Ohk I felt like continuing this just for the heck of it cause I have seriously nothing to do. :) Hope you like it! O:
Warning: AU, boy x boy, Language... Rated M for a reason ;)
Disclaimer: I don't own Durarara nor do I own any of the characters D:
Summary: You should of read it already!
Chapter 2: An old flame.
The morning sun beamed into the apartment bedroom. The sunbeams snaked their way through the blinds landing on the raven's eyelids, beckoning his eyes to open. With a small groan from the lighting, he slowly rolls around to find a position to block the sun from his vision. He bumps into something broad and large in front of him, hearing a low chuckle coming from the object, causing his eyes to flutter open.
He stared up at the blonde who was sending him a sweet smile in return. He had his head in his hand while on a propped up elbow, staring at Izaya with loving eyes.
He smiled back, throwing his arms behind him as he sprawled his lean body out on the bed space he had, stretching and yawning in the process. He then turned back to the man next time him, wrapped his arms around his chest, and snuggled closer to him with his head on the mans chest.
"mmm… morning perfect," he says with a hum and a hint of content in his voice. Right now he couldn't be or feel any happier.
He heard another low chuckle come from Shizuo this time leaning into his chest to listen and feel the deep vibrations.
"Hey, isn't that my line?" he asks with a grin and also a bit of quietness in his voice so he wasn't loud, slowly twirling a piece of raven colored hair between his fingers before kissing it.
Scratch that. Now Izaya couldn't be or feel any happier. Here he was happily against the one he loves chest, on a comfortable bed, while saying nothing but sweet things to each other.
'Wait, bed?' Izaya thought as he got up. Releasing his hold as he looked around the room. 'This is not my room and it's way too nice to be a hotel,' He tried to remember how they got there.
Shizuo, seeing the confusion in his face, gets up along with him and wraps an arm around his waist and starts to bestow light kisses down Izaya's neck and shoulders.
"After you passed out, I realized it'd be bad if we slept there all night so I brought you back to my place because some employees like to come in reeeaal early." He smiles against his neck before continuing. "It'd be quite the scene if they saw us lying on the floor by your desk naked and everything all over the floor around us." He gives a short laugh before resuming his kisses.
Izaya slowly closes his eyes and shivers at the pleasant feeling and nods in agreement.
He suddenly shoots his eyes open as he came to remember that last night they confessed their love and want for each other. Blushing madly he brings his hands up to his face. Shaking slightly from excitement knowing that Shizuo loves him back and embarrassment because he was never really into portraying feelings for the ones he love.
Shizuo stopped his actions, leaning back to see Izaya's brightly red-lit face in the palm of his hands. 'He's so adorable,' He thought to himself with a small hum.
"You alright?" He says sweetly, lightly tugging at Izaya's fingers.
Izaya peeked through his fingers to see Shizuo with his eyebrows furrowed staring at him with the mocha colored eyes he loves so much.
He took a deep breath, letting Shizuo pull his hands off his face and stares back at him resisting falling deep into his eyes.
"... D-does this mean we're together now?" He asks with such innocent eyes, which they both knew behind those innocent eyes he wasn't as he presented so.
Shizuo paused for a moment before answering, "Yes, Izaya. Only if you want though," with a charming smile. He saw the raven nod slowly.
"I do..." Izaya's eyes went down then back up at his lover as he deliberately pushed him back on the bed, only to lie on top and give him a peck on the lips.
Shizuo decided to tease the smaller man on him a bit by reaching in between them both and tweaking a nipple, enjoying the feeling of it hardening underneath his touch.
He gained a small muffled moan from the raven.
"S-stop…it.. ngh." He stutters out. "Shizuo… it's too e-early in the mor-aaah~" He whines and flinches when he felt the blonde nip his nipple with his teeth then twirling it around with the tip of his tongue.
He could feel an erection slowly rising in his lower regions. His breathing was just starting to pick up when they both jumped at the sounds of an alarm clock going off in the room.
They both laughed in sync until Izaya pushed himself up, rolling off the bed and dragging the blanket with him hanging around his waist as he made his way to the bathroom, looking over at a now exposed Shizuo on the bed, swaying his hips with a 'come-hither' motion.
