I sit way in the back in the corner in science class along with Ino and Shikamaru bored to death as our science teacher is teaching us about reproduction. I stare at the clock as it strikes 11:21. The lights turn off as our teacher shows us a idiotic video about completely useless stuff. Shikamaru crosses his arms on his desk and places his chin on his arm and closes his eyes. Ino and I stare at him as his head constantly moves left to right. We look at him trying to not burst out laughing at him. The lights suddenly turn on and he awakes from his slumber grouchy.

"Time flies by when you're having fun!" My teacher yells out, meaning Time to clean up and move on to your next damn period.

I put my text book away and put on my bag and wait for the bell to ring so I can exit this boring class. The bell rings and Ino, Sasori, and I walk to our locker rooms. Ino and I enter our locker room and walk up to our locker and begin to change. I quickly change because I can't be late any more or I will fail.

"Ino, your such a prep!" I said to her.

"Sakura, your such an emo!" She said.

We finish changing and leave the locker rooms and go sit on our numbers. I sit there constantly turning to the side trying to get a glimpse of Deidara. I sit there as Deidara talks about people when they take a crap in the restroom at the restaurants along with one of his idiotic friends.

"Dude, I was at the bathroom at Roundtable taking a piss, so this guy comes and takes one next to me and starts looking at my thing." Said Deidara.

Every one bursts out laughing then him and his friends begin to make fart noises while continuing their talk. We then finish our calisthenics and Gai tells the guys to walk and have the girls to come with him. I walk towards Ino as Sasori and Tobi begin walking the other direction. Ino and I along with the whole class walk towards the pull-up bars. It was then my turn to attempt the impossible pull-ups, I walk to the bars as Gai stands there with his clip board. I jump up and grab the bar hanging then attempting to pull myself up with all my strength. I let go of the bar sore not doing any while walking away. I slowly walk alone being a complete loner waiting for Ino to come. Ino finishes failing as I did lazily walking to me. I slow down then turning walking towards her looking at Gai hoping that he didn't see me turn. Ino and I meet up at the parallel bars.

"Ino, I think I am beginning to like the immature Deidara." I said to her.

"Are you serious!" She said.

"Yes, I know." I told her.

We continue our conversation as I the bell rings and we walk to our locker and change. I finish changing and sit on the bench waiting for Ino to finish reapplying her makeup. She finally finish and we exit the locker room as the lunch bell rings. We walk to our separate math classes and depart. I skip lunch along with Karin wondering why the heck am I still hanging out with her even though I hate her guts. Well, truthfully the only reason I hang with her is because if I leave her I will become a loner and I don't have any back up friends and I clearly know that she does. I know that I am using her as a friend even though I hate her, well…she deserves it for being a bossy bitch.

I convince her to take a walk with me to the pull up bars so I can say hi to some old friends that literally hate her because she is spoiled and very annoying. I go and greet them as Karin wanders off to some other girls. I stand there talking to them, getting bored I walk to Karin and her group of friends.

"Karin lets go back!" I say.

"Yeah." She says.

We get back to where we hang out, somewhere in the field separated from everyone else, and sit down on the grass. I lay on the grass as Karin pulls out a book and begins reading the book itto, It.

"Is it a good book?" I asked her disturbing her reading.

"Yeah, oh my god it is so sad. You should read it too." She said beginning to read again.

"Uh huh." I said.

I lay on the grassy and very dirty ground staring at the clear sky then suddenly getting the urge to look for Deidara. I find him in a bright yellow shirt along with one of his uglier friends walking across the field back and fourth around a soccer game for some odd reason. I watch him walk then getting up I accidently kick Karin.

"Owe!" She yelled in pain.

"Ooooo…I am so sorry!" I said apologizing knowing that she deserved it deeply laughing inside.

"That's okay." She said pressing on the wound I had given her on her shin.

The lunch bell rings and we walk to our separate classes as I walk into my class sitting at my desk quietly pulling out my homework from yesterday and waiting for my teacher to begin her most awesome math lesson.

After class…

School is out and as I exit out the class I see Deidara coming out from the class next door. I continue to walk my slow, lazy, gay walk to the bus as Deidara comes up to me and taps me on the shoulder.

"What?!" I said in a whining voice.

"Hi." He said to me.

"Hello." I said back to him walking away.

Deidara is acting like an idiot if he really liked me he would have at least done other things than saying "Hi" to me every freaking time. I walk into the bus seating on a seat on the left and stare out the window seeing him with a very pretty girl, even prettier than I. I sit there trying not show my emotions of jealousy having a part of me wanting to beat the crap out that random girl that I didn't know walking with his feminem looking ass. I stare out the window watching the same scenery that I see every damn day for the past two years.

I get home from school and throw my bag on my bed. I search my room for a knife to cut myself.

I have no luck finding it and I enter my brothers room to grab his. I enter seeing him sleeping on his bed with his fan on. I search quietly on his computer desk hoping for him to not wake up then to begin throwing random curses at me. I finally find his butterfly knife and I exit quietly to the bathroom. I look at my arm then slowly I take the knife and begin to slit my arm. My blood begins to flow out quickly as I begin to make another cut in my arm. I run my cut with water and grab some toilet paper to dry my arm filled with blood. I clean the knife and wipe it and exit the restroom. I go back into my brothers room seeing him on his computer then quickly exiting his room.

"Crap!" I said to myself.

I enter my room hiding the knife under my pillow as the phone rings in the other room.

"Sakura, it's for you!" my brother yelled out knocking on my door.

I grab the phone and quickly close my bedroom door.

"Hello?" I ask.

"Moshimoshi." Hinata said.

"What!?" I say to her.

"I don't know?" She said.

"Well…" I said.

"Oh! Um…Did you get me my pictures yet?" She asked.

"No!" I said.

"I hate you!" She says hanging up on me.

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