Reviews are in…the people want more! lol Seriously though, thank you to everyone who read my first 'public' smut scene. I was a bit nervous so it was good to know you liked it!
So I'm struggling with this one because at this point, in Damon's mind, he has bought Elena some time since he took Caroline and Tyler from Klaus. Spoiler alert! Klaus always has a plan B. It took some time for me to get these two to the point where our lovely TV show placed us. I don't want to change the story in this…just wanted to add to it. So hopefully this wasn't too boring for everyone. Depending on what happens this Thursday, I may throw in some more extra D/E loveliness. ;)
Remember, this story is rated M for a reason. If you didn't figure that out after the last chapter then I can't help you. lol
As always, I own nothing except the words written in this fan fic. No copyright infringement intended.
I love you.
But I'm afraid to love you…
I Love you
But I'm afraid to love - you...
I'm afraid...
Oh... That was so real
Damon held Elena in a lover's embrace for a few moments as they both caught their breath. He wasn't one to cuddle after sex, but this wasn't just sex…it was Elena.
"I should go." Elena said, although she stayed in his embrace.
Damon however pulled away, sitting on the edge of the bed. "To Stefan?" He darkly replied.
"No." She shook her head, knowing that her relationship with Stefan ended today. He wouldn't accept her as a vampire, he barely accepted himself. And she wouldn't toy with both brothers. It wasn't fair to any of them. She had to face the music. "To Klaus. He'll be waiting for me." She stood up and began searching for her clothes.
Damon crossed the floor to pull her into his arms and pushed her hair from her face. "No, you don't have to. I took care of some things. There won't be a sacrifice now." He softly said.
"Damon what'd you do?" She asked, meeting his piercing gaze.
"I took his werewolf and vampire out of the equation." He flatly replied.
"Who? Katherine? Is she dead?" She tried to hide the happiness in her voice but she wasn't successful.
"Unfortunately no. He had kidnapped Tyler and Caroline. It's a long story. I was coming back to the house to get cleaned up and change when you came home and attacked me." She frowned at his implication and he just laughed. "Bottom line, he can't perform the ritual without them. So you, my dear, are safe."
"So you mean I won't become a vampire?" Elena's heart raced.
"No. Unless you want to." He frowned. She was going back to Stefan. That was all he could think. This was a one-time deal and it was over. Better treasure the moment, Damon, he thought.
Elena was confused. She had told Stefan she wasn't ready to become a vampire because she truly wasn't ready for an eternity with him. Damon, on the other hand, was another story.
"I don't know what I want. I do know I want it to be my choice when or if I do." She stated and he smiled. That's the Elena he knew so well. "I should let you get cleaned up." He began as he pulled away and walked toward the bathroom. He turned on the shower so the water could heat up and gathered a couple of towels from a nearby cabinet. Elena stood in the other room, watching Damon. She knew she should probably want to go back to Stefan but all she wanted to do was wrap her arms around Damon and never let go. She bit her lip as her eyes wandered down to Damon's lower half.
"You know you don't have to gawk on the sidelines. You can come join me." He taunted as he stepped into the shower. Elena couldn't help herself. She crossed the room and opened the shower door to join him, shutting the door and wrapping her hands around him to grasp his firm ass. "Well, look who decided to get a little dirty." He smirked but couldn't hide the fact that he knew this meant Elena wasn't completely ready to run back into Stefan's arms.
"I'm in here to clean up." She smirked back. "I'm just starting with your ass." She gave him a playful squeeze.
Damon grew hard with her hands gripping him. Oh she was going to be the end of him and he knew it, but he'd rather die (again) at her marvelous hand than go back to his life before tonight. He bent down and kissed her passionately, yet gently. He took his time to explore her mouth as he wrapped his arms around her. He made gentle patterns with his fingers on her back until he couldn't take it anymore as he grabbed her hips and pulled her body into his. She moaned into their kiss and moved her hands into his hair to keep a firmer grasp on him as well.
