(Allen's Point Of View)
I can't believe that he did that. I am furious. He couldn't even back it up with a good response. You can't just. Ugh. God just forget about it. If they fucking want each other than they can have each other for all I care. I snarled at my thoughts. I looked up at the sky while the rain poured down on my face. It was quite relaxing hearing the swishing sound. I don't know what it was about rain but it was amazingly calming.
I heard fast splashing footsteps coming my way I glared and started walking. Knowing that it was Lavi going to apologize for what he did. My eyes widened at the fact that I was proven wrong. It depressed me a little bit. I've never seen Lavi out of order before I really want to. He's always so… well Lavi. Kanda obviously has because they are oddly close. Too close.
I was pulled away from my thoughts as Kanda grabbed my hand I stopped for a few seconds waiting for a 'it had nothing to do with me.' But nothing came out of his mouth. I then took the silence in and snatched my hand back and reached behind my neck, slowly raising the hood of my long black coat.
Kanda had pulled his hair up into a high ponytail his hair soaked and his face flushed from running so much. He was completely out of breath. "I was hopping that you were Lavi coming to apologize" I admitted. " Sor-ry to disa-ppoint -you." he spoke in-between breaths. I started walking again picking up my speed a bit when I heard him start to follow. I did not want to be near anybody right now.
"Allen, please stop." he insisted.
I sighed but did not stop walking. I heard a "tch" before his steps picked up to catch up to my pace . He grabbed my arm and slammed me against the stone wall I looked down at the sidewalk ashamed that I was making such a big deal about this. I felt a gentle warm hand on the bottom of my chin forcing me to look up. My vision was blurred from tears and droplets of rain. All I felt were warm lips press against my own causing me to blush. I tried to pull away but the hand that had gently raised my chin was now at the back of my neck holding my lips to his own.
"He's not worth the tears al." Kanda spoke softly.
I shook my head. "I love him." I sputtered stupidly.
It was the truth but I felt so heartbroken. "Why did you just-." Kanda frowned and lowered his head. He looked ashamed? Unhappy? I followed his gaze and furrowed my eyebrows at the odd look that Kanda made. He was staring down at my pocket.
"What do you have? " he asked. I snapped my hands to my pocket and pulled the object out hiding it behind my back
"it is none of your business." I indicated. He wasn't satisfied by the answer that I gave him and reached back and grabbed my hands I struggled clearly upset by his curiosity. Hut he didn't care he pushed a pressure point on my wrist which made me wince and open my hand unwillingly. The object fell into his hands and he pulled it from behind my back. I rubbed my wrist despising the feeling of my pressure point being pushed. I was ashamed at what he was about to see. It just shows how love struck I am about Lavi.
"So this is why you were in his room today huh? You were going to wake him up and give him this?" his eyebrows furrowed while he gazed deep into my eyes. Like he was reading everything i've ever thought making me believe that I could not lie to him. I am probably easy to read. I nodded. He looked down at the little box that was in his hands.
"A necklace?" he questioned stupidly causing me to chuckle a bit. He opened it and his eyes widened.
"I-I didn't know that you were this serious." He continued. "Allen I'm sorry." The long haired man looked down at the ring in the velvet box, the pure silver ring that was comfortably placed in it with the word "forever" engraved into it.
"So… the kiss would have meant nothing to you I'm guessing." He looked back at me, sorrow filled his eyes. I shook my head trying to fight off the guilt that ran through me.
"I'm sorry Kanda but I am madly in love with him." I admitted.
(thinking of the past)
I still didn't get the situation. Lavi and I have been dating for three years now. I finally confessed to him the last year of junior high, he accepted on a condition. That we never told anybody. I tried to convince myself that it wasn't because he was ashamed he was dating me. But that was the case at the time. Lavi was one of the popular kids. I sadly, was not. I was one of the people that they would push into a locker and lock it. Take my cloths while I was in the gym shower. Easy to say I was a nerd.
Rumors went around that Lavi was gay and he blamed me. In front of his friends he was a total homophobe. I couldn't handle him treating me the way he did after they got out and I burst all my feelings out to my friend Kanda. He was the only one who knew that I was 'dating' Lavi. But of course Kanda's anger got a hold of him and he walked right up to Lavi that day and knocked him out. Lavi didn't know much about me so he didn't know that I was friends with Kanda. Every time Lavi was around me he would be a little nicer. But around his friends I was the kid to pick on
Sum up this chapter- Allen is walking
Kanda catches up to him
Kisses Allen
Finds a little box
Figures it's a necklace but it is actually a ring
Allen admits that he is totally in love with lavi and wants to marry him
Kanda is heart broken
And a little sneak peak of the next chapter..
hope you liked it. i am so exited to write the next chapter. review please .
