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Bella's POV

Alice and Jasper had grabbed all of my things and we were in Alice's Porsche on are way to the Cullen mansion. I had gotten board a with their fast whispering and turned on my IPOD, I put the song Gotta Be Somebody by Nickleback. I was singing along with it when Jasper turned to look at me. He was smiling, but somehow I could tell that he was thinking hard about something. Who knows what he was thinking I thought and with that realized the only person who would besides Jasper was Edward and he left to go to Alaska. The thought made my heart crack even more. Jasper must have sensed it because he sent calming waves towards me. "Thanks" I mumbled. When I walked in Emmet gave me a bone-crushing hug " Em... can't breath" I said "Sorry bells" He said apologetically to me. I sighed and followed Alice to her room"Okay Bella you and Jasper will be sharing a room." Alice stated I gapped at her when she said that. "What did you just say Alice?" I asked.

" OK you and Jasper will be sharing a room. This is better then you having to be in Edwards room with all those memories." she said simply. I had to admit she had a point.

"Okay I thought I was hearing things."

"Well you were hearing me speak so... you were hearing things" she replied. I simply stuck my tongue out at her like a five year old. She giggled and added " By the way me and you are going shopping in the morning." With that she pushed me and Jasper out of the room and into the hallway. "Well how are you doing roomie?" Asked Jasper.

"I'm fine. You?" I said back.

"Same. Come on let's get your stuff into my room before Alice kills us."

"Okay, let's go!" I said faking enthusiasm. Jasper laughed at my attempt and grabbed two of my three bags off the floor. I grabbed the other one and followed Jasper to his new room. When we were in the room I looked around and noticed that there was a picture of a beautiful teenage boy with honey blond hair ,that was at his shoulders, he had blue intense blue eye's, behind him were who I could only guess were his parents. I realized it was a picture of Jasper before he was changed. It was so beautiful he looked happy with is parents at his house. Jasper came up behind me and whispered " What are you thinking?"

"Just that you look so.....so happy with your family." I said smiling up at him.

"Oh.... well I was happy with them"

"Do you miss them?" I asked.

"Sometimes, but I just remember that I like what I've gained since then. Like two amazing best friends and a family." He said while looking straight into my eye's. I swear I could get lost in his Topaz eye's.

"Come on, Alice is going to come in soon and see that we haven't put any of your stuff away."

I giggled at the thought of Alice coming in and seeing we were just standing around. I started to put away my clothing when the door opened to a worried looking Alice. "Whats wrong Alice?"

" I..... I just saw Edward."

"And?" I added in so she'd get to the point.

"He's on his way back to forks."

Jasper spoke this time "Why is he coming back? He left us so what does he want?"

" Jazz, you know I don't know that only that he IS coming." She looked over at me "Sorry Bella." Jasper wrapped his cold arms around me in a hug. "It's okay guy's I'll be fine." I didn't make a move to get away from Jasper though, in fact I moved closer to him without knowing what I was doing.

Jasper POV

I looked into Alice's eye's as she told us what she had just seen. I was mad at first thinking he was coming back to take Bella from me, but then I realized that she wouldn't take him back. I had asked "what does he want? He left us so what does he want?" It had taken all my strength not to let the growl in my chest escape. I unconscionably warped my arms around Bella protectively, she leaned into me and sighed. That was two hours ago now all of us but Bella were down stairs waiting for Edward to come in the door. I was pacing when I felt a warm hand land on my shoulder. I looked over to see it was Bella " What are you doing up?" I asked her.

"seeing if he came yet. I'm guessing no." She smirked

"Okay well why don't you try and get some rest if you want I can come up stairs and talk with you for awhile." I looked at her hoping the answer would be a yes.

"Okay if you want to of course." She said.

"Yes, come on let's go." I smiled as she walked next to back to our room. I wondered if she had

felt this way the first time he had left. It could've been worse and I shuddered at that thought.

"Jazz, are you okay?" she asked. She must of seen my shudder.

"Yeah, I'm fine Bells." I said and opened the door to the room. She followed me to the bed and sat as far from me as possible. I waved my hand as a signal for her to move towards me. She did after awhile and I put an arm over her shoulders. "So........... what do you want to talk about?" I asked.

" How about you tell me about your family?" she said. I sighed knowing what family she was talking about. "That is if you want to talk about them." she said sensing my hesitation. I smiled at her thankfully and said "Maybe another day."

"Okay so how about you tell me about why you were wearing a line into the floor?" She smirked .

"I was waiting to see Edward." I stated making sure that she was not hurting by the mention of his name.

"Oh" Was her response.

"Bella are you okay? Your taking this whole thing really well." I asked biting on my lip in hesitation.