Damon moved to press Elena up against the shower wall as he started an assault on her neck. Elena responded my gently nipping at his ear and reaching her hand between them to give him a squeeze. He softly growled in her ear and she giggled. "You really shouldn't giggle when I growl."
"Why? I love when you growl." She spoke as she stroked him.
"You're crazy, you know that?" He asked as he pushed her harder against the tile wall causing her to lose her grip on him and cling to his shoulders as her legs wrapped around his waist.
"Maybe," she began and then thought about it. Most people would be afraid of Damon, but she knew he would never hurt her. "Well probably but you love it."
Damon fought the urge to tell her just how much he loved her craziness, how much he loved her completely. Instead he looked her in the eye as he pressed the tip of his erection into her hot, wet core. Elena wiggled her hips to take in more of him but he waited. "Damon, please." She whined.
"One time could be chalked off as a mistake Elena, but this…this can't be forgotten." He said, looking at her in all seriousness.
Elena was dying. She wanted him, all of him and she wanted him now. "Please, Damon. I would rather die than forget any of this. I need you." Damon drove himself into her hard and fast at her words, filling her completely. She held onto him with all she had as the steam surrounded them, making the air thick and warm. The water continued to beat down on Damon's back and dotted Elena's face. He kissed her again, letting his tongue explore her mouth until she moaned and wiggled her hips.
"What is it?" He playfully asked, keeping still inside her even though it was killing him. He wanted to hear her beg.
"You know what I want." She breathed.
"Tell me. I want to hear you say it."
Elena moaned. "I want you to make love to me Damon. I want you to pound me into oblivion so I forget everything outside of these walls." She looked into his stunned face and added, "please."
Damon was taken aback at first. He expected her to be crude and asked to be fucked. But this wasn't one of his sorority girls. This was Elena and she had just asked for him to 'make love to her.' He was going to do just that. He moved in and out of her slowly at first, as he nipped at her neck. He could hear the rush of her blood and fought back the urge to bite into her warm flesh.
He began pounding into her harder as she cried out his name. "Do it." She groaned as she recovered from the first of what would become many intense orgasms.
He knew exactly what she meant but he also understood the consequences of taking Elena's blood. Stefan might eventually get over Damon screwing his girlfriend since Damon was like that but he would not forgive him for this. Ah hell, he thought, I've already given her my blood, fuck it. Damon continued his quick rhythm as he allowed his face to change. His sharp teeth ghosted over her skin, causing Elena to jerk in anticipation. He held her firmly in place and bit down, knowing he was inside Elena in so many ways at this moment. She whimpered at first from the pain but quickly began feeling waves of pleasure rippling through her body. Elena had always been curious about what it would be like to have someone bite her during sex. Stefan had been too afraid he'd lose control so Elena let it go. But after Caroline raved about how amazing it was she had become even more intrigued.
Damon pulled away, not taking much but he would never forget the taste of Elena. It was indescribably amazing. He kissed her neck as he drove into her hard, faster and before they knew it they were both screaming each other's names and tumbling over the edge into oblivion.
Elena let her legs fall back down to support her but found she was unable to stand at the moment. Damon held her up with one hand while he braced himself against the shower wall with the other.
"That was…" Elena breathed. … "Amazing!"
"Told ya." Damon winked. "I've been trying to get you to do that for months. Don't you wish you would have listened to me now?"
Elena laughed and Damon kissed her forehead. "We better get cleaned up."
The pulled apart and Damon stepped fully into the water while Elena grabbed a bottle of Damon's shampoo. She savored the fact that it smelled like him and then realized that Stefan would immediately know what had happened between the two of them. Wait, Stefan… she thought. "Damon? How long does it usually take Stefan to feed?" She'd lost track of time but knew he shouldn't be gone this long. She had flashbacks to the last time he'd disappeared for too long and was taken by the tomb vampires.
Damon rinsed of his hair from the shampoo he'd worked in and switched places with Elena. "Not this long."
"You don't think he's downstairs…" she trailed off as she flushed with the thought of the humiliation she would feel if he'd been listening this entire time.
