The Tommy Torture Series
Chapter: When Spiederman Noticed A Change Part 1
This takes place the next day after the Juderman incident. I know it took me long enough to get this out.
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I have never in my life spent that much time thinking. Much less thinking about only one girl. I was up most of the night trying to figure out what's going on in my brain. I'm turning into a perverted pedophile. Is that redundant? Did I use that word right? If I did, genius point!
I'm using words like 'redundant', 'perverted', and 'pedophile', there is something wrong with my brain.
Today will be just as exhausting as last night was. I'm only ten minutes late, but I'll get my head bitten off anyways. For the first time, I dread seeing Jude. Is she going to be mad? Does she want to kill me? Most importantly, am I going to have those feelings and urges I had last night?
Sucking in a deep breath I grab the handle of the door and pull it open. No sign of her as I make it near the receptionist's desk. I breathe a sigh of relief, no sign of Jude and definitely no sigh of Vin. I hope I didn't scar him for life, I don't think his life has ever come so close to ending as it did last night.
I was thinking maybe if I bought him lunch we'd be good. After all the time I have to spend with hi I know his mind is only on two thing and Jude's the other one. It sickens me that he gets to be with her, feeling the softness of her, the... well, I know for damn sure there's no passion there.
"Hey Tommy," she says easily. As if it's no big deal that she's being carried by Kyle. I realize I was getting lost in my mind again and no Jude is in front of me. I could wrench his neck for touching my girl, even though she doesn't know she belongs to me yet. She's Mine. And that's the ways it's going to be...soon.
"Jude," I manage to choke out. Kyle turned around to acknowledge me and I got a great view of her backside. I had a lot of thoughts about what I could do with her in just that position. No, no more thoughts about that. It has to end to prevent any embarrassing happenings. Well it wouldn't be embarrassing for me, everyone else would be because they can never live up to me.
I guess she wants to forget last night, she's smiling at me and doesn't seem angry at all that I wanted to kill her boyfriend. I think back to what happened, then I think about Sadie. What the hell am I going to do about her now? I don't even want to see here, I'll get the whole nurse thing coming back and- Its too much to think about.
She scared the shit out of me with that outfit. A pink nurse's uniform? What goes on in her mind? Never mind I don't want to know. I need to get off, damn it! I did it again. I'm trying to stop with all the innuendo I do. It's hard enough, I'll just stop thinking, that will help. No more thoughts of Creepy Sadie and I should be fine. I have to work, yeah thats it, I'll think about work.
"Jude," her hair flies everywhere as she looks up at me, "meet me in the studio in ten minutes," she nods as she is carried further away from me. I look to my left and see Spiederman hiding behind a pole, but he has this weird expression, he always does but still, like he's actually thinking. He notices that I'm looking at him and he cowers a little further behind the pole.
I nod in his direction to show I'm not at all blood thirsty. I can't approach him, he might scream like a little girl. I'll apologize later, when I'm not thinking about Jude the way I am. How soft her skin is and how hot she'll be when I... moving on.
I settle into my chair to wait for the object of my lust. I'm lost in my thought when I hear the door slam shut. I turn to see Nurse Sadie standing before me. She's really pulling in the nicknames. "What can I do for you Sadie?" I need to be nice right now, she might kill me for walking out on her.
"Tommy, what was with you last night? What were you thinking?" She doesn't seem all that mad, more like concerned, but I don't want to press my luck. She has a vicious side that I've seen once and lived I don't think it something you live through twice.
"I was just looking out for Jude, she's been hurt enough by guys" that's a completely truthful statement. But sadly I've been one of them. She doesn't look all that convinced. I wait for any more questions she'll without a doubt want to ask, I don't really want to answer any though. I just want to try and block the very bad horrible thoughts.
"Why did you want to throw Spied out the window?" She looks like she's holding in a laugh, and I can't blame her. It's pretty damn funny, it wasn't in the best judgment, but still funny, if not hilarious.
"Um," why did I want to throw him out the window? "I told you: I was just looking out for Jude."
