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by signed anonymous

I don't own Kodocha.

12/25/06 - Yay, second chapter to revise… Revising takes so long now that I'm much older and smarter (eew my grammar back then was SO crappy! – look at my thank you notes: my grammar and spelling was so… poor…) Uhh- anyway!

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EMOTIONS

In the mountains Sana, Naozumi, Rei and Asako were playing a game of poker.

"Fuka and I... we go out now"

Sana's eyes widened as those words echoed again in her ear. She shook the thought out: Shut up Sana! Stop thinking about them! They're a pair now- and you're not part of it!

Naozumi puts down a full house of three sevens and two threes on the table. "Can anyone beat that?" He said smirking to his competition.

Rei and Asako shook their head and Sana stared blankly into space. Everyone looked at her with concern. "Can you Sana?" Naozumi finally asked partly because he was worried and partly because he wanted to win.

Sana didn't hear him because all her brain said was: stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking

Naozumi waved his hand in Sana's face, "Sana are you ok!? HELLO!? Earth to Sana!"

Sana was snapped out of her trance, "huh? What?"

"Can you beat my full house?" Naozumi asked again.

"Full house wha-? No…" Sana said half thinking in reality.

Sana accidentally dropped her cards onto the table for everyone to see. Naozumi's eyes widened in shock, "WHOA! What are you talking about!? You have a ROYAL FLUSH… of SPADES!"

Sana was still in la la land when she replied, "What? I lost? Oh well…"

"No Sana, you won." Rei said staring at her suspiciously through his sunglasses.

"Oh… yay! Haha… Ha." Sana said emotionlessly.

Asako notices Sana's condition and since everyone else is unaware of what happened she decided to save Sana from more drama by saying, "Well, it is late, Sana-chan is probably just tired. I am too actually. We should all go to bed."

She smiles at Sana who doesn't seem to notice anything still. She sighs as everyone agrees to go to bed as well and leaves. Only Naozumi and Sana remain at the table. Naozumi refused to leave because Sana didn't seem to be moving. He reassured Rei that he'd take care of her, although Rei was reluctant and would've never left if Asako didn't drag him out. She knew that Naozumi and Sana should have a one on one talk.

Naozumi stared at Sana. It's Akito…If only Sana would choose me! That's it! It's now or never!

"You know- you know I love you right Sana? I would NEVER hurt you!" Naozumi said as he hugged Sana.

Sana jumped out of her trance realizing what Naozumi had just told her. She started to tear and mumbled, "Nao- I.. I lo-"

Akito's words flashed through Sana's brain. Not the horrid words he told her on the phone but words he told her which melted her heart months ago. In her mind she could see Akito saying, "If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, please come to me."

Sakura closed her eyes and pulled away from Naozumi who had a hurt and confused look on his face.

"I- I already know that… T-Thank you…" Sana stammered as she ran towards her room.

Naozumi sighed, "I can never compare to him can I Sana?"

In Sana's room Sana was in bed screaming into her pillow. "WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY DO YOU KEEP TORTURING ME?"

Sana started to cry again and rolled over so that she was facing the ceiling. She once again, began thinking:

Akito… When will you leave my heart? I'm trying so hard to forget you. Why do I still like you even when not having you won't be so bad? I have other potential people in my life that I could crush on!

Sana sighed and said, "I should just go for Naozumi… I feel like I have a better chance with him. But… can I do that? Force myself to like someone else? Can anyone do that?"

She rolled onto her side thinking: I can always pretend, but will pretending make me forget about my feelings for Akito? She let out a loud sigh and asked, "Will it!?"

A/N: who are you asking?

"I don't know! Myself!?" Sana said to the air.

A/N: oh ok, just checking (making sure you weren't mental)… carry on.

"Stupid author… stupid emotions!" Sana mumbled before she fell asleep.

The next day came and everyone was out in the mountains shooting. Everything was going fine until Sana started feeling pain in her leg.

"Oww… my leg hurts!" she moaned.

"Hey are you alright?" Naozumi asked.

"I'm fine… it's just a bit painful."

Sana started to sit on the ground and Naozumi kneeled down patting Sana's head. He smiled and said, "Just take it easy. I'm pretty sure the director will film around you if it's necessary." Sana looked down and sighed, "but…" Naozumi put a finger to her lips, "No buts. Don't want you to be in pain now do we?"

Sana blushed a little and nodded, "Thanks. I guess I'll just rest for now. REI-KUN!"

Rei immediately ran over yelling, "YES SANA-CHAN!?"

"May you bring me to my room please? My leg is starting to hurt and I don't want to strain it."

"YES SANA-CHAN! RIGHT AWAY!"

Rei gave Sana a piggy back ride to her room saying 'Sorry' to Naozumi as he left. Naozumi watched Rei walk away with Sana who turned back catching Naozumi's concerned face.

