Shirt but hey its an update! Review please! on a side note i wrote my first femslash tofay but i dont know if im goign to post it, its alittle lets say graphic? should i post it? let me know
Maybe I was over reacting, I mean I couldn't expect him to wait around forever could I? We all know the answer to that question.
You know just as well as I do that I fully expected him to wait around for me. And now that that isn't the case, I'm crushed. A girl can dream can't she?
I pulled myself up off the concrete floor and dusted off my jeans. Get yourself together Lita, your not supposed to hurt like this. You left him remember? I closed my eyes and rested my head against the wall. I did remember, I remembered every second of my time with John right up until I had to walk away. I told myself I had moved on, but if that was true then why does this hurt so much…
"So I guess you saw her then?" Randy asked as he leaned against the wall beside me.
"Yup." I replied, trying my best to hold in the tears as I swallowed hard.
"I didn't want to tell you…" He said. "It wasn't really my place."
I turned my head to look him in his big brown eyes. "I understand, I'm your friend but so is he. I probably wouldn't have believed you anyway…and if I did I never would have come back. I especially wouldn't have signed this new deal, and now I'm stuck."
"But look at it this way, you can show him what he's missing."
"Ya that's going to work when I'm totally miserable."
"Cheer up." Randy said patting my shoulder. "I mean, things can only get better."
"Ya I guess your right."
"I am trust me, but I got to jet my match is next, wish me luck?"
"Good luck Randy." I replied half-heartedly.
He grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me into him kissing me on the cheek before he hurried off. Maybe he was right, I mean things couldn't get any worse right now.
"Lita hold up!" John shouted running towards me.
I stand corrected.
"Go away John, I don't want to see you." I turned my back to him and stared blankly at the wall.
"Lits don't be like this…"
"Be like what John? Upset? I think I'm aloud to feel whatever the hell I want to."
"Lita, I mean when you drove off that day I didn't think I'd ever see your gorgeous face again." He said as he reached out to stroke my cheek. I pulled away from him quickly.
"Don't push me away." He begged placing his hands on my hips and pulling me into him. I didn't resist this time I just stood there as he tried his best to hold me.
"Baby where'd you go?" I heard a nasally voice call from down the hallway.
"Oh look your skank is calling you, you better go." I said coldly.
"Lita, we need to sit down and talk."
"Ya ok, call me when that walking std isn't hanging around."
And on that note I continued my walk of shame down the corridor.