"Looking out for her? You were going to kill her guitarist and boyfriend and you call that looking out for her?" How am I suppose to answer that question? And why is she raising her voice? Wait I could have ruined her career if I killed him. He may be an immature ass but he knows how to play the guitar.
"Sadie, Jude's going to be here in a minute to work. We'll talk later." I push her out the door, she glares at me before she turns and walks away. Did she wink at Kwest? If I'm lucky they'll hook up and I'm off the hook.
For a few minutes I think how I'm going to get out of talking to Sadie later. Lets see, I could say I have to work late, thats a practical excuse. What about, I forgot...no, that wouldn't be the best way to go. Hell I can always fake my death, celebrities do it all the time just look at Elvis.
Jude comes into the room with Spiederman. She's holding tightly onto his hand, her expression seems to hold some kind of fear. I guess she's afraid for Vin's life. And she should but I didn't need to act like that. But something snapped and I became possessive of what I know is mine. Soon she'll see what I now know. I'll never get this point across enough.
Spied leans in to give her a kiss but he sees me watching with interest (glaring) and opts for a kiss on the cheek. He can be pretty smart sometimes. If he keeps up this streak he may stay in one piece by the time we're done with the album.
After everything is ready she starts to lay down the vocals for her latest song. Spiederman, I getting better with sneering his name at least, sits there watching her all proud, makes me want to shove him off of a cliff. But I'm not doing to good with the homicidal tendencies.
Her angelic voice hits me and I'm finding myself lost in the sweet beauty of it. When did I get all poetic and shit? Hey maybe it will get me in good with Jude.
Shit! Why is this happening? I can think of all kinds of lustful things I can do to her and nothing, but her voice sets off something within me. I try to act as if nothings wrong but I'm receiving a few curious glances for the SME boys. But Spied seems to know what's going on.
Or maybe not, he just looked away and gave all his attention to Jude. Kwest is too busy doing his job to notice anything. I'm thankful I have a dedicated friend, it's not like he hasn't seen me lust over some girl.
But she isn't just some girl. There's something there that I can't pin down, uh give me a minute have to think about that for a minute.
Just the thought of me with Jude underneath me helpless... okay, I won't make you hear anymore. By the time I'm done with the sinful thoughts she's through with the song and I have no idea if the take was any good.
"Jude will finish this tomorrow. Is that okay with you?" That way I can go through and see where she needs to improve on the song. I can concentrate better without the moron convention around, which they happen to be imitating a group of horny monkeys. If it weren't for Jude I would have left long ago. I don't like working with unprofessional jackasses. Just plain jackasses I can handle.
Jude nods and walks out with Spied a few steps behind her. I have to stop him before he leaves. I catch him in the hall, he looks like he's trying to figure out something important. Whatever it is, it can wait.
"Spied can I talk to you for a sec?" He loses all the color in his face but squeaks out 'yeah'. "Um, about last night, uh, I want to apologize for everything. I just don't want Jude to get hurt."
"Bye Tommy," Jude saunters by on her way out. I can't help but to look or stare, she's just so perfect. I hear a throat being cleared and turn my attention back to Vin. He has a smug look to him and I want to hit that right off of his face.
Aren't I apologizing for wanting to kill him? Anger management never worked for me anyway. I can remain calm, I've been furious and remained cool. "So we're good?" Well as good as anything can be between us. He seems to think for a second before he answers.
"Yeah dude, we're good. I still don't like you but..." I don't give a shit what he has to say, so I cut him off.
"You're not alone, anyway, how about I take you and Jude out to lunch to make up for how I acted last night?" I don't want to keep up this conversation much longer. I may pull out my beautiful hair. At least if he accepts I'll get to be with Jude for awhile even if he's there. He gives a swift nod and I return it, at elast he didn't say dude, I can't stand that anymore.
"We'll finish working on the song later." I look down at the papers in my hand. "Tomorrow, nine o'clock. Tell the rest of the guys." I find that simple instruction works best with the SME 'dudes'.
"Sure dude, see you then," I see that smug expression forming again as I walk away.
Okay I finally finished the rewrite. Now please tell me if you think this one is better.
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Thanks, Eternita14. I'm an awesome nerd. Keeping up the Tommy Torture since 6/10/07.
