So before I start this next chapter I must say this: OMG PEOPLE STARTED TO FOLLOW THE STORY! I happen to be quite lazy so sorry for lack of updates I never expected a rushed piece of work to actually get liked! So now I have to do more parts! YAY FOR MY WORK! : P Thanks for actually giving me a reason to keep going… Gah how can I do this? Oh well! ON WITH THE FIC!
I woke with a start in a clean white room, my eyes blurry. Is this my final resting place? Lord do I hope so. My eyes began to adjust to the light of the room and ta-da! I'm alive! Great just great! I suppose I'll have to face him because I know he's the one that got me here when I was ready to be left alone! That's all I wanted! I could only see him from afar and I got so used to it but now he's here and I guess I'll finally be seeing him… only if it was not in this awful state of borderline insanity that I think I'm currently in.
The door opened up and a figure stood in it, a beautiful figure at that that my eyes had only seen in photos and at a distance for so long. My heart skipped beats as he strode over to me, but as he got closer his eyes seemed to be uncaring and cold. Wow thanks! If your eyes tell the truth then you sooo don't care at all about your old best friend in a hospital beds from self inflicted wounds over you! All over you!
The sound of a chair scrapping across the floor brought me out of my thoughts and back to reality. His words full of judgment chilled my core.
"Trying to dispose of yourself over matters about me, eh? I find that foolish Taichi, very foolish."
"Ya wanna know what I find foolish? Ignoring your friends for a carrier! You fell right into the fame and became a monster! You left us all! Even your own brother! Do you even know where he is anymore? He dropped contact with us a long time ago! But I suppose you don't care!" My words seemed to have struck a nerve with him. Should I have left the brother part out? Yes. But did I care anymore? No
"Don't you dare talk about my personal matters Taichi! You aren't part of my life anymore! You would not know a thing! I never left him he left me! It's his own fault!" His blue eyed glare burned into me. I felt like he could see into my soul and thoughts. It was a quite uncomfortable feeling.
"How is it his fault? You're the one who let him go instead of listening! The only thing the same about you is the music you produce! Crest of friendship my tan ass!" This was not the same person I fell in love with. No this was a monster created from fame and a huge ego. He was nothing like the boy I once knew. He's not my best friend, he's no one's friend.
"Then I guess we have no more matters to talk about huh? I suppose I'm a fucking douche in your eyes and everybody's eyes? Well think of it this way Tai! I'M THE FUCKING DOUCHE WHO SAVED YOUR LIFE!" With that final outburst he left the room in a storm tossing the chair he was once sitting on to the side crashing into the floor. People outside gawked at him and he just walked out like nothing happened as if he never lost his cool. How pathetic can you really get?
Yamato's POV: Ok so I might have gone a bit overboard with the tossing of the chair and screaming but what do I care? He's the one who never said a nice word about me saving him! But I was kinda cruel with my judging of him… But it won't affect me now will it. He's a minor person in my life now, a thing of the past. I looked at all the ones who stared at me in shock and smiled. Attention is so nice to get even if it's negative. Seems that's all I crave now. Attention and nothing more. I guess it's kinda like a drug to me. The more I receive the more I crave. But it can't be helped. They gave me it first and wanted to give me more. It's like if someone keeps giving you cocaine you're gonna start getting hooked and it's not your fault. Or is this my sick mind trying to tell me it's all ok?
The warm summer air met my skin and I sighed. Why did I make it sound like I cared about him when I found him? Is that true feeling? No it can't be he's not important to me. I care for no one like no one cares for him. My leaving caused him to break. He's telling me I'm awful and a monster for leaving my brother when his sister left him? What a hypocrite.
I think my emotions are in knots at this point. It's almost like I don't feel. It's all used up in my music I suppose. All I do is speak of love when I don't know what it is anymore. Life is such a confusing game isn't it? I wonder if god just enjoys playing with us teasing us with things we want and then making them go sour. The night streets are empty as I walk alone. Everyone must be either sleeping or hitting up the clubs. I don't even know why I'm walking right now… I had a limo.
And YAY! That's all my mind can conjure up right now! I'll see what I can get after… So sorry for the shortness! I know I totally changed Yama in this chapter… I suppose you thought he will want to be with Tai and it's gonna be goodie goodie… WRONG! Bahahahaha! I intend on making him a jerk right now in order for him to break and the- *slaps self* NO YOU SHALL HEAR NO MORE! Please review and I hope to get more… Sometime soon? Maybe? Oh if you wanna know I am a little monster so paws up! :P Damn how do I upload this O_O
