Not WhAt It Looks Like

-Chapter 2-

Sorry it took so long, I have tons of homework :/ This is the last chapter, hope you'll like it :)


Toby left Spencer's house and began to walk away. No, not to his house, not to the lair, not to other A Team members to tell them what happened. Just somewhere. Anywhere. He just wanted to be alone for a while. He had no idea how Spencer could possibly find out, and it was killing him. Or at least that's what he wanted to believe was killing him…

When Toby kissed Spencer that night in the motel he did it for the same reason he joined the damn team – revenge. Those little bitches ruined his life and he needed some payback. Unfortunately, that's not what he got. He got love. True love. Yes, his intentions were bad. Yes, he wanted to get his revenge. He wanted to make their lives as miserable as they made his, but the more time he spent with Spencer the harder it was for him to deny his feelings for her. It didn't stop him from trying, though. At first, he thought that he should just keep doing as the team asks him to, keep hurting her, hopefully his feelings for the stupid little bitch will disappear, but it got harder and harder for him to hurt her. He could see any time she looked at him how much she trusts and loves and cares for him. He couldn't see her hurt, cuz when she was hurt – he was too.

He still couldn't give in to the strong feelings he had for her. He still did as he was told by the team leader. He still tried to hurt her in all of the A Team twisted ways. He still tried to convince himself he doesn't love her, but failed miserably. He reminded himself how much she and her friends hurt him, forcing on himself to hate them, and especially her. He also knew that if he stops helping the team, the A Team won't have any problem to make it look like he murdered both Alison and Maya, or maybe even kill him, just to make sure he doesn't tell anyone what he knows. And he knows a lot.

When he went to Bucks County he needed a little break from her. He thought it'd be easier for him to hate her when she's not around, reminding him all the things he loves about her. He almost thought he could really stop those feelings, but then he came back to Rosewood and realized how much he missed her. He couldn't deny it anymore; he loved her more than anything else in the world. At least when he left to Bucks County he knew she'll still be there for him when he comes back, but now he knew she'll never forgive him. And he couldn't let that happen.

He tried to think what he can do to gain her trust again as his feet carried him farther and farther away from her house. Stupid team… He thought to himself. It's not only ruining their lives as they planned, it's ruining ours too! Damn, why did I even agree to join this fucked up team?! Toby was angry. He didn't want to spend another second in the stupid team with all of those twisted people, but he knew that he has no way out. Not even one way. Except death, and he didn't really wanna die yet.

I can try convincing her I really love her… He kept thinking. No, she'll never believe me… I need to give her a proof or something… Damn it, how am I supposed to prove it?! If I'll talk to her she'll just think I'm doing it for the team! Ugh! There's got to be a way I can do it, but what the fuck is it? After so long in the A Team aren't I supposed to have better plans?! Damn! There's got to be something… What if I tell her I quit the A Team? No, she'll just get mad when she finds out I'm lying and then she'll definitely never trust me again. I can try… What can I try? I can't try anything, damn it! She will NEVER believe me… Never… I guess I'll just have to wait until this whole mess will be over or until she realizes it by herself… If it will ever happen…

He kept walking, glum. With all the A Team crap he couldn't get away of and the creepy stepsister he had, Spencer was the only thing that made him happy. And now she hated him more than she ever hated anyone in her entire life. He felt as if his heart was literally breaking, like his mind can barely handle the situation, but fought the feeling, trying to pull himself together. God, how he wished he wouldn't have fall in love with her that moment. He wondered if she wished the same thing. He knew this whole situation was probably hard for her, but it was really hard for him too.

Both of them thought their own pain was worse, but they had no idea how much the other is really hurt. Spencer couldn't let Toby (or anyone else) know how miserable she is, and Toby knew she'd think he's faking his pain so he just decided to keep his pain away from her. They should've known better by now that everything in Rosewood is absolutely not what it looks like.


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It was kinda hard to write that chapter cuz I wanted to find a way to make him love Spencer and still have some bad intentions like Marlene said. I just couldn't make him completely evil and make him hate Spencer.

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