Johan whispered in a pained voice. Judai hugged Johan tight.
"I love you, Johan! I'll never allow myself to die giving birth to your child, Johan. I promise I'll live through the birth," the brunette whispered as he kissed Johan on the lips firmly. Johan kissed back and then rubbed Judai's swollen stomach.
"I know. I believe you. I'll save you, Ju-chan. You won't die with me here, I swear it!" the bluenette hollered. Judai nodded and then hugged the bluenette tightly in his arms, sighing deeply.
"I love you, Johan. I will be strong for you and only you, my dearest," the brunette said in a gentle voice. Johan nodded and hugged Judai tight, stroking his hair lovingly while clutching Judai in his arms.
Nothing would ever take Judai away from him...
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Me: Aw, Judai knows about the visions. But he's still promising not to die having the baby!
Lucy: Can he keep that promise?
Me: I dunno. We'll have to see!
Lucy: Here's another preview for you guys!
Johan: I will not allow Judai to die having this baby! It won't happen! I'm going to defy destiny and rescue my lover! J-Ju-chan? What's wrong?
Judai: J-Johan... t-the baby's coming now...
Next Time: Happenings and Miracles
Johan: Okay, Judai! It's okay! Hang in there! I'm right here, Ju-chan! I'm right here. Ju-chan? No, Ju-chan! Don't give up! Don't make my visions into a reality! Please! Ju-chan! Ju-chan!! JUDAI-CHAN!!! Open your eyes!
Me: Oh no!
Lucy: Poor Ju-chan! I wonder what's going to happen!
Me: Poor Judai? You mean poor Johan! He's watching his lover die right before him! How do you think he feels about that?!
Lucy: Please review and tell us your favorite part and we shall update soon!
