Derek could not think straight.
Had the sex been nothing more than just sex? Heat of the moment? Did i really mean that little to her that she would do that too me? Is this some kind of sick revenge?
Derek drove for what seemed like hours and was completely oblivious to the increasing number of missed calls from Addison as she discovered he was no longer at the trailer. However Derek felt he could not go back and face Addison right now, not while his mind was flooded with thoughts if Meredith. Instead he proceeded to the hospital where Richard gave him just what he needed, surgery. Nothing special just a standard craniotomy but it helped. Within the OR Derek was in control, for Derek there are times in the OR where he knows exactly what is going to happen next so he can easily take control. Derek felt that was the only thing he had control of right now. In the OR Derek was at peace, he was in his element. No Meredith. No Finn. No Addison. Just Derek and surgery.
GAGAGAGAGAGAGA AFTER THE SURGERYTHE FOLLOWING MORNING GAGAGAGA
Derek proceeded to walk through the corridor, upon his arrival earlier he had failed to look at what the day lay a head of him and so he headed towards the OR board. As he turned the corner he witnessed a group of interns.
"Shit."
However his mind was quickly calmed as he discovered Meredith wasn't there.
"Thank God"-Derek he knew he couldn't face her right now.
He did however catch the glare of Yang, O'malley and Stevens. As he stood there pondering why on earth they were shooting daggers at him of all people Dr Mark Sloane swung round the corner and proceeded to attempt conversation.
M-"So heard you shacked up with Meredith again hmm? That why no one got a hold of you two last night?"
D-" Shut up mark and no I wasn't with Meredith last night she was with the vet."
M-"The vet? As in Finn? Umm .. well ha ok"- Mark said in such a tone to provoke a reaction from Derek
D-"What?"- Derek could sense there was an underlining story to Marks statement. Mark was horrific at keeping stories or secrets.
M-"Nothing.."- mark replied with a chuckle in his voice , clearly amused at the whole situation.
D-"Mark. What do you know? "- Derek couldn't help but allow a small grin slide its way across his face due to Marks facial expression.
M-"Well it's just the interns thought she was with the vet too but then the vet turned up here asking if they had heard from Meredith. After he left they said that she disappeared after you showed up. I'm guessing they thought you two were at..again."
Derek had a mild expression of concern upon his face as he wondered where Meredith could possibly have gone.
D-"So no one has seen or spoke to her since last night?"
Suddenly Derek had a terrible feeling deep inside. Meredith had a tendency to cut off everyone when things got too difficult for her. However the image of the "vet" and her in the shower replayed in his mind and his expression quickly changed.
D-"I don't care , it's not my job to care its the vets now."
M-"Oh you've not heard that either then.." Mark was grinning again, like a High school teenager spreading gossip around.
D-"What..? "
M-"Well Lexie said that the "mcvet" and Meredith haven't had sex Apparently they've not even kissed yet the whole Meredith being celibate thing. Plus the shower thing? Yeh apparently that was something to do with birthing an animal and getting covered in goop? But to be honest Derek a girl can only hold out for so long I mean what did you think Derek? that she would check herself into a convent? "
Derek suddenly felt some what relieved to hear that she had not slept with the vet but he was still enraged at what he witnessed.
Regardless if she slept with him or not we have sex and she goes and jumps in the shower with him, that is not how this works. I don't even know what "this" thing between me and her is.