Dropping the blanket at the bathroom door, he walked in smirking to himself as he heard a low groan, and the quick feet of Shizuo scurrying right behind him.
They were almost late for work because Shizuo was immensely sexually active so just once wasn't enough for the man. "Haaa…" Izaya sighs in pure content, still dazed from their morning workout.
"Yo, Izaya" He flinches at the sound of his name. He looks up to see his colleague Kyohei Kadota. The girls around here call him Dotachin just because they like to do that whole cute nickname thing. He hates it.
"I've been trying to get your attention for like 2 minutes but you were just sitting there sighing at your computer screen." He waves the folder of papers in his hands to show Izaya what exactly he was doing to get his attention.
The raven glares up at the man slowly, burning him mentally for having him interrupt his train of thought.
"What do you want Kadota?" He hissed.
"Wow, sorry for disturbing your… what were you doing? Oh right, nothing." He said bluntly.
Izaya rolled his eyes and turned back to his screen.
"Look, I need you to take these papers to a company building in Shinjuku. Here are the directions. It has to be there before 5pm so you have 2 hours." He tosses the papers onto Izaya's desk and starts to walk away.
Izaya sighs with frustration and then puts on an evil grin grabbing the folder of papers before turning back to his superior and waving them in the air. "Anything for you Do-ta-chin~!" Letting the nickname roll off his tongue, teasing the man.
Kadota turns around with a small blush. "Don't call me that!" and furiously walks away.
'I just love to mess with people' Izaya thought as he puts the folder of papers in his bag, turning off his computer and gets ready to leave.
In the office everyone knows Izaya has at least one bit of scary, forbidden, degrading, sinful, messed up or embarrassing secret about him or her. They all threaten Izaya or become friends with him so he doesn't leak their secrets but all they get in return is Izaya shooting daggers at them and spilling some secret or information on them that leaves them a safe distance and good terms with him.
The only friends Izaya needed were his childhood friend Shinra, his superior Kadota and his now beloved Shizuo.
Speaking of Shizuo, he took a glance at his lover who was staring back at him. He saw his eyebrow raised with a questionable look but behind that look something else was lurking.
Izaya felt a buzz in his pocket. He took out his phone to see it was a text from Shizuo.
'What the?' He stared at the text in disbelief.
"What was that just now?" Read the text. He looked back to see Shizuo who now had a frown on his face.
"What do you mean?" He started walking towards the elevator going to the ground floor.
" 'Anything for you Dotachin'…" He looked at the text Shizuo wrote back. 'Does he think I meant something else by that… is he jealous!?' Izaya was amused by the thought.
"Shizuo calm down I didn't mean anything by it, you know I'd only do anything for you," sending a winky face at the end to emphasize what he meant.
He was in a taxi now heading to the building; it was going to take at least an hour taking away from his 2 hours the papers had to get there by.
He felt his phone go off again "Oh really… anything? What so exactly?"
Izaya blushed 'He wants me to talk dirty over text!'
The driver was looking through the mirror staring at Izaya. He saw the stare and glared back warning him to keep his eyes on the road.
He moved his scarlet eyes back to his phone.
" Shizuo… you're thinking so naughty." Still blushing he pressed the send button waiting for a reply.
Vrrb.
"Well, I can't help it. You are on my mind all the time. Partly innocent mostly lewd." Izaya smiled feeling giddy, he knew for sure that he loved the man.
For an hour the conversation led to dirty words and shameful suggestions, then to sweet expressions and Shizuo telling Izaya how much he loved him.
Now that was his problem. Izaya had a bit of an issue when it came to representing his feelings. He can flat out admit his attraction to someone with ease and confidence but when it came to those 3 words he was hesitant. When he said it the night they finally became one, he just let it flow out naturally he doesn't why it's starting to become difficult now. He doesn't want it to interfere with their smooth going relationship.
It was probably because of his traumatic experience in high school he became this way. He was the same person he was today but only he refused to ever really face his feelings.
He fell for his senpai in his second year in high school, they were in the same Judo club. They talked and hung out a lot. They were both devious and loved to mess with other students and teachers. He never met anyone who could make him feel so happy back then.