Rei just left Sana's room after she insisted that she was fine. Sana sat on her bed thinking: Wow. Naozumi was so concerned. Maybe it IS better for me to like Nao…

She thought for hours and realized one thing: she was bored. Sana sighed in frustration, "This sucks! I'm SOOO bored! What should I do!?" Sana thought for a while and realized she had fun things in her backpack. She took out the babbit recorder thing that she used for karaoke. "I'm going to go rap!" she exclaimed to nobody.

A/N: oh no! She's gonna' rap! This will be a poor attempt

"Hey! Anything I rap is your fault! So therefore it's YOUR fault if I suck!" Sana yelled into the air waving her hands.

A/N: yea… that would be my fault. SORRY IN ADVANCE EVERYONE! … don't make fun of me! TT

Sana started singing:

Thinking too much is really bad for you!

She pressed the button on the recorder to playback: thinking too much is really bad for you!

Thinking Thinking Thinking Thinking

Stuck all alone up in my pad

My leg is killin' me, it's hurting me real bad

Bad Bad Bad Bad Bad

Now I'm stuck here and all I do is think

But my brain hurts too and thinking is just so boring!

Boring! Boring! Boring!

"YEAAAH!!!" Sana said as she ended her random rap. She was bowing to her unknown audience when she realized something

I know that I miss Akito. Why wouldn't I? But… Why do I miss Naozumi too? That's weird. I'm so used to seeing him all the time now, but if I don't see him I feel very empty? Like right now… I just feel totally alone. Oh no! Am I really starting to like him? Does missing him and looking forward to seeing him again mean I like him? Maybe… But- this feeling for Nao doesn't change how I feel about Akito. I still love him!

"Why do I keep thinking of you Akito!? You're not even with me right now…" Sana said holding her head.

It's so hard to make my mind stop drifting towards you Akito… But, maybe… Just maybe if I went out with Nao I'd get rid of my feelings for you…

Sana screamed in frustration and began to think more: Yea. It feels so much better to have someone who can be with you all the time. When you're far away, you never really know what the other person is doing. That's probably what hinders us from being together, Akito: distance. Is distance really THAT bad? Man, Akito! I'm risking so many feelings by liking you. I clearly have a better chance of getting with Naozumi, but you- you're just ruining my brain! I should just go for Nao: get those tabloids to be true. But I like Akito so so much! Since we're far apart I should be thinking of you less, not more!

Sana sighed, "I need to loose my old feelings…"

COMMERCIAL BREAK

Akito is seen running again...

I wonder how long I've been running. How many hours I've took. It seems like ages and my feet hurt so much.

Sana appears out of nowhere running next to him

"Yo' Akito!" Sana says waving

"Yo!" Akito replies.

"Why are you running?"

"Just… because."

"Okay… you're weird."

"Look who's talking."

"Shut up! I bet your feet hurt!"

"Heck yeah they do!"

"Maybe it's your shoes!" Sana says pointing to his old shoes.

"My shoes?" Akito asks staring at his moving feet.

"You know what you should do?"

"Do you know?"

Sana runs in front of him and stops saying, "I SURE DO!"

Akito collided into Sana because of her random stop.

"Ow. Stupid! What are you doing?" Akito asks.

Sana gets up and looks towards a bush.

"You should buy new shoes from SADIDA!"

A/N: SADIDA is ADIDAS backwards if you didn't figure it out

Akito gets up, "Sana are you filming a commercial?"

"Uhh- no." She said as she looked around, "Do you see any cameras?"

"Yea" Akito reluctantly replies.

A lot of camera men are seen around the two kids.

"Let's just say they're friends!" Sana says as she puts an arm around Akito, "Like us!"

"Uh- Why am I in your commercial?" Akito asks.

"Oh Come on just by the shoes!" Sana exclaims.

"Why would I want to?" Akito says coolly.

"So I can prove that my acting persuades people!" Sana says proudly.

"Tch! Go persuade other people!" Akito says as he starts running again.

"Aww Akito come on!" Sana says as she runs after Akito.

An announcer type voice is heard saying, "Just get SADIDA… If you do, you won't suffer the same problems as this young individual."

Sana is seen bugging Akito yelling, "Get it! Get it!"

Akito gets annoyed and screams, "Fine! Fine! I'll just buy the darn shoes!"

"WOOHOO!" Sana yells as she jumps and runs toward a camera. She winks saying, "SADIDA!"

END COMMERCIAL

Back at Jinbo Jr. High it's passing period and Akito is randomly walking around school. Fuka finds Akito and starts walking/running towards him screaming.

Akito hears a scream and immediately thinks: Screaming is that Sana? He quickly turned around to only find Fuka.

"Oh. It's just you." Akito said emotionlessly although he was feeling disappointed.

"Whaddya mean it's jus' me!?" Fuka yelled fuming.

"Nothing, So what's up?" Akito said coolly as he began to walk again.

