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"Dean, its Sam. Please please please call me back. Bye."

Sam flopped down on his bed with a sigh. He had called seven of Deans phones, none of them being picked up, and only two of them even letting him go to voice mail even.

"Gosh dang it, why did I have to be so stupid?" Sam asked himself. Well it was time to try dad. Again.

"Hey dad it's me, Sam. Listen I know we don't talk much but Deans missing and I really need to talk to him. If you know anything please call me back. Bye."

Strike two.

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The idea came to him a week later.

Of course, he could trace the call to see where Dean had been and try to find him himself!

Sam got in the car and immediately drove off towards Nevada.

When he got there he questioned everyone he could about where Dean could've gone. No one really even seemed to remember Dean.

Sam left with his heart heaveier than he could bear.

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It seemed like everyone was out to get Sam today.

Even the stupid radio.

In the end, everyone ends up alone

Losing her, the only one who's ever known

Who I am who I was and who I wanna be

No way to know how long she will be next to meeee

Lost and insecure you found me you found me

Lying on the floor, surrounded surrounded

Why'd you have to wait, Where were you? Where were you ? –

Sam practically punched the button to change the station

You could come and save me and try to chase the crazy right out of my head

I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name

Like a fool at the top of my lungs

Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright

But it's never enough

He changed the station again

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

Ok, so this channel wasn't the one for him either

And I find it kinda funny

I find it kinda sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

Sam punched the radio off so hard it broke and then smacked his head against the steering wheel crying.

*the songs mentioned in this chapter are as follows: You found me, echo, welcome to my life, and madworld