Izaya finally got the courage to tell him how he felt. Akabayashi agreed to go out with him. He was Izaya's first for everything; first love, kiss, time, and first to ever make him feel like he was wanted in life. He always told him he loved him even though he didn't hear it back, he knew Akabayashi loved him back in a way that only Izaya would understand.
He was wrong. Oh so terribly wrong. One day, after he was done with his club and was walking home when he saw Akabayashi with all his friends behind the school gym. They were all laughing at something Akabayashi was saying, he snuck his way between the bushes to hear him ranting on about the raven.
"I can't believe you're still going through with this," one of his friends said with a grin.
"Yeah well, everyday he tells me he loves me and he's becoming a bit clingy you know?" He laughed.
"I feel bad for the kid. He practically worships me. I mean I don't mind but it's suffocating." They all laughed hysterically, Izaya was trying hard not to believe what he was hearing.
Then Akabayashi took out a camera, which he put on a video for them to watch.
"Wow, who knew he was such a whore!" One yelled.
"Yeah he's doing everything you ask him to." Someone else said as they held the camera.
"Hey, why don't you let us have a go at him?!" The rest of the group nodded and spoke in agreement.
"Sure why not, that's the only thing he's good at and the only thing I like about him." They passed around the camera while cackles and laughs were shared through out the group.
After that moment, Izaya found himself at home with waves of emotions filling him. He felt betrayed, disgusted, depressed, angered and heart broken. He completely locked himself from the world since then. He still went on his mischievous ways, hiding behind a fake mask like nothing fazed him. Kadota went and got a job for him at his work place. That's when he first met Shizuo developing feelings like he did for his former supposed lover.
He blocked the feelings that were trying to surface telling himself he'd never love again. Only to find everyday he fell for the blonde more. His looks, charms, personality, working spirit everything he did got to the raven. So he finally gave into his feelings thinking 'this man is different he's not like "him".' And he was right, unbelievably right.
Just he wants to distance himself just a bit not to be clingy and have Shizuo hate him.
The horn of the car honked obnoxiously as the cab driver was yelling at him to get out and that he was at his destination. Izaya paid the man and slowly got out.
He knew he shouldn't let the past get to him. It was a long time ago, but they do say you could never forget your first love.
He walked into the building, found the front desk asking where he could find Tom Tanaka, the man he had to give the papers to. The woman tells him that he's on the 4th floor, and once he gets there to make a left and go to the door at the end of the hallway and wait because he was in a meeting. Izaya did as he was told and he went merrily on his way to the 4th floor.
He just wanted to get this over with so he can go back to his Shizuo to get his mind of things.
He got off the elevator and walked down the end of the hallway only to see people walk out of the door he was to go to. 'Seems they are done their meeting.' He bumps into one of the passing people and drops all the papers.
"Shit… seriously?" He starts to pick up the papers and curses the person who bumped into him. Putting him in damper mood then he was already in.
"Need help?" A tan man with dreadlocks asked. 'Well you don't see that everyday' thought Izaya as he glanced at the man then back to picking up the papers.
"I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry and I'm looking for a man named Tom Tanaka," The man helped with the remaining papers and gave them to the raven.
Izaya stuffed all the papers back in the folder not caring about the order they were in, 'my job was to only deliver them not make sure the contents were in the right order.'
The bespectacled man shifted his eyes towards Izaya and lifted his hand.
"Yup, that's me. Are these the papers that were suppose to be sent here?" Izaya looked at the man with curiosity. He doesn't look much of a businessman but who is he to judge. He gave the papers to him and nodded, then took his leave. He got in the elevator to get to the ground floor. Just when the doors started closing he caught a glimpse of familiar red hair and a cane. His mind went blank.
'That can't be him' He looked with wild eyes. He convinced himself it could be anyone until the man turned around meeting his eyes with crimson giving a small grin. Izaya felt the blood drain from his face. He saw that familiar scar on the guys face. The one he caused.
"Akabayashi…"
Ouch, cliff hanger hahaha didn't mean to do that :) Well this went from humor to drama strangely quick with a bit of fluff not much but I still have plenty of chapters to go! Be patient my friends and review! :D