Damon listened for a moment. "No, the house is quiet." The look on his face said enough as Elena quickly finished up and stepped out of the shower. Damon followed and handed her a towel, while wrapping one around his waist and walking into his bedroom to gather clothes.
"This isn't good." Elena gathered her clothes and began getting dressed, fearing the worst.
Damon pulled jeans and a t-shirt on and stepped into his shoes. He was hoping Stefan was just having a hard time finding something bigger than a squirrel to snack on but worried there was more too it. They were just that damn unlucky. He froze when he heard footsteps outside.
"What?" Elena asked, noticing his head cocked toward the window.
"Someone is outside." He said as a deeply concerned look passed over his face. Elena quickly slipped her shoes back on and made her way downstairs, fully dressed but with wet hair soaking her shirt.
"Its probably Stefan," she said. Elena rushed to the front door to meet Stefan and begin the process of explaining what just happened. She knew he'd be furious but she didn't want to lie to him. Damon quickly followed and stopped her at the front door when she opened it.
"Damon, what are you doing?"
"If it's Stefan he'll come inside."
"I'm sure it is him. Let me meet him outside and talk to him first. Please." She pleaded, meeting his eyes.
Damon relented and let her go, against his instincts. Something didn't feel right. It was then that Klaus decided to show himself outside the house, Stefan in his grip.
"Come on out Elena." He sang with a cat that caught the vampire grin.
Damon grabbed Elena pulling her back into the house while eyeing his brother. He knew that look. Stefan had been weakened but could tell something was going on between Damon and Elena. Hell he could probably smell it from where he stood. Damon felt a pang of guilt as Klaus gripped his baby brother.
"Damon, let me go." She tried to wiggle out of his grasp but he held her tight.
"Elena, if you leave this house he will take you from me." He pleaded with his eyes. Elena glanced to Stefan and then back to Damon. She couldn't choose. No matter what happened she cared about Stefan.
"Damon, you said yourself that you fixed this." She squeezed his hand as he let her go. He felt he had no choice. And she was right, Klaus could try and take her but he couldn't do the sacrifice without Caroline or Tyler.
Elena approached Klaus carefully as Damon trailed behind with his life sucks look on his face.
"Elena, no." Stefan groaned.
"Its okay. I'm the one you want." She said to Klaus.
"That's right dear. Now come this way and I'll hand over your little boy toy. But say goodbye because you won't be seeing him again." Klaus gave them all a creepy smile as Elena stepped forward.
Damon grabbed her arm. "Elena, please."
Elena turned, meeting Damon's eyes. "Damon, its okay." She put a hand up to his face and he closed his eyes at her touch. She gave him a knowing look and he realized she knew he'd come for her after Stefan was safe. He always came for her.
Damon reluctantly let go as Klaus threw Stefan forward and he landed on the ground. Damon bent down to help his brother up and when he stood back up and looked at the end of the driveway, they were gone. Stefan let out a moan of pain and Damon helped him into the house.
"Damon," Stefan began.
"Don't Stefan. I took care of it; Klaus can't perform the ritual without his vampire or werewolf. I'll go find her and get her back. Go downstairs and grab a blood bag or two and lay down." Damon deposited Stefan on the couch inside the boarding house living room and took off for Alaric's apartment at vampire speed.
He wasn't going to say goodbye to Elena tonight. He had no intention of saying goodbye to her ever.
And that leaves us right where the actual show picks up. Is it Thursday yet?
Song lyrics are from So Real by Jeff Buckley (On a Jeff Buckley kick this week. His lyrics are my muse! Too bad he's not around to write more).
Ok I seriously did not mean to write that much smut in this chapter but those two, I just can't seem to keep them apart. Hehe. I won't be updating this again until AFTER Thursday's episode so savor this little goodie. ;)
I will be updating my other story, Summer Steam hopefully soon. My work schedule has taken a toll on me this week so I'm searching for time and inspiration. I promise I'll have another chapter up by this weekend though, if not sooner.
Reviews make me smile. :)