Fuka's flames ceased and said, "I just wanted to spend time with you."

"Uhh… Why?" Akito said

"Cuz' we go out now! That's what you're supposed tah' do!"

"Whatever." Akito said shrugging his shoulders.

"Honestly!" Fuka said putting her hands on her hips.

Akito saw Tsuyoshi and Aya down the hall and called out, "Oi, Tsuyoshi, Sugita!"

He started to walk towards them leaving Fuka behind

Tsuyoshi and Aya are up ahead and he walks to them leaving a very hurt Fuka behind.

Fuka's brain fumed: He says we're girlfriend/boyfriend, but he doesn't show it AT ALL. He'd rather be with EVERYONE but ME! Instead of keeping the rest of her thoughts inside she screamed out, "FINE THEN AKI! BE LIKE THAT! GO IGNORE ME!" With those words Fuka ran the other way with tears forming in her eys.

Akito, obviously not noticing anything turned around because he thought his name was called. He saw nobody he knew so he just shrugged it off.

A/N: poor Akito. You are as dense as Sana.

"Oi. I'm not that dense!" Akito said into the air.

"HEY WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!?" Sana screams from a floating bubble.

"Hey! What are you doing? You're not supposed to be in this scene!" Akito says to Sana.

"Oh right! This never happened!" Sana says as she disappears.

"Weird." Akito states simply.

Back in Sana's room Sana is found rolling from side to side on her bed. She stops rolling and sits up, "Okay. I do like Naozumi: it's official."

"But what about Akito?" Babbit asks

"But then there's Akito…" Sana said

"I just said that!" Babbit exclaims

A/N: she can't hear you! They can only hear me! Muahaha! You are invisible.

"You're so mean!!!" Babbit whines.

"Who the heck are you talking to? Crazy author." Sana states.

A/N: oh nothing. Carry on.

"Akito, I like him too. Aah! I'm so confused! Man, why am I thinking about this anyway? I'm way too young to be thinking about this mush. And… Akito – he shouldn't matter to me anymore! He likes… Fuka!" Sana says as she starts tearing up again.

As if on cue, someone knocked on the door. Sana wiped her eyes and headed towards the door to open it. However, it took long because she was limping. Standing there was Naozumi who had a disturbing look on his face.

"Hai?" Sana asks.

"Sana… I just have to know: do you love me?" Naozumi asked with a lot of concern.

"Naozumi… I just can't answer that right now: I'm way too confused."

"Sana, if you don't love me I don't want to keep chasing you: it'd be pointless."

Naozumi's words rang through Sana's ear as she realized something: Pointless? So does that mean it's pointless for me to love Akito? Is it the same situation?

"Sana-chan! I'd like an answer!" Naozumi said waving his hand in front of her face.

Sana blinked into reality and said, "Just- just give me some time." With those words she closed the door not wanting to see Naozumi's expression.

"This is just so pointless" Naozumi says as he walks away sadly.

Sana leans on the door and says, "Naozumi says it's pointless for him to like me if I love someone else. But with me, with my situation…"

Akito is so close to me. He even kissed me: twice! Doesn't that mean anything? Or does that mean he just likes to kiss? Nonetheless, we are still super close! Honestly, I always wanted to have a guy best friend and Akito answered that wish since Rei was out of the question. I thought best friends made the best relationships because there were no secrets. Man, this is so dumb. Why did I not realize Akito was my best friend until I lost him? That whole best friends are the perfect match relationship thing can't work if Akito doesn't like me back!

"It's so pointless for me to like him! BUT WHY DO I STILL!" Sana screams holding her head like it's about to explode.

"Maybe it's because your feelings are too strong and deep" Babbit said hoping to be noticed.

"Maybe… Maybe it's because my feeling have grown so strong and deep that I just didn't realize them." Sana said

"Hey I just said that!" Babbit said

A/N:hahaha

Sana looks outside ignoring my laughter: Akito… It has come to the point where I can't forget you. Where I can't let go of you. Being away from you makes me love you even more because you're all I think about. When I'm near you, I start falling deeper in love and I start becoming more possessive over you…

Sana sighed, "It'd be dumb to tell Naozumi I liked him. Because even if I do confess my little crush, my heart still belongs with someone else: that wouldn't be fair."

Sana thought about her and Naozumi again: I don't even think I like Naozumi. When I think about it, this crush was really short. I think I only liked Naozumi in order to forget about my feelings for Akito since Naozumi. Since Naozumi is so nice to me, I think it made me believe I liked him even more. Naozumi is probably only an attraction. He can't be the one for me, because even if I like Naozumi-

"I love Akito."

How'd you like it? Please R&R! I'm sorry this chapter was pretty short, I forgot what I was trying to write about! Writer's block: GRR! But yes, stay tune for ch. 3! THANKS FOR READING! Sorry it sucks! .