"Bella!"- an angel voice called from behind me. I turn around just to be met by the most beautiful forest green eyes.
"Edward!!"- I whispered getting lost in his eyes.
He took my right hand and we begin walking down the beach. He pulled my hand and I looked at him now on his knee looking at me with a expression of love and adoration.
"Marry me!"
I smiled and nod between my tears.
He enveloped me in a crushing hug and kissed me.
BEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEP
I woke up, Blinking the tears away for the 5th time this week. From the same dream that has been hunting me for the past 3 years. From the same person.
But hey that doesn't matter anymore. They are only good memories from the past .
I breath in and out 3 times to calm down and got up from the bed and prepare for a new day of work.
Between the shower and the breakfast I saw I was running late, so I decided get a cup of coffee before going to work.
I headed to my car and I was off.
I was near a roundabout when my phone start ringing. I looked at the I.D.- Alice.
"Hey there sister!"- I laughed
"Hey"-- silence---" Alice?! Are you there?"- I asked looking at the road but slightly worried.
"Yeah Yeah I'm here. Can we take lunch together? Yes?!? Great!! Meet me at the restaurant near my atelier at 2."-- She said with her irresistible voice.
I laughed at her. Just Alice to make my day look brighter.
"Sure sister dear!"
"Bye, Bye!"- She hung up and I continued laughing at her until I pulled in the parking lot. There were two new cars. Some doctors probably replaced their cars.
Casually I looked at my watch to find that I was in no position to buy any coffee. I run to the entry and was meet by our janitor Mike. He was tall and slim, with pale blue eyes and blond hair.
"Good morning, Bella!"
I smiled as he opened the door for me.
"Good Morning Mike"
I continued to run to the elevator.
When it beeped I quickly stepped in and pressed the 3 in the wall. I could feel someone watching me but I was so late that I didn't even knowledge.
The 3rd floor came and I without hesitation hurried through the light cream walls till I reached the doctor's locker room. I quickly changed into my gown, tied my hair in a messy ponytail and slipped my pager into my gown's pocket.
As quickly as possible I took my patients paper's in my office and literally flew to the nurse's station to prepare and see if the medications were all right.
While I was doing that Rosalie stepped in.
" Hey Bella? How has been your morning so far?"- She, too, was seeing her patients medications.
"Boring, principally because I hadn't drink any coffee and my system is begging me to get one!!"- I sighed dramatically and she burst out laughing making me laugh too.-" Well maybe when I finished here I can go downstairs to get some!"- I said like a child wanting a lollipop.
She waged her head and smirked amused.
"So do you know that Charlie hired a new doctor?"
I look at her for a moment and shrugged.
"The nurses keep saying that the guy is a Greek God!"- she laughed but I freeze completely.
Flashes of HIM appear in my mind and the hole in my chest begun to ache.
"Bella are you okay?"
I look up into the icy blue eyes of my soon to be sister in law and smiled a little smile.
"Yeah I'm okay don't worry."- I looked down and saw that she was finished.
"Ready?!"
She smiled
"Let's get them some drugs!"
I laughed and said a quickly good bye when heading to the aisle where my 1st patient was.
When I was walking some nurses appear gossiping...
" Oh my he's so dreamy!"
"Look at that muscles, they're to die for"
...about the new doctor. Typical.
I laugh at their stupidity and open Bertie's door and smiled at the sight. Beth was stroking Bertie's cheek, and both of them were looking at each other eyes.
Bert is around 70 and is newly married to Beatrice or Beth. He had an AVC when they were in honeymoon.
I knocked on the door and smiled at them both which they return.
"How was the night?"
Bert shrugged and Beth gave him a playful smack on the shoulder.
"He had some pain"- At this I turn on the medical mode and begun doing some medical procedures.
"At normal sight everything is normal but I'm going to make you run some exams to see if everything's okay."
I wrote in the paper the exams and called a nurse.
"Make sure they're made with urgency"- I give her the sheet and she took off.
After a few minutes she and other nurses returned to taken him.
"Beatrice we should talk."
She made an alarmed expression
"Is about when Bertie goes home"
She visibly relaxed and nodded for me to keep going. She listened to everything carefully and give me a hug when I finished.
"Bertie's is going to be there for a while you could head outside and take a walk, is such a beautiful day to be here."
She smiled.
"No darling, I'm going to stay here, he might need me."- she stroke my cheek-" When you have a man that you love you will understand. Now go there, are other patients waiting for the doctor!"- she winked making me laugh. I gave her a kiss and walked out.
The rest of the morning passed in a blur and before I knew it was LUNCH TIME!
I took my purse from the locker and put my gown inside.
I left the building and reach my car congratulating me for not trip once in the all morning.
The road was full and only after 30 minutes I was able to pull at the restaurant.
My hyperactive pixie of a sister was practically bouncing when she saw me.
"Hey Alice!"- I laughed as she enveloped me in a hug.
"Bella are you okay?! Oh my god! I'm so sorry!"- She begun speaking so fast that I almost didn't catch.
"Alice calm down! And what are you talking about? And could we go to the restaurant, we are attracting to much attention."
She looked around and nod, then took my hand and start dragging me to the restaurant.
The host came and greeted us.
"Table under Swan"- the host nod
"please follow me!"
He indicated us our table and left to bring our menus.
"so now can you please tell me what was that in the parking lot?"
She sighed and looked at me.
"He's back."
At first I couldn't make sense about that little sentence, but as I looked at her expression it all came crashing on me.
I look at her with wide eyes.
"Dad yesterday phoned me saying the Masen's were back and Edward would start today"- she shook her head—"I thought you knew, that's why I asked you if you were okay"
I didn't know what to say, I just sat there looking at her with an aching pain in the chest.
Alice took my hand
"What are you going to do?"
I sighed
"Nothing. With some luck I'll be able to never see him."
"Bella I don't know what happened that day apart that in the end both of you were completely distraught."—I snorted
"He?! Distraught! Joke of the year."-- my tears begun to fall and I push them away—"let's talk about other things, please."—I looked at her pleading and she nodded in agreement. Maybe because of my expression or because she didn't want me crying in the restaurant but she let the subject drop and begun talking about the preparations she's doing with Esme to Emmett and Rosalie's wedding. After we were done, she paid and we walk on our separated ways.
During the drive to the clinic I made the decision to talk with my father as soon as I arrived and try to solve the new problem. The feelings were returning in painful waves but I pulled them far at least till I was in my home. The only thing I didn't understand was why Charlie did that to me. He of all the people knew what happened to me when we broke up or whatever we did. Range begun to flow in my veins at the same time as determination.
I parked and taken by my feelings I practically flew to my father's office. When I reached it I threw the door out off my way.
" Do you pray tell me why did you did that to me? You of all the people? The one that saw me broke down, saw me crying, pass out from the pain?"—I yelled at my father's face.
My breaths were coming out in gasps and my dad stood still looking at me looking as calm as ever, waiting for me to calm down. When I was under better control and thought he was going to explain, another voice talked. A voice that I wanted to forget. A voice that has been hunting me from the past 8 years. The same velvet voice whose owner I expected never to find again in my all life.
"Bella."
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------So I hope you enjoy and I'm very sorry if my grammar isn't the best.
Love, Ana