" I'm fine Jasper. I guess I kinda knew this would happen in the end." She said and I read her emotions it was all true. She felt like she wasn't worth him!

"Bella, do you really think that you weren't worthy of him?" I asked shocked that somebody so beautiful could feel that way.

"Yeah, I did think that." She said putting her head down. I lifted her head up so it was at my eye level and said " Don't ever think that way again." I whispered fearlessly. She looked shocked by it but nodded an okay to me. I gave her a small hug then left her so she could get some rest. After about four more hours of this we all went upstairs to get ready for school. I woke up Bella and told her he never showed up. She said okay and left to take a shower. When she got back in the room she was wearing a pair of black ripped skinny jeans with a light blue tank top and black jacket. On her feet were blue and white plaid flats, she looked beautiful. She had a light layer of blue eye shadow and pink lip gloss on.. I smiled when she looked at me. "Hey, what's up?" I asked her

" Not to Much. You?"

"Just wondering when Alice got a hold of you." She giggled at that.

"As soon as i got out of the shower she had me get dressed and she did my hair and make up." I had to laugh at the look on her face. " come on Bells you should be used to that by now!" I tell her.

"I am. Doesn't mean I have to like it." She grumbled. " If we leave now then Alice will have to wait till after school for the shopping trip." She hopped right off the chair she was sitting in and grabbed her bag.

"Come on before she gets here. I don't want to risk it!" she said pulling me along with her. I laughed at her enthusiasm to get out of the house. She turned around and smiled at me. I realized when I read her emotions that she was perfectly comfortable with me. I liked knowing that she felt safe with me. I know she didn't feel that way with Edward, she had nerves and was frightened of losing him that she was never truly comfortable with him. I hope that one day she will realize that I am perfect for her. Alice hadn't even noticed that we had left yet. Rosalie, was on the drive way when we reached the Mercedes Benz. She was helping Emmett make his Jeep run, it had broken down after he tried to make it do a flip, God only knows why he did. She waved at us while I opened the passenger door for Bella. She turned and said "Thanks" I said "your welcome." and walked to my door before she even buckled her seat belt on. " so how was your night?"

"It was okay. Yours?"

"fine.... just a little boring thats all." I smiled at her and she returned it great fully. I wonder if she ever smiled that way for Edward? The answer is most likely a yes. " Do you think that Alice noticed yet?" She asked.

"It's Alice...... what do you think?"

"Yeah she knows." We laughed together at that.

"Okay, lets see what she does when we get out of the car." I told her and I sensed small fear with that statement, so I sent some calming waves towards her. She calmed instantly and I gave her a sympathetic smile. "so do you think I'm in for double the shopping now?"

"Sorry to say this but you might be in it for more then double." She groaned. I wish that she could have seen how adorable she is when she's worried. I laughed at her and pulled into the school parking lot. I opened her door and helped her out. " Do you want me to walk with you to class?" I asked her.

" No, it's okay I'll be fine walking by myself." Was her reply.

"Okay, I'll see you at lunch" I told her and gave her a small and fast hug before going to class. I

think that I'll go look for Alice and see if she has any idea where Edward is. If anyone knows it's her. I didn't pay any attention to the history teacher third period all I could think about was seeing Bella next period. When the bell finally rang I was out of my seat before anyone else and on my way to lunch to see Alice and Bella. I hadn't seen Alice before so I'm going to ask her now. I walked into lunch and saw them both at the table I whispered so low that only Alice would hear " Meet me at the lunch line." I said.

"Okay one second." She said. I walked to the lunch line and a few seconds later Alice joined me. I handed her a tray and she started to talk. " What do you want Jazz?" she asked.

"Do you know where Edward is?" I asked her getting right to the point.

" It looks like he is still on his way." She replied.

" Okay I want you to tell me next time You have a vision." I order her. She looks shocked but nods her head yes. "okay, thank you Alice."

" your welcome." Said Alice. We got off the lunch line and went to sit with Bella at are table. When we got to the table Jessica was asking Bella where Edward was knowing she couldn't say he just left so I said " He is with his older brother in Illinois."

" I thought that he was an only child."

" No, he had an older brother and his brother found him and asked him if he wanted to move in with him and his wife. Edward had said yes." I shrugged after that. Jessica turned back to Bella and asked " so.. does this mean you and him broke up?"I saw her eye's and even knew that I couldn't help her. She looked down and then said so lowly that she had to repeat it " Yeah we broke up." Jessica smirked and said in a false pity voice "Oh I'm so sorry." I wanted to rip her head off with that comment. Alice saw what I might do and held me back. I moved out of her grasp and sat next to Bella until she was ready to go to bio. I know that she'll be okay by the time we get home, I just hope that I'll be okay also